The Forbidden Love of Dara

In the Space of My Heart

"Mas Irvan forbade me to sleep, but my eyes are very difficult to compromise..aah, it's okay for a moment - is it just a chicken sleep while waiting for him to come call the doctor." I said In my heart while starting to put eyes that are still very heavy to open.

Not long after,

JEGLEK! Tap - Tap - Tap

(The door opens and footsteps approach)

"Dad?" irvan's voice called out to me in a soft voice as his warm hands clasped my hands

"Dek?.." call Irvan mas again while stroking my hair gently.

"Dara?!.." call Irvan mas with a tone began to press while wiggling my cheek..

'Yes, I heard, I do not want to wake up or do not want to respond to Irvan's call! but, uh,

wait, this is real! this is why, I can't get up?!

My ears are very clear to hear the voice of Irvan mas who keeps calling and very felt when he touches me, but the command from my brain as if - will not be responded to by other limbs, he said,.

'I don't understand why? I felt like I was so powerless that I just opened my eyes or gave another gesture !'

"From, Daraaaa.......?!"

'Is this the voice of yesterday again?' I murmured in my heart with a feeling of fear

Suddenly there was a foreign sound that buzzed in the ears, in an instant the noisy atmosphere of the hospital that had been still heard became silent, the smell of the medicinal aroma also disappeared, and in a moment the noise of the hospital was still silent, and you know - know I've been in a very dark, quiet and empty place, there's only a thin white mist around me.

'Where am I??' I was panicking

"Daraaaa?" Call him

"Who? whoareyou? i'm where is this? why am I here?! Help u! mas Irvan help me mas!!" I screamed nervously

"Become.... You don't have to be afraid, son, I'm your great-grandfather, and you don't have to yell because we're here!" He said his voice sounded distant but very clear - he said.

Although he has explained it like that, but the feeling of fear in my heart still cannot be reduced, especially here there is not a little light.

So sunyinya even the sound of my heartbeat pounding - thumping as if it sounds clearly out, I squat while hugging - a nervous hug myself.

"Hic...Mama... papa... mas Irvan... anyone help me.... I'm afraid...huuhuuu ...!" I said whispering trembling with tears that began to fall

"Why are you crying, son? I will not hurt you ... You are now in your own heart...." Prattling

"What?! in my own heart? ma means what? I don't understand!" in an instant my crying stopped in confusion

"What is going on in your heart right now, this is how it feels. Sadness, emptiness, darkness, even though you actually know that there are many around you who accompany and love you but you always feel lonely! didn't i?!

You know there's your mommy who always gives her the best for you,

you know your sister always comforts you, too,

you know your best friend is always ready to help you, and even you know your adoptive family is always next to you...

But why is it that just because of losing one person who has just been close to you you already feel lonely?!" Evidently

I was immediately stunned by her words just now,

'Yes, why have I so far forgotten those who are there at all times for me, those who sincerely love me, and even those who have never once left me' I murmured inwardly

"Did you understand the meaning of great-grandfather?!" I asked her and then nodded in a blank look

"Keep.....how can I get out of this darkness? how am I supposed to meet them again if I'm still here?!" much

"You just know, but you haven't noticed it yet, you haven't presented them here so how can you meet while your heart's eyes are still closed?!" His words confused me

"Buyut, how can great-grandfather be here when we have not known each other before? please help me get out of here!" I said beg

"I can be in your heart without you knowing first because in my life I once swore to always accompany grandchildren who almost lost their way... So now the great-grandfather can only guide you,

Open the door of your heart, bring them here, so you can meet again as usual with them.." Because it was too panicked so the explanation of the great just now actually made me more confused

'What is the meaning of presenting them here? how-to? while I am trapped here, in the prison of my own heart?!' I muttered that this made no sense to me.

Then the great-grandfather did not speak again unless I asked first, and each time I asked his way out he also only gave the same answer.

"Buyut, I feel like I've been here a long time, how do I get out?" much

"Yes, you've been here three days, and the only way out is that you have to give meaning to your life and the people around you.." The answer is again - again confusing

'What, three days? I've been here for three days without eating, drinking and sleeping? but somehow I did not feel hungry, thirsty or sleepy, all I felt was silence and cold!'

For three days in this dark place I only thought about what the great-grandfather meant, but because I was confused and dead-end, finally my tired thoughts incited the heart to resign, but because it was confused and dead-end, finally my tired thoughts incited the heart to surrender, and suddenly the atmosphere also grew darker and colder, I also lay lamenting fate.

'Am I going to die here? mama I miss the gentle caress of mama, mama's cooking, papa's adoration to me, exclaim papa same Doni, attention Mother, understanding Kiki, silliness and chatter mas Irvan ..... I miss everything...!' Kurenungi and I love everything I miss being here.

I love that they are surrounding me, warm hands of mom and mom, dad, Irvan, Kiki, and sisters who are very considerate.... Then I got up and sat down in the middle of them

'I'm sorry if all this time I ignored all of you, maybe we will never meet again in real life, even though you are just my shadow, but I beg you, please, you guys stay here with me!' I said, looking down at all the shadows - the shadows smiling at me

"Without.my granddaughter...." A great-grandfather's voice suddenly appeared without me calling

"You're aware of their presence here now..." He said, I was confused because all this was just my shadow, I thought

I slowly lifted my head as I saw a bright light shining down on this once dark and cold space, the shadows of all those who were still surrounding me turned out to give off light with different colors - different like a beautiful and warm aura...

"Your presence here is the same as theirs, the same - just a shadow" said the great-grandfather again

SRIIIING JLEB!

