
PROLOGUES
"Somewhere since when I really want to always be around him, want to always protect him, even I want to be alone if I am on his side both in life and in his mind, only me... I am the only one in his heart.
Maybe the horror is CRAZY!because I like my own sister. I have never loved any woman, even though there are many women around me. But do not know why, when I was with him my heart immediately pounded, my heart felt comfortable and happy, even I hope that he was born for me.
I questioned your feelings for me, but you didn't seem to understand and you really don't know what I'm feeling right now.
Huuuf... And you said my face withered?
Does that seem like my disappointment?
But I don't want to cry and I can't cry!
Now, I just want to look up at the colorful sky, so that my tears don't fall.
Sometimes I ask myself, why can't everyone live the way they want to?
Is there no one whose life is perfect?
As far as my eyes look at the sky, I want to find a shooting star to pour out my hope. Why did the dawn come so fast? no matter how much I prayed, I did not find a single star to see.
If only you knew that there was no day when I did not remember you, for I never forgot you for a second. A smile on your sweet face, always looming in front of me.
Whenever I feel sad, I get used to saying I'm okay.
If time could be stopped, I would like to always meet you, always be with you, always be a part of your life. But I realized, that now there was nothing I could do to have you.
O dawn, is there really nothing I can do?
Then let it be...
Although my heart is sad, but at least in this position I am very grateful, because I will always be close to him, and if it can be this familiar until old age, it must have been very happy my life, he said, so what else do I expect? maybe God still keeps my soul mate somewhere, I believe that!
(In class)
Hix.. Hix... Hix...
A crying girl sat alone in the back seat of the class.
TAP TAP TAP!
A faint faint sound of footsteps approached her, but the sitting girl did not heed it in the least.
"Who is that? why'd he come to me?" the girl's more tightly covered her face with her hands. "Please don't come near me now!" shouted in his heart while holding back the chest tightness.
A TAP!
The sound of the unexpected step stopped right beside her, then gently rubbed the girl's back.
"Hiks sniifts.. Aa.would you not know that I am like this I will not raise my head, I will not open my hands, nor do I want anyone to approach me.. I just want to be alone, so please go!" pinta the girl in her grief.
"It's Ra, already... You don't feel sad anymore huh? people like that don't deserve you to cry Ra." he said.
Hearing the speech and voice of the person caressing her, the girl immediately stood up and hugged the person tightly.
Tears that flowed uncontrollably made his eyes blurry, not to mention his sobbing even more sobbing, adding to the feeling of shortness of breath in his chest. Let alone to speak fluently, just open the mouth even his lips already feel heavy.
"hikshiks..! Ki, aa.I didn't know!
him, he's so happy! hyx.. It's my fault.what's Ki?!" tanyanya.
"No Dara, you have nothing wrong! you're just too innocent, too easy to trust people! they like to play you!" Answer Kiki while stroking Dara's hair.
"It's already..! why do you tear for a guy like that? Supposedly, right now you just become relieved, because you already know what his true nature is like? besides I'm here, I'll always be your nememin. So, you don't have to depend on him anymore, do you?!" kiki tried to calm down.
Hearing Kiki's words just now, Dara immediately realized that what her best friend said had a point.
Now, the girl who had looked like a cloud cloud, now began to shine again like the morning sun. The feeling of his hump had improved and calmer although still leaving a heavy trauma, the warm droplets had also started to stop flowing from his beautiful eyes.
Slowly the two of them let go of each other's embrace. With a smile, Kiki thrust a tissue to Dara to immediately remove the remaining tears on her cheeks.
"Become, you must be strong, you can definitely hold on! (spirited) Hmm. How about I take you to the toilet now? you have to wash your face to be refreshed, I don't want your wrinkled face to be seen with that PERSON, because it'll make her feel proud when she finds out that you're cheating on her!" persuade Kiki to strengthen his heart, then Dara nodded her head while taking a handkerchief in the bag and immediately pocketed it.
With a tissue in her hand, Dara covered her nose and lips during the trip to the toilet. Because to him, crying was a very troublesome disease! because when she was crying or after crying, the girl did not like it and did not even want her face to be seen by others, for in such a state he will look like a cow whose eyes and lips become red and swollen! Therefore, he always tried hard to withstand his sadness so as not to cry in public places.
And because Kiki was very familiar with Dara's condition, with a rush to accompany and protect his best friend along the way, so that Dara's face should not be seen by others.
"It's a good thing that now the school is a bit quiet, so we don't have to be cats (hide/sneak) from others!" kiki said to dismiss her worry.
Once the toilet is ready, their main goal is washtuple!
With a quick motion, Dara immediately turned the tap that drained cold water from it, the coolness of the water made her face no longer sticky and hot again like that. Thoroughly infused with water droplets that sweep the dust as well as melt the hot air.
"Where is it better?" ask Kiki while throwing a sweet smile.
After feeling somewhat refreshed, the girl dried her face and hands with a handkerchief that had been her pocket. But just wanted to reflect they both heard the sound of a group of girls who were laughing loudly approaching the toilet door where they were.
