
Suddenly the sky became cloudy because the sun was covered with gray clouds accompanying the darkness of my feelings, the roar of the storm began to hit my consciousness that there would be no more warmth as gentle as you in this world, my fear only drives me moronta,
"Please, don't go, don't leave me!
Because without you the memories will not disappear but will not increase either, please listen to my request this time only, I beg you to stay with me here!" but you're still silent
"Do you think I can survive?
no, I wouldn't be able to pretend to be strong without you!
My love cannot be removed by threat alone, though my accomplices will be shackled by iron chains even if I will if I have to redeem them for your return, because I knew that no one would be able to give as you gave me, but why now would you turn away? Hix...
The thick fog coming up against my sight made me even more fade to see you who were stepping towards a point of light, but I will still try to follow even if you do not allow it, but why did my body fall so that my legs could no longer stand, and I saw your back getting away from me?
Don't you want to look back and get back to my hand like you used to?"
"Mas! Hiks.. Mas?" With eyes closed, Dara's lips continued to call out softly
"Become?" a hand gently rubbed his sweaty forehead
"Hiks, no.. MR IRVAAN.!!" Shouted Dara
"Become? hey, we're on deck!" call Irvan trying to wake Dara from her delirious sleep
"Hooohs...Hoshs...Mr Irvan?"
With a heavy sigh Darapun opened his eyes and saw the person he was sitting next to him, without a second thought he immediately hugged him tightly.
"Hiks mas. I beg you not to mas, do not go! hiks hyks!" his door sobbed sobbing in Irvan's arms
"By here deck, mas nowhere! you're just a dream!" sahut Irvan tried to calm down with his caress
'Yukuuur, HiksHiks! finally it's really just a dream, I know the sky won't be that cruel to me! hiks" whispered Dara
"Indeed, you just dream of what the hell is the deck until this fear? look at your body until you're all begetar!" ask Irvan
"Don't ask, I don't want to remember! I beg you not to ask about it, even if it's just a dream but I really can't imagine it!" dara replied increasingly sobbing with tears falling in Irvan's arms
"Yes deck yes, I won't ask that again, now calm down!" said Irvan while smirking Dara's sweaty hair
I don't know what the meaning of his dream just now that he felt so real that his whole body was trembling, tired and squeezed because it was drained of energy and emotions. Although Irvan said she would not question him, it does not mean that she was not curious about the dream that Dara had just experienced. Indeed, at this time the day is no longer night but for Irvan does not mean that a dream has no meaning, he added when delirious Dara continuously called his name in tears.
A few moments later:
"Mas Irvan?"
"Yes deck?"
"Kok I'm in a bed, seingetku not that I was in a balcony?" ask Dara in a daze
"Well you forgot the deck? this morning you were sleeping in the balcony chair, only the sun had started high and you were sweating so you moved in the room, when you do not want the time of your lift time to wake up asking for ac!" answer Irvan
"Then anyway? I don't want to at all"
"Yes dek, you're lying anyway? keep sleeping better!" irvan added
'Maybe when ac is blamed I dream of soaking myself" thought Dara
Nyout!
'Oh, my goodness, the pain!' said Dara in the heart that arrived suddenly his stomach pain was getting stronger.
"Oiyaa dek, how is your tranquilizer a little bit anyway, the other one where, surely you throw it away?" irvan asked curiously, and was afraid that Dara would shake her head in response
"Well, where are the others? was last night your medicine mas are tebusin loh and all that is prepared for until next week, but it was mas itung again why stay the rest for two days?" irvan asked starting to urge
Instead of answering the question, know that Dara even covered her face and returned to crying without cause Irvan suspicions increasingly become so.
"Dec, please answer! don't tell me you've been drinking the other stock?" Irvan was suspicious
"HiksHiks!" Dara finally remembered all the things that happened before she went to sleep.
"DARA, ANSWER!! DON'T YOU REALLY TAKE ALL THAT MEDICINE?!" Irvan's impact made Dara immediately nod to admit it
"Oh my God, are you crazy? pantesan aja long sleep from morning until this afternoon! You know that the drug is actually to neutralize the drug already.... Aghs! Deck, what the hell are you having, Haah? By the way!" Irvan's overcrowded anxiety eventually overflowed into emotions almost lost control
'Oh, my God, I almost fell for the drug I took from the hospital last night, because actually it wasn't just a sedative but a drug to neutralize the dope Betrand gave him, I'm afraid the effect will be just as bad if you drink too much! oh my God, Dara, why the hell?' Irvan murmured in the heart
While crying Dara continued to think whether she had to tell the incident that made her almost forget the control?
