The Forbidden Love of Dara

.86. Keeping Trust

"No, I don't want to have any more words of regret later on, I have to meet him no matter what happens, I will take the risk even if I have to sacrifice my own soul. At least, now this should not make him feel less considerate and lonely anymore!"

After rounding up the resolve, Irvan finally began to open the door of the room very slowly.

With the pressure of nervous feelings that stirred the dust, the door that opened wider even showed the dim lights in the room did not at all block the sweet face of a girl who was sleeping on her mattress, and the, she looks like a sleeping princess in a fairy tale.

Though doubtful but certain,

The legs are approaching, though,

The was was feeling unheard of, though,

But the miss must be treated.

Like a poem meeting no end, like,

carve a cloud that continues to cloud,

This heart is no longer strong, it is dammed,

If my eyes would always be pensive.

Both knees are shaking, though,

but not one bit of trepidation, though,

How long have I been patient, Aah,

lamenting the ever-bland fate of my heart.

Now, Irvan was standing next to Dara's bed, but she did not intend to sit on the bed, she did not want her sweet girl to wake up because of it.

While kneeling on the bed, Irvan heartily grabbed and slowly grasped the small hand, occasionally he kissed it gently.

The trembling nervousness made his hands even more cold, the storm of yearning for three months was unstoppable. Drop by drop of tears flowed with the haru atmosphere in his heart, he cried while addressing the smaller hand of him, in his chest he kept saying the word :

"d, dek. mas, mas kangen.. kangen very much the same you deck hikhiks.." he whispered.

More and more tears flowed down his fingers, but he still held the sound in his throat because he did not want Dara to wake up, because he realized that he would no longer be able to stay away when he saw the cute eyeballs of the girl.

Therefore Dara was still asleep, Irvanpun no longer intend to spend the night there, slowly he let go of his grasp because he wanted to leave immediately. But as a cover for his heartache, he left a message on a piece of paper that read:

"My brother came to visit when you were asleep, but sorry I did not have the heart to wake you and sorry also if for tonight I can not spend the night in your place, but also, but maybe tomorrow or the day after before I go back to Indonesia I will see you again.

Hail Irvan."

When writing the letter her heart was broken, because in fact she would not come again, she intended to release Dara for the sake of her health, she was willing to endure her own longing, she said, because he thought as time went by Darapun would forget and would naturally stop questioning him later.

Next to the pillow he slipped the letter. Not wanting to linger long tormenting his mind in Dara's room, Irvanpun gave a kiss of farewell as well as a last kiss, he thought because now Dara was happy with a lover who had been only Arglah who had always been in his heart, he thought, although the current state of Dara is not remembered, but surely his love will be even greater to Arga when he remembers everything later. Let alone the hope of falling in love, even touching his hands can not, he thought.

"Good night and good-bye, my dear." whispered CUP!

A faint smile on his sad face led him to turn his body towards the exit door.

TAP TAP TAP!

"Wait!!" (just holding the door)

Suddenly a call stopped his footsteps, a call he knew very well.

'DA..DARA?' surprised muttering. Suddenly the atmosphere of the room turned silent. Irvan's nervousness added to be so, he did not know what Dara was doing or thinking at this time, because he just stood stiff before the door without daring to look at it one bit

GLUG...

(several seconds before, Dara)

'Hmm... This fragrant? this fragrant like no stranger was even very familiar, but where did it come from?' Dara realized that the fragrant smell she was smelling was not from a dream,

SREK'S! immediately opened his eyes, he was surprised when he saw the back of someone was slowly stepping towards the exit, his lips immediately said stop the steps of the person. Buru hunted Darapun tilted his body because he wanted to get up, but accidentally saw the message paper that Irvan wrote just now which he immediately read.

A SNIIIFT!! (sobbing)

" It's you, brother Irvan?" dara asked while tightly grasping the paper and then rushed down from her bed.

TAP.. GREB!!

Without much thought Dara immediately ran over and hugged the man from behind. Irvan who is still stiff because of shock, can only resign because it has been discovered.

"You heart! what kind of brother are you? where is there a sister who says 'look' at her sick sister, is it worth it, huh?!" ask Dara annoyed

Irvan was eager to call his name "Mas" but somehow his tongue was a little muffled because Dara already called him brother.

"Ka,ka... Why did you wake up Dara?" ask back Irvan pura tegar

"Don't switch topics! answer my question just now!" snapped Dara who was still tightly hugging Irvan meant to hold him back.

"Have you read the letter? if that doesn't need to be answered again, right? the answer is in that letter!" said Irvan flat, still trying to cover his feelings with pura cuek

"Sister, you were the one that was in the hospital this afternoon, right? you're the one I hit and the paper dropped, right?" irvan's eyes were wide open to hear it

"No, you must be wrong!" irvan replied

"No, I'm not wrong, my eyes aren't blind! even I smell the same perfume and the same back figure! in my body is flowing your blood, of course I can feel your presence" said Dara,

Immediately the look on Irvan's face turned sad... Hiks..!!

she quickly turned around and immediately returned Dara's embrace.

