The Forbidden Love of Dara

What's Hidden

"FIND ME A GIRLFRIEND THERE SO DON'T BOTHER ME!!" my word arrived - arrived keceplosan because of anxiety.

Instantly Raut face mas Irvan immediately turned flat like thinking of something burden but his hand still thrust a spoon containing warm ginger and then feed it to me, while looking at his face I opened my mouth and swallowed the water that made my throat warm.

With silence he continued to scoop again, somehow I arrived - suddenly so feel bad because my innuendo just now.

"Why have you taken a shower? did he say help mom?!" I tried to divert the conversation.

"So the jahanya stay brew so say no need to help, so mas go home for a while to shower." His flat answer made me even more curious.

I actually have been wanting to know about this for a long time but he always ng'Les every time asked about dating problems and finally because it has been a slip-up I have all ventured to ask why.

"Mas, I'm sorry if I was talking wrong?!" base my stale while bribing spoon sodoran from her

"I'm sorry why?!" her question was still in a flat tone but her hands were still while continuing to feed me

"Yes don't know, his abis mas arrived - arrived atem because - because I asked the courtship..?!" answer me

"Not anything, just a mas males only if it's about dating!" the answer is a bit sloppy

"Loh mas himself always talks about Arga!?" give me back

"Yes different! mas just don't like to talk about his girlfriend, if the boyfriend is ordinary..!" he answered and lowered his head towards the cup he was holding while stirring - stirring the contents with a spoon

"Mmmm... If you may know,," doubt - doubt but still resolve to ask

"Indeed, was there ever a problem with boyfriends?" my own question made me nervous for fear of offending, but a little relieved that my curiosity must have started to unfold.

Of course I am very much waiting for answers or stories from him because as far as I know it is until now, Irvan has not had a girlfriend even if only PDKT has never been.

Suddenly he stopped feeding me by putting a spoon in a cup then he started to stand up from the mattress, suddenly making me so confused in the fog.

"Dude?!!" quickly my hand grabbed her hand which made her stop moving. Did I say it wrong again?! thought me.

"What Again? Mas mau pu..." not finished Mas Irvan said mama arrived - arrived in my room which was not closed door and had changed work clothes, but, because of shock I also let go of my hand that was holding Irvan mas

"Well, Mama stay a while, baby.This is Erni says (mama's employee) there are people want a message for Thursday, this is a message for Thursday, only he was confused as the message was afraid he was wrong - wrong so ask mama who handle!" he said, stroking my hair, Irvan continued to put the cup on the table

"If you really want to see his doctor tomorrow is okay - what, under there is food, out of it drink paracetamol, continue to immediately rest!" he said quickly, I just nodded - nodding

"Van, take care of it for a while later mama business will go home quickly, because Doni also has not come home, later if anything - what's the phone call mama ya...?!" the message was to Irvan

"Where is Doni?" ask me who hasn't seen the boy.

"So he said he went the same time he wanted to buy materials for the practice of masterpieces, yaudah yaa mama now leave because again awaited nih!" he kissed my forehead

"Brahagh!!" He said again, waving his hand, then quickly walked away

Because mama spoke her too fast and rushed, mas Irvan sampe had not had time to answer anything earlier.

"What did you say? want to go home?!" ask me who is still awkward because of his silence.

He who was still standing in front of the study table only looked at myself with a cold gaze, I became more confused when I was just that he became offended until I really just saw it cynical like that this time.

"No, I was waiting for Doni just to come home" he replied flat which made me even more unpleasant, or maybe he was tired from working all day and now even told to take care of me?! my question is in my heart.

"Just go home is okay, most Doni in a moment. I'm going to sleep too!" my words are basic so that he is not burdened and can rest at home, although actually my curiosity is getting hotter because his attitude is so but like it does not need to be discussed today.

"It's really okay - are you left alone?!" her question pressed

"It's okay, the key is taro in an ordinary place.." I said with a pushy smile and then pura - pura to lay down my body from sitting preparing to sleep.

I also lay to the right side, back to her while hugging her bolster, from behind my pillow I heard her footsteps away from the room and then down to the bottom floor.

"Mas Irvan why the hell? from the first every mention of courtship must immediately divert the conversation, now I have had time once the response is so great, what is it exactly?!" ask in my heart

"Well, next time I ask again if it is a bit quiet, surely I will match - kotrek until the roots!" my thinking.

Actually I have no sleepiness, it's just that the dizziness in my head is making my eyes so hot and heavy, long - long wanted to keep quiet even though they did not want to sleep.

Samar - faint I was like hearing a voice that had called me at noon in the parking lot of the mall.

"~Daraaa.... ~Daraa... ~Daraaaa?!" his voice was very strange to me, it was ear-piercing, and I felt like I was in an empty room alone.

Sayup - sayup I opened my eyes slowly, the atmosphere around me was very quiet but when I saw the pillow in front of me arrived - arrived its shape is not as usual, it was, this time he became creepy to scare me, Suddenly I became shocked not to play.

(Usually this hallucination occurs in some people who are experiencing high fever or step)

"YAAAAAAAAGH!!!!" I screamed in fear until my chest was tight and when I wanted to run but my whole body was stiff.

