The Forbidden Love of Dara

.16. Unthinkable

"For what? Did Arga call you?!" ask Kiki with a serious look

SRIING!!! suddenly my heart ached when I heard that name again until unconsciously my eyes began to look glassy.

At first I was very hesitant to discuss about him again, but my feelings began to flare up wanting to remove all the unek that I had been pending from yesterday, and the worse the more I tried to resist the heavier it weighed on my heart and mind.

Unknowingly my tears began to fall down on my cheeks, my lips and fingers were shaking, the cold dryness dripping little by little on my forehead, I realized that right now it was in public that must have been the place I didn't like to cry the most, but unfortunately it didn't happen because I couldn't hold back the emotions in front of Kiki.

"What would Ra do if you wanted to cry, I'm here!" kiki said that made my crying so it began to break and sob sob sobbing so that my chest felt tight it was difficult to regulate breathing.

The wall of lies collapsed, I could no longer say that I was doing well, because I could no longer contain the pain and grief that I had accumulated from yesterday.

Then I told all from the beginning to Kiki, what happened after coming home from school last Saturday while tears continued to flow uncontrollably accompanied every sentence in my story.

The thing that hurt my heart the most was the time when I remembered his face, the memories with him, let alone the bitter events that happened because of it.

Kiki lived every sentence I told her until her eyes were glassy, even though she herself had never felt dating before.

While giving a tissue in my hand, he continued to caress my hair that was a bit tangled because it was blown by the wind when motorized with Irvan mas earlier. The more the story runs out in uneg unegku, the more gradually also the feeling of relief in my face.

"I would have told you before that I saw Arga together several times with Amira, but I never heard what they were talking about." Kikipun began to open the story

"If I tell you anything, what's in it? all this time I've seen Arga always be nice to you so I don't suspect anything about them!"

"This is mba's drink?" ask a weater I didn't realize was coming. While holding a glass containing orange juice with a small paper inscribed with the table number we occupy which is clear that means my order. Maybe the question he just asked was just to make sure our drinks weren't exchanged for someone else's order, I thought.

"Yes, thank you!" Kiki answered the weaters.

But I only nodded while covering part of my face with a tissue, because I was not confident and also felt ashamed when I looked crying.

I saw the Weaters glancing at me several times, maybe he was a little curious to see people crying in public.

"Please!" he said as he started to step towards the other table.

Then after the weaters left, Kikipun began to continue his story earlier.

"Yeah.kirain they just chatted just plain, for example again talking about the band or basketball competition Arga!" kiki's story of her thoughts first.

I nodded to hear it, because what Kiki told me back then was the same as what I had thought before, how could we be suspicious since Arga's attitude had always been normal towards me, and also because Amira's position as the head of Osis is certainly always related to matters concerning the progress of Ekskul in school, so it is only natural that if they often chat, my mind first.

"Yeah because I think so, so I never want to let alone want to grow up to you, afraid that if I'm wrong even just make you misunderstand between the same him!

But I also really don't think about what happened when we saw it, even to hear what they were talking about!" continued in a sorry tone while bringing my juice closer.

Then I remembered the events that had been long enough, the events of a year ago that I had only been about two months with Arga.

I was looking for Arga in his class at the time, but he wasn't there, he was in the office, and in the usual field he didn't even practice.

Then Kiki and I passed each other in front of her class, so first and second class Kiki and I were not class.

That time,

"Oh, have you seen Arga?" ask me while drowning where

"There, he just entered the OSIS room with Amira" he replied lightly with a rather stiff smile.

"Oooo thank you!" I said while rushing the way

"If you can't do it, Ra!" the message held my steps

Without thinking, I just nodded and walked towards the isa room, actually I did not understand what Kiki meant at that time.

Sure enough Kiki said they were in there talking about something that looked a bit serious, but I did not suspect anything because it was nearing the seventeenth of August which of course the school was busy preparing for independence day.

After all Amira was my compatriot at that time and they both had been friends for a long time since Junior High, also before I became even I knew they sometimes really like to talk together.

But Amira never discussed or told anything about Arga to me, and vice versa with Arga, all they ever said was they were friends since Junior High.

However, the message that Kiki conveyed at that time turned out to be a code that he had actually also seen Arga and Amira together in a quiet place several times.

And Kiki only a month ago ventured to tell her everything she saw, just as a suspicion because she did not know the truth, so he suggested no need to be discussed let alone to be enlarged with Arga.

"Unless Arga's attitude and habits change with you, you ask him!" kiki Messages.

"Become? Ara...!" Kiki's call resuscitated my daydream

"Eeh yes Ki?!"

"Why bengong?" tanyan looked worried

"No, no why napa!" nervous answer.

I immediately grasped the glass of juice that was in front of me, I felt the cold run down my dry throat and began to cool my pulse that had been heating up.

"Ra.. I can not understand the heartache that you feel, but I can understand the disappointment that you experience because of the behavior of Arga and Amira" he said suddenly, arriving, and then, he attentively combed my hair with his fingers.

"You can tell me the same story, or if there's something I can help you with, you just say yes, don't hold yourself up like this even makes you sick right?!" he continued to make me so moved.

I immediately felt at peace hearing it, plus since I became friends with Kikk I have never been bullied again the same temen who often isolate me because of my weak body that often hurts since childhood.

I smiled as I saw the light of sincerity from her eyes shining, then I leaned my head against her, permeating the positive energy she was emitting adding to the intense feeling in my heart.

"The alma mater is still the same as you?" tannya

"Yes, the plan is tomorrow I want to leave the same bandmate or classmate!" I replied while stirring the juice with a straw.