"~Khahahak!!! Ahaha!!!!~"
Instantly, Dara, who was getting nervous, immediately looked at Kiki from the reflection of the mirror before her, pointing at her face, she gave the wifehat with her intention: "Does my face still look abis crying?!" staring melas
Kiki who had understood Dara's intentions, she immediately gave a thumbs up as if to return the answer cue: "Already!".
But somehow, even though Kiki had said so, Dara's confidence had not fully recovered. He still felt a patch in his eyes that looked still red, "Oh, hopefully no one noticed!" hope Dara in heart.
BRAK!!!
The sound of the door breaking open quickly and strongly made Dara very surprised to hear it,
"Well! oh my goodness, once Amira and her friends!" muttered in shock Dara in her heart.
"Yeahaha...!!
Poor him... Haha...!"
..~ups~..
In a flash of loud laughter they immediately stopped when they saw Dara and Kiki were inside, then there were several pairs of eyes glancing cynically at the two of them. Not until there, when passing behind Dara and Kiki, their lips also began to whisper to each other whisper very slowly, but because they do not know what they are saying and thinking, Dara also pretends not to see let alone care about her.
"Damor!!" Suddenly Kiki approached Dara, then loudly said :
"Eatya Dara, have I told you from yesterday! justin I was the one who taught you to wear make-up, so it will not be your eyes until the flickering of eyersliner like gini, right?! hehehee!!" he said while smiling at Dara while winking.
Dara who has a very slow and innocent mind, from earlier just focus on the condition of her swollen eyelids. He had no idea what Kiki said just now! So, when Kiki suddenly spoke like that just now, the innocent girl was even confused to answer him, coupled with the state of Dara who was heartbroken, it certainly makes him completely unable to concentrate on responding to anything right now.
"What does Kiki mean?" ask Dara in my heart.
But when Kiki gave a little gesture of movement, Dara finally understood the purpose of his speech just now, which turned out Kiki was helping Dara find the reason for the cause of her red and crooked eyes.
"aa.. Yes yes! I was going to study for myself Ki, I intend to defeat you who got the predicate of princess make-up at this school. But yes, now I'm losing! Hmm... Will it be right to go home to school, huh? teach me to polish my face a little!" Dara said while whining spoiled meant to follow the flow of drama made by Kiki.
"Yes Dara, anyway I must teach you really, and make your date on Sunday tomorrow, you will definitely me dandanin as beautiful as possible! (his hand tapped Dara's shoulder)
but don't forget, also know me as a handsome guy who you just knew it, huh? You see, I have a crush on her friend who is tall in white!!" keep up his words while playing his eyebrows.
"O.ok! I'll get to know you!!" Dara replied with a stiff smile because she did not really understand.
"Ouch! what else did Kiki mean? how about a new acquaintance, a handsome guy, a date? what the fuck with all this? why is he making up too many stories for me?" thought Dara was confused
Taps! Tau-tau Kiki's arm embraces Dara's shoulder,
"Come on Dara!" take him while pulling and direct his best friend out of the toilet.
This time, even though Dara had tried to think hard, but still the innocent girl was really still confused by Kiki's words just now.
And after they had reached the classroom door, Dara immediately swerved towards her surroundings, she made sure there was no one else but the two of them there, then quickly pulled Kiki's hand towards the desk in her class.
"Here Ki, you sit here first!" pinta Dara invites Kiki to sit in her chair, then they sit side by side.
"Kiki, please explain what you mean by new acquaintances, handsome guys and dating?!" dara asked with a serious look because she was very curious.
"Hey, hey, hey. You why Dara? why is it so serious to consider it?! I was just talking about it, my goal is to say that, so that the Amira will think that you are again close to another guy! and who knows, he'll be ngadu sa Arga. So, it's all about getting Arga back so he's jealous of you, good my idea?" Kiki explained with confidence. But the innocent Dara, even thought the opposite :
"Reply make Arga jealous? but, isn't he going to accuse me of cheating?" ask Dara worried
"Yes dong Ra, you are just an acquaintance not alone as they did earlier!" answer Kiki casually.
"mmm.. By the way, did they know that I had caught them both in the back of the class?" SRIINK!.question Dara just now, instantly turning Kiki's confident expression into a withering in an instant.
"i.i., yeah? hehee!.." he answered while scratching his head in embarrassment.
"But who knows Ra, tomorrow you're actually a new guy better than him!!" he shifted the topic while spreading hope. But Dara who was already anxious for fear of being accused back, responded to Kiki's words just now with a bit stiff.
"Mh.. Hopefully, and I hope you get a guy soon too?!" Sahut Dara with a pushy smile.
"Huuft.. If only getting a girlfriend was as easy as picking up gravel on the street, I would not have cried like that!" muttered Dara in his heart.
In the daydream, he thought and continued to imagine what he had seen earlier. He still can't believe that the boyfriend who has always filled his days, suddenly caught him being alone with other women behind the empty class.
"Yes God... Why is it like this? the relationship that has been established for almost two years, suddenly shattered like a glass crumple.
I have always trusted her sincerity and loyalty in an instant she just collapsed.
The romance that we lived and passed all this time is nothing?
Wh why? what's my fault? why would he take care of me? why is he double my love? is this a reward for my love? hyx...
But, not knowing why, in the depths of my heart, I felt as if someone was whispering, saying that what I saw was a mistake!"