"Dek, why are you Dek? ayoo wake!!!" Immediately I opened my eyes and realized, suddenly Irvan was behind me directly turning my body which was still tilted and then immediately I hugged tightly.

"You ngigau deck?!" ask her who looks anxious, though,

Hoooos ~ Hoooos ~ (the sound of my breathing gasping - puffing like running out of a marathon)

"What do you dream of the deck until that fear?!" he asked again, while sweeping my flowing sweat, but I was very difficult to explain it with words.

The clock hanging above the door showed it was two in the morning, it turned out to be true that I was just dreaming! slowly I tried to calm myself from the fear.

"Want a drink? take it first!" I just nodded because the drinking water was only on the table that I usually prepare for the room so as not to go down to the kitchen to take it, so Irvan mas also do not need to be far from me.

I quickly finished off a full glass that Irvan poured because it was so thirsty. After that Irvan sat next to me again and I hugged him again because I was still afraid.

Slowly - the land I could catch my breath and start thinking again, and just realized ....

"Hmm?! Didn't she just come home?" ask me, and my eyes look at the clock

"It was going to go home, but it was right under Mas thought you were alone, so just watch tv while waiting for Doni, but once his Doni ngabarin to mama he said tonight nginep at his tea house all together do the job together, anyways tomorrow enter his school at noon he said.." explained mas Irvan make me so sayup - sayup again

"Serus mama, have you gone home yet?" ask me again, closing my eyes

"It was ten o'clock, now it's in his room.... Because this afternoon you said mama was busy late - this end kept until often overtime so yaa mas said it was just for those who take care of you so that mama can rest, huh?!" it was obviously what kept me calm.

"Keep mas haven't slept dong? mas Irvan right all day also no rest. I'm fine - do not need to be cemented" said me while starting to sleepy again.

"So the mas slept in Doni's room, just kept yelling so come straight here!" answerable

"Tomorrow to go to the doctor..? the appointment was said if it had not healed want to be delivered to the doctor..!" Her hand gently stroked my hair but her question made me uneasy.

"I'm cured!!" answer me pura - pura healthy while the eyes are still closed.

"What is healed?! did you just check the thermometer Reza (the second brother of Irvan mas) your heat has reached 38..!" he said pointing at the thermometer he had placed on the table, and then I peeked with a few eyes open

"Aah broken maybe mas....?!" I said evasive, then closed again

"Just take it, let's check it again!!" he said while starting to move

"Yes - I believe!" I answered quickly while holding himself back from standing up because my position was pewe, and in fact I also did feel that my whole body was very hot.

"You eat huh? From this afternoon your stomach is empty..." Said

"I'm not hungry yet" I replied slowly, shaking my head.

"If you eat it yourself?" I said ask back

"If you don't need to ask, if you're hungry, then eat right away!" he replied with a somewhat insinuating tone

"You're why the hell Dek, time because of the same problem Arga does not want to eat until sick like this?!"

YEE!!!!

Just as my eyes opened, the question made my chest immediately hurt from recalling the matter again.

"This one.!! himself does not want to discuss his girlfriend but nanya - it's a problem girlfriend people!" I said as I took off my arms, and put away the hand that was holding me, and then I turned to tilt my body again behind him, my feelings of anxiety began to arise again now.

"Lhoooh usually you also tell me if there is a problem - what." he said.

"Didn't it be this afternoon mas already ngebelain he fit in the motor?! already mas I'm lazy to discuss him, if only to discuss the problem about him again mas do not come to me, hiks" I said cetus while covering the face with a pillow because a little sobbing.

My heart immediately felt bad if considering Arga's behavior, why should it be discussed again? thought I

"You cry on the deck?!" he asked as his hand I removed grabbed me again.

I just shook my head, my dizziness started to become - so. Irvan firmly tried to reverse my position and embrace me again with a pillow that I did not want to release to cover my face.

Now I was back in his arms, but there was a pillow between us.

"Decks, last! there's only one here!" persuade him while pulling - pull a pillow that slips, then I release my grip on the pillow, then I cuddle my face in his chest, he certainly understands that I most do not like to be seen crying in front of people.

"Sorry yes, I really don't know what you guys really have a problem, try to slow the story and want to be horrified" he said.

"Later on, my head was dizzy and could not stand the pain." answered me this time honestly what I really feel now, this time, while slowly cooling back with the rest of a drop of tears that fell to the cheek.

Somehow I again feel very comfortable being hugged Irvan mas, until this time can no longer withstand the drowsiness of the curse, so, although there was a lump of disappointment in Arga's actions that were difficult to erode but now there was a speck of calm that was so bright began to shine in my heart.

Plus there is something very familiar that always sticks in Irvan's body, mas, that is the perfume she has never replaced before and even this Perfume is the same Perfume that I wear too until now.

I remember the first time I bought it, I was in the first year of my seventh or first year of Junior High. I forgot the date but I remember it was Saturday afternoon after school, My family and also his family mas Irvan invited us to walk - the road to the Manggar beach located in the city of Balikpapan.

Because the distance between the cities of Samarinda and Balikpapan at that time still takes approximately three hours of travel in moderate speed, it has not been added to the traffic jams in the Samboja area.

(East Kalimantan)