I immediately straightened my body from Kiki's shoulder rest and drank a little of my juice, before long Kiki's ordered food came, Dumpling chicken noodles with pentol and chicken claw on top!

"Hmm.it's delicious!" I said with a fake smile because I really did not taste.

"You want it, it's for you to let me just pesen again?" talk about it, but I keep shaking.

The sound of sms on the tape, I immediately took it and opened it.

"Don't forget to eat!" fill in the message from Irvan mas

"Yes, it's me and Kiki are eating!" repay me

"Yes already if so, mas ngingetin only because you were really shoots!" said

Then I realized that I had just cried, immediately took the powder box in my bag and mirrored it, checking my eyes are usually swollen after crying.

With a smile, Kiki opened it and took something in her bag and it turned out that she took out the makeup bag that she used to carry where, she thrust a wet tissue and then told me to clean my face.

"Let's eat up a little, huh?" said.

Then after the food ran out she really dressed me with her fair hands, yes this is usually done in class.

Not until five minutes did he finish polishing my face, I immediately took out a mirror. I pay close attention to just a little thin Make up but can already camouflage my eyes.

Her sister does have a salon that is quite famous for her make up artist in this city, so it's only natural that her sister is good at using people.

After we finished eating we looked for books and walked around the Mall while telling pleasant things, for a moment I also forgot the pain and also the bad taste earlier.

Until it did not feel like it was afternoon, Mas Irvan had arrived to come to the two of us in front of the family playground on the third floor.

"Lhoo mas Irvan? is that all business done? how do you know we're both here again? haven't I told you yet?!" ask questions because I am astonished

"How many, where should I answer?!" he said while holding his forehead

"Hahaa!!" Kiki who saw our behavior laughed amusedly, making the atmosphere more warm.

Before going home I took them to take a picture box together, in a silly and funny style the three of us laughed off each other in it, and after that shared the photo results.

"Let's see!" Irvan quickly snatched the photo from my hand and also from Kiki

"Why did you play just take it?!" ask me dogkol because I just wanted to see it

"No, this is a loh! What is this position? you keep the Deck in the middle!!" his tan was astonished while frowning

"Where are you looking?!" I was curious to see from beside him Irvan and Kiki

"Yeah, just realized me, because keasikan until forget to change position! but what if I am often in the middle? mas Irvan ngiri anyway!" say

"Who is not in such a good position!" said Irvan mas seriously

"What the hell is Irvan niih, don't nakutin ah!!" chirps Kiki

"Huh? what's in the middle?!" ask me for wonder

Mas Irvanpun glanced cynically at me with tserius making me instantly remember something.

"Ooalaah! it's just 'MITOS'!" I said lightly. Yes I just remembered about a myth about something happening the same person who if the photo three often in the middle, but it was just a myth! Thought.

"Kok you said 'free'?" sahut mas Irvan does not accept I take it lightly

"This mas nakutin nakutin aja anyway, I'm often in the middle if again selfi'an same mama with Doni but the proof does not happen what is it?!.." I said more underestimating.

Hearing the words I said just now Irvan mas expression even more upset, his mother mas Irvan is indeed Javanese and very believe about the myth and content of primbon.

Although I also actually bleed java, it's just born and big in Kalimantan so only mama papa aja who kind of believe and understand about Myth, prohibition /pamali from java.

But I don't know why I never thought or wanted to know about it, because for me it's no longer the case today.

"Yeah yuuk is back at dusk!" invite him with a firm tone while returning the photo he took earlier, then step first towards exiting the mall.

Me and Kiki yanh followed him from behind so glanced at each other coded eyes out of astonishment.

"If you go home on what?" asked Irvan while turning his body arrived, I who did not have time to be hit him.

A DUG!

The rest of Irvan's body made me bounce back

GREB! fortunately, he swiftly restrained my body that was about to fall backwards.

"Still saying no why?!" his scathing cynicism made me instantly speechless not daring to reply anymore. Kiki who was watching us in front of him just grinned with a shy smile.

"I want to take a ride ojek aja mas, if you ride the old angkot muternya!" kiki replied awkwardly and then Irvan immediately let go of me, he nodded and immediately continued his steps until outside the mall, me and Kikipun say goodbye to each other.

"Be careful on your way, and. I thank you so much for today!" I said excitedly holding her hand with both hands, then she immediately hugged me.

"Just like Dara, you don't lose heart well, from now on don't be sad anymore!" the message while rubbing my shoulder then releasing a hug and starting to walk backwards while waving

"Mas Irvan I first well, do not speed the speeding bring the motor because Dara again sick tuh!" continue the message to Irvan.

I also still return the wave with a smile until he got on the motorcycle.

Grrr!!

Arrived, Irvan took my groceries and brought them, then the other hand held my hand and led me to walk.

It's a normal thing he did to me, me and he was like this from us when we were kids. Even our parents thought we were like real brothers. Especially because his parents did not have a daughter, so I was very spoiled by his mother and once said :

"if again together with Dara must be guarded well van, because he is your sister!" mother said

But that was when we were children, if now we have started to grow up so sometimes I am a little awkward, especially for the past two years rarely met since he went to college in Bandung.

"Mas Irvan is not uncomfortable? guessed my guy's girlfriend mas looh, later the girl who wants to have a crush on Mas so on the mindeeer!!" tau know Irvan mas hand even pulled the arm while grabbing my shoulder and embrace it.

"Shut up! just let people say whatever you don't care!!" he said coldly without looking at me.