The Forbidden Love of Dara

Little Remorse

"Lhoooh?!!" I said in confusion as I flipped back my palm which turned out to be nothing I held.

"Mas Irvan, how are we here?!" while my eyes glanced at the reach of each eye towards my room with my position still leaning the head against him mas Irvan.

"Why Deck, why are people confused so anyway, what are you looking for in your hand?!" Asked Irvan while holding and watching my palm.

Immediately I sat in the place of my bed, I held it and I felt a groggy frown that was still spinning - turning my fists, I, slowly - the land of all memories began to recover and gather again into a complete memory in my brain, and now I realized what had happened actually.

'Huuuuhft... I just had a dream, right?!' ask me in my heart while breathing.

And of course in an instant I felt very disappointed because all the fun things that happened just now turned out to be just a dream about past events made me delirious!

(Emmm other than Dara, has anyone ever experienced anything like that? dreams are real?!)

Actually drowsiness that perched is still very attached to my eyelids to be opened, even the ration is eager to lie down and pull the blanket back, he said, but the chirping of birds in front of the window had already damaged the clothes of the best dreams that had just been floating in my memory.

"It hurts the deck?!" asked Irvan who also woke up and sat next to me while his hands checked the body temperature starting from my forehead, cheeks, and hands.

"It's been sniffing..!" I answered while looking at the wall clock whose hands had shown at half six in the morning, and I immediately remember that this Monday there are so many school assignments waiting even I also have to return something immediately ......

"Sir, your wrist is why blue? actually, I've seen from yesterday, but want to askin forget to continue, last night just as you slept new mas pay attention again this looks like it was bruised huh?!!" He asked while holding my hand which was still a little bit sore and bruised because of Arga's rough grip on Saturday.

"It's okay - Mas, I just sprained yesterday!" My reason while hunting - hurriedly open the blanket that still covers the stomach up to my feet.

"Why sprain, is there a reason?!" then immediately get out of bed to avoid Irvan mas with a variety of questions.

"Eeeh where are you going?!!" Ask again who always tries to get detailed answers to every question he asks.

But for this one question certainly makes me uncomfortable, because it reminds me of the betrayal that Arga did to me. Without giving any explanation, I immediately entered the bathroom and closed the door.

BLAAM!!!

"Yaudah if you don't want to tell me that's okay - what, you're ready - just ready to go home to take a shower first, then at nine mas pick up yaa...?!" said Irvan mas whose voice was right behind my bathroom door.

"Where else are you going to pick him up? I'm going to school!!" I answered a little annoyed, without opening the door when I had nothing to do inside.

"Lhooh how do you want to go to school, your body is still that angel?! the important thing is to check with the doctor first, fear of having DHF or getting ti...."

"Yes, I'll pick me up at nine, right? now I'm going home and I'm going to poop!!" I answered wiping his unfinished words, but I just lied so he stopped talking at length that sounded very uncomfortable in my ears and also so that he immediately came out of my room.

"Yes, we're home first!" pavens

"Yes!" my answer is short

I know that my attitude is so rude to him that I can even say that I am very ignorant of what he has been doing to me all the time lately, but

'Can't I discuss something else that has nothing to do with Arga?' ask myself,

irvan's question that made me come back to remember my problem with Arga.

While standing in front of the mirror, for a moment I looked at my face and then immediately washed it on washtufel and then brushed my teeth, yes, I have not dared to shower because the water is still very cold when touched by the skin and I do not want to take risks that can make me sick even longer.

Although my body still feels unhealthy, but the Arga alma mater that is still stored in my school bag is the source of my burden for two days, because wherever and whatever I do when I remember about it again will immediately break my good mood! especially when you just wake up like this it feels so damaging to the atmosphere of the morning that should be welcomed brightly!

Therefore, even though my body is not fit, I must still go to school today to immediately return the alma mater, although most likely I will just leave it through his friend because I no longer want to see even meet him!

After getting out of the bathroom I immediately prepared the uniform that I will wear today, but before I wear it I make sure the circumstances are not necessarily safe, so I peeked out from behind my bedroom curtains, he said, looking at a room that was the same position - either on the second floor, and the room was right across from my room.

'Yaaa, it was Irvan mas room whose house was standing right opposite my house. Now I just want to make sure that the window of his room is open means he really has gone home.

Then immediately I became very excited, because what I was taking a peek at now was more than I expected, which was that I was not just looking at the window of his room that was already open, even I saw him sitting in the balcony in front of his room reading something with a favorite cup of coffee on the table, well, I'm very sorry if he was like that, of course he's very busy and won't even pay attention to his surroundings.

Rushing I changed my clothes with a white-white school uniform that was devoted to every Monday, plus a tie with a hat for ceremonial complements, a little powder on the face and two perfumes, sprayed, not to be left with a sweater that I must wear wherever I go.

After getting dressed I immediately prepared a book that I haven't had time to prepare for today.

"Already! mumpung mas Irvan is busy, I have to mepet - cepet nih!" I muttered while running out of the room towards the lower floor.

I approached my mom alone in the kitchen looking like she had just finished making breakfast

"Lhooh Dara do you want to go to school? is it healthy?!" Tegur mama who just put a plate of large waffles on the dining table, then he approached and directly put his palm on my forehead.