"I'm sorry, sorry your sister, baby!" Irvan said as she clenched

"Bad brother, bad brother!" hum,puk,puk! whinek Dara while hitting Irvan's chest and he was resigned to Dara's punch that did not hurt him, but it was Dara's whiny voice that pierced his heart.

Finally Irvan was no longer able to hold back his longing, he hugged while kissing the girl's hair in front of him. Repeatedly he kissed Dara's eyebrows and cheeks without remembering that Arga had returned. So turbulent longing, almost Irvan kissed Dara's lips that had been wet because of tears.

"Don't you lie that you've been busy until you haven't found me?"

"Yeah.you don't have to ask that again now, and, this paper is also useless so mending is thrown away!" irvan's hand immediately seized, rubbed and then threw his letter into the trash bin next to the table.

"My brother.." staggering.

"You were drinking earlier, you must still be sleepy, ayoo there back to sleep!" irvan's orders while pushing

"No, I don't want to go to sleep, I'll go again!"

"No, I'm not leaving now!"

"Then that's me! mamah told my sister that I was sick a lot, but I think she lied to me!" said Dara while pulling Irvan's hand towards her bed and they sat down together

"Kok can you say that? how could you lie to me!"

"The evidence of me starting to be treated until now, brother no one will come to me? even though just videocall never, and far away from Indonesia to Germany here even avoid me, what kind of brother is it? same brother as papah!" dara said scolding him.

Hearing Dara's words just now Irvan felt like he was struck by lightning, how not? it was very clear that he had heard for himself that Dara had matched him with someone who had triggered his illness to become critical.

"No, no, no. I'm not like that!" refute Irvan while shaking his head. "Yes you're back to bed tomorrow morning we're in the hospital together, huh? now I'm going to......" TAP, TAP, TAPP! just now Irvan was about to move, you know quickly Dara ran to the door and locked it which then the key was he cantongi which certainly made Irvan so stiff confusion.

"Grandfather can't go anywhere else, anyway I wake up brother should still be next to me!" the Pinta Dara

"Ta, but why is the deck until the door is locked? na, people will misunderstand us how? Ayoo here's the key!" pinta Irvan was nervous as she approached him.

"No want! This brother is strange, people can misunderstand that brother sister sleep the same, honest talk if brother does not want me, brother does not love me, brother does not love me, same brother as papah!" Sahut Dara crammed like a child.

'Aduh dangtur!. even though we often sleep together but never until the door all, especially now there is the Sultan's grandfather also here, too, he would not know too much our habits from a small kayak how!' irvan murmured in his heart.

Thou!! clique

"Hello Van?"

"Mom, ma'am help me mah, I locked Dara in her room and she got the key!" pinta Irvan panicked as she stood at the door, she noticed Dara who was leisurely walking back up to the bed and lying down

"Haha... Why?" ask someone who laughs at him

"He said he was afraid I'd run away so he'd have to spend the night in his room........."

"Yes, I asked you, why? haven't you guys used to sleep together?" ask the mother who did not take him seriously

"I,iya mah. ta, but never till ngunki the door like this! later if the other half misunderstood how, and I have to explain what it would be like to Sultan's grandfather if he knew that I slept in the room with his grandson? where's my friend waiting in the guest room!" confide Irvan in fear

"What do you fear Van, mamah strongly believes that you will not do bad things with Dara....."

"I know you believe in me and I'm very grateful for that, but what about the others, will they think the same as you?"

"Oowh turns out that's the problem, you just calm down, this is mamah again in the guest room with your grandfather and also your friend!" answer me casually

"Hallo Van?"

"Ah Grandpa? aa, i....."

"You think my mentang rarely go to Samarinda and I don't know your habits from childhood? I've seen you grow up with Dara, and if Aina alone as her mother trusts you so much, so what's the reason I don't trust you, she said, for me right now it's important that Dara be healthy and happy. Moreover, you are the one who has saved my granddaughter's life several times, even I haven't had the time to personally thank you!" sultan's grandfather said soothingly

"Thank you, thank you for your trust, I promise to keep that trust!" said Irvan moved. After he hung up the phone, Irvan also began to approach Dara who turned out to be really back to sleep.

"Based on a bad girl, you almost made me die of fear!" muttered Irvan while taking off her coat and then lying next to Dara.

Although a little disappointed because Dara did not remember that she always called him by mentioning mas, but at least Irvan's feelings now become relieved, so, even the anxiety he had feared for the past three months had once been in vain. Dara really does not remember anything anymore, all the information he knows is a story from his mother.

While continuing to caress Dara's hair in front of him, Irvan could not sleep because he still did not expect that tonight he could return to see his love and get the trust that his girlfriend did not necessarily get.

Three days in a row they stayed together, walking together even though the Sorenya Dara joined Arga, but they did not suspect each other, but they did not suspect each other, because one thing Dara did not know that actually Irvan was not her older sister.