(In an instant I was dragged by the wind and went somewhere)

The noise and the aroma of medicine in the hospital returned to normal,

Suddenly I was surprised and immediately opened my eyes with a white ceiling in front of me

"MAS?!!" yell at

"DADDY!?" someone called enthusiastically from my left side

My breath gasping like running, I lyrically mas Irvan was sitting next to me with his wet cheeks kissing my hands.

"Thankful, thanks deck... hik...!!" he said while continuing to kiss my arm

"Mas?.. mas Irvan, is this really mas?!" call me, with my lips shaking I really want to make sure that this is not a dream

"Yes this deck! don't be afraid anymore.hik..!" Her legs while standing kissed my forehead

I forced my limp hands up on his back, I hugged and I felt that this was real...

"Hic.. Mas... I'm afraid..Hik.. I'm afraid to be alone.. hik...."

I said while crying, terrified by the incident

"As it continues here, mas promise will not leave you... You will not be alone...?!" With her face so close to my face that our noses were united, her answer calmed me

"Udah, don't cry anymore, soon mama comes, you don't want to just wake up crying.." he said while memorizing my tears with his finger.

"Mas too.... why cry?!" I said as I slowly rubbed his pale cheeks, he smiled and replied

"Where mas not crying, you are from noon already asleep, just woke up briefly continue to sleep again with blood that arrived - arrived very less.... Good thing we are the same...!" Utterance

"Blood?!" I was astonished and horrified

"Yes blood, in the previous experience your blood pressure is already low, but it should be after infusion will improve again, but just now - suddenly even lack a lot until you faint!" Clearly worried

I noticed the infusion hose that was stuck in the hand and only then did I realize it turned out .....

It's deep red!!

Aaaiiiiiss....Instantly I closed my eyes in horror and squeezed all over after seeing the bag of blood that was being connected to me.

"Dad! don't faint again...!!" call me Irvan

"I didn't faint, but I couldn't see that much blood.....!" I said while still closing my eyes

"You may fail to become a doctor!! hehe.." he said as he pinched my cheek.

"eeh? (opening my eyes, remembering what he said) I said when I slept?!" much

"From noon to the right hour we want to buy food, this afternoon was checked he said starting to normal, continued not long wake up briefly around six, about six, uh know - know the fainting adek and say the doctor must transfusion blood... hmmm (while looking at the watch) now it's almost ten o'clock?" said

"What's? so it's still the same day?!" ask me again and he nodded

"Why the deck?!" tannya

"What's wrong, ask .." I answered briefly

'the reason if I explain it would only make me confused and not even believe my story which was already three from there.' I murmured in my heart.

"Udah, don't mind much, we move rooms first huh now?! (i nodded)

if so paggilin nurse for a while, but promise not to sleep again...!" the message was poking my nose

"Yeah mas.." I answered smiling, then he disappeared behind the white door I live alone here.

'Buyut?' call me in my heart to thank you for being returned

'Buyut?' I called several times but there was no word from him

'Was I just dreaming?! but even if dreaming why does it feel so real?!' muttered again

JEGLEK!! (door sounds open)

Mas Irvan came with a handsome young doctor and two nurses behind him.

"Where is Miss Dara? still have a headache?" Ask the doctor who thinks - about the same age as Irvan mas

"Not too docile, just my stomach if the breath is a little tight." I replied, then the nurse approached to check my pulse.

"Which side, here... (PLAQUE!!)"

just now the doctor wanted to hold my stomach arrived - suddenly Irvan mas pulled his hand

"Don't hold on to the weird - weird you!"

mas said Irvan threatened the doctor who of course I became astonished

"Van, how do you want to be checked if it is not held?! kept this afternoon held by doctor Dimas you were angry too?!" tannya

"That's another one... mbak sister, the doctor is nothing but him?!" asked Irvan Kesuster next to me while his hands pointed at the handsome doctor who looked they were very familiar

"Do you know each other?!" much

"Do you want to have an older brother like Irvan anyway?" ask the doctor back to me with an attentive look and my hands are touched - the rabbis are like checking

"Dra, what's your hand?!" tegor mas Irvan this young doctor

"I'm just checking Van, what's the fear? if I am also the same why? can guarantee his health." he said that makes me a GEER.

"Get rid of that thought, mending now quickly bring my sister to the room..!" His order, 'Haduuh mas Irvan, can't I just acquaint myself with this handsome doctor?!!' I murmured in a cruel heart

When I was in the room, soon she came to bring me a change of clothes and also a lot of my favorite food, after my mother helped me change clothes and then she went to the toilet, and it turns out that the handsome doctor was waiting for me in front of the door while chatting with Irvan.

"Have you changed your clothes?" ask the doctor while opening the door

"Had doc.." I said, then he went in.

"Well, this is the medicine, taken before eating yaa.." the message while poking a packet of medicine, I immediately stuck out my hand.

"If only giving is the same I can from earlier." chirped mas Irvan while glancing cynically.

"Make no acquaintance yet, my name is Indra..." He said as he extended his hand to my hand

"Dwoooh! no need for all modes! back in your room there...!" mas Irvan said while breaking our hands, but the sense doctor even grinned

"Irvan has since returned from Bandung to be very sensitive." said doctor Indra even meredeknya.

"Hayooo from earlier mama horrified what's the storm here?" My mom came out of the toilet

"Oowh is her mother? greetings to know my aunt Indra prospective aunt's daughter-in-law." said the doctor with his pedenya greet mama's hand.

"What - what the hell! let's get out there..! don't come tomorrow I'm moving Dara to another hospital on the grounds of being bullied by you!!!" Said Irvan while forcibly pulling doctor Indra out of my room, then locked the door

"Yaaa pardon Van, you have a lot of heart anyway." scolded mama.

"Yes mas Irvan nih, people only invite acquaintances.." said me while a manyun disappointed because his doctor was expelled.