"You wait here for a minute, you want to go down to make you condensed milk first!" said Irvan flat-pitched resisting annoyed
But quickly Dara's hand even held him who was about to rise so sit back.
"Mas Irvan, I will tell you about my problem as long as the events in my dream will not come true. If you want to be angry even to hit me okay, I will certainly accept as long as you also promise never leave me!" dara's puzzling remarks looked like a drunk person.
Irvan's emotions wrapped in anxiety also made curiosity over the cause of Dara's determination to melt it, without hesitation he immediately agreed Dara's request to let the girl calm down.
"Yes deck yes, mas promise! I won't be angry let alone hit, and I certainly won't go anywhere without you!" while removing the tears on Dara's cheek.
Then Dara took a deep breath and began to tell of an incident that shocked Irvan,
"Three days ago I accidentally heard the chat papah on the phone which like that person again papah maksa papah so quickly back to Jakarta, but with various reasons papah asked for a little more time so that bi....."
Nyuu...
'Sssstt, It hurts!' muttered Dara in the heart whose stomach pain was getting stronger. How does his stomach hurt? because the last time he ate, which was only when he was with Betrand last night and worse still in an empty stomach this morning even took medicine until it exceeded the rules.
"Cock on deck?" reprimand Irvan
"ah! mas, can I borrow the left shoulder to lean on?"
"Why are you asking that? any shoulder will always be ready for you!" irvan answered, pleasing him
"It's nothing, but my right shoulder is also hurting because of me!" said Dara while starting to lean her head that felt dizzy.
"What do you know about the wounds on the boat... Ah no! How did it go, papah asked for time so what?" ask Irvan who almost brought up the Betrand problem.
"I heard you ask to be allowed to stay here long!" Answer Dara daydreaming
"Well, what is it? this is a papah house, the time to come back here must ask permission of people, even if the urgent business office also still can not be about it papah's own office! hmmm.. mas so wonder, who is that person?" irvan asked confusedly
"Hehehee... I wonder who it is? if according to Irvan's guesses who thinks who can suppress papah?" ask Dara relax
"Yes who else? all I know is that you're the only one!"
"Daddy it was then. but now it is no longer, the influence of that person is clearly stronger than me. As long as you know that the person is the main factor causing papah difficult to contact and also the cause until papah did not come home for a year, because the person is the new wife papah in Jakarta!" dara's story without burden
"Well! What deck, are you serious? you can't guess if there's no evidence, it could be that the person who spoke on the phone with the papah was indeed an important client!" refute Irvan
"I was thinking like that too, but the dawn was not long ago coming home from the hospital mamah papah noisily in the room, even until something sounded broken from the inside, because I was worried about making sure of their situation, but just got to the door of his room I heard papa sendirk admitting that he already had a wife and also a baby girl! yaa.. at first I want to be angry but can not, because I realize I just made trouble in this house!" the story is expressionless
Hearing the story of Dara just now Irvan direct gregetan to clench his hands and he was also reminded of mamah who at that time looked gloomy when he asked the news about papah, papah, plus the attitude of the two of them who look not harmonious since papah came home, even Irvan also had several times to find mama papah noisily and mutually syndicated like this morning.
"Is that a reason that makes you frustrated to take a lot of drugs? even the cake that you made this morning meant to make a farewell greeting? So because of papah you want to leave mama, mother, sister and mas here, yes, so?!" ask Irvan to press
"No mas no that, I have no intention at all to do such a thing! I made a lot of food from dawn because I was not calm so I was looking for busyness to divert my mind, but after I finished I kept thinking about the papah's confession, I really can't imagine the pain of his heart at this time even though I know that mama is the strongest woman I met, but still her name has been betrayed must be painful, he said, isn't it mas?" Irvan smiled with pity
"Keep if indeed you are not frustrated why to take so much medicine?" asked Irvan while caressing
"So early in the morning I just wanted to go to bed so I could briefly forget about this problem, and because of the difficulty sleeping so I took the sedative, initially only drank two grains, and at first I only drank two, but it's been up to half an hour drowsiness does not also come make me add to it so I drink again without counting it first!" clearly Dara plain
"Geez, deck, how come you're that stupid anyway?