"I'm already healthy, yesterday afternoon I drank ginger made by mama who always work!!" I said praising her as she spread a blushing smile so that mama would not be suspicious and worried anymore.

"Where's ivan?" mama asked as she prepared a piece of waffles and a glass of milk in front of me.

"Loh, instead of Irvan having come home from earlier, I just saw him again sitting on his room!" Answer me

"Masa? but Mama hasn't seen her here?" ask the confused mama

"Perhaps before mama came down he had gone home first, because about half six we woke up and he went straight home!" obviously I didn't tell Irvan's plan to pick me up and take me to the doctor at nine.

"Ooh pantesan only if so, because mama woke up already almost six hours ago. Oiya, last night when my mom came home from the store see you slept very restless, held her body hot, Irvan until running - run fetch temometer from her house, take her, keep fit he check your body temperature is too hot he said, he said must immediately be taken to the doctor afraid of typhoid or DBD like Reza first, So all you want to lift him but you continue - continue to talk do not want, mama is also confused, want to call papa also of course tell you to take you to the doctor!!" mama's story

"Lhoo when I said that mah??!" ask me because really do not want at all with what happened last night before Irvan mas came to lie next to me,

"Yes, you're a whimper - whine don't want to be taken to the doctor!" obviously my mother emphasized the events that I really did not want at all.

"Well, how else, mah?!" tanyaku while slowly - slowly spend sweet waffles made by mama.

"Yes my mom said, Yes Van tomorrow morning just ushered it from the mosquito - the mosquito!!"

mama's story while her little tone made fun of me

"How else?" ask me who is more curious

"Look Irvan was very worried about you, yes you know by his own emotions fit first Reza got DHD had seizures - seizures continue to say doctors hope small to heal, Reza got DBD, fortunately, at that time there was still an alm.Bapak who held Irvan, if not, there was already a lot of belur tuh doternya!!" mom's story reminds me of what happened three years ago.

At that time Reza's second sister Irvan was exposed to DHF and was so critical that it made us all sad because he almost lost himself.

"The next time he said mama rest, let him take care of you, yes initially mama did not have the heart because mama knew that he would just come home from Bandung directly take care of his Father's office from noon, but he did not take care of his father's office, but he is the one who makes it! jaudah is mama's break!" continued the story of mama, then I became silent no more responses while devouring the last piece of my waffle.

"But just want to dawn mama there wake up for a while just want to check the heat of your body, it turns out to have been a little mundane anyway, and just now the pengang mama also really has dropped the heat huh?!" mama added to the story but looked a bit surprised by the drastic drop in my body temperature which might be too fast in mind.

"Yes, so do not have me delivered to the doctor, it is healthy!!" I said to persuade my mom even though it actually still feels a little dizzy, maybe just because I washed my face before the hot temperature on my skin so subsided.

Listening to all the stories of mama just now, I became sorry because of my rude attitude towards Irvan mas this morning, yes I admit behind his ignorance but Irvan mas is very loving especially to the family. But, for now please do not offend anything that has to do with Arga, because it can instantly worsen my mood!

I did not feel I had breakfast while telling the same story as my mother turned out that the clock had shown at six past fifteen, which indicates I had to leave immediately because my school entrance hour was at half-eight, not to mention my trip from home that took over half an hour was also not added jammed fitting red lights, Aaaah fortunately just a little later I graduated and did not go to school that far again.

"Well, today I brought a motorbike because I was afraid it was too late to ride an angkot or motorcycle taxi!" I said while in a hurry to finish the milk that you had poured earlier and quickly kissed his left right cheek

"Yes, but be careful on the road, don't speed!!" mom's message gave permission

"Yes mah!" My heart was in a hurry to wear a helmet, take the key of the bike and wear socks and shoes.

When I started to open the door, I peeked a little at the front of Irvan mas house, especially up the balcony in front of his room, a little legs that are still the same position sitting up there with a book covering his face.

Rushing me up the motorbike whose position had indeed led to the road from the yard, I quickly turned the key and immediately turned on the starter.

YONG!!!!

'luck the sound of the new matic motor is not too loud the sound of the engine and exhaust! Hehehee' I said inwardly, with a somewhat palpitating heart - my thump moved a little tighter as it passed through his front house.

I focused my eyes on the street, without a second of my eyes glancing towards him who either realized or not if I had just passed right below him.

Arriving in front of the gate housing I began to reduce the speed of my motor, then immediately follow the flow of the highway along with other vehicles.

A little dizziness that still lingers in my head makes me very careful in driving, plus because the atmosphere of the streets has begun to solid, yes understand every Monday must be like gini.

Just how does it feel like someone is missing?

"Sudouh I forgot to wear a mask, this is the result because - because it was a cat - kelingan the same mas Irvan so you forget!" my murmuring while covering the glass helmet because the dust and exhaust fumes began to make pain in the eyes and tightness when breathing.

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"Wiuuh, thankfully it's not too late!" I said in my heart after seeing there were still many students in the same uniform as me still passing by around the school.

But when I arrived at the school I was very surprised because starting from the front of the fence to enter the school yard filled with unusual scenery,

wreaths of grief given by several companies and some of the famous foundations in this city display where - like there is an important person who has died in this school.

"Who died? how can I keep this page like a bouquet of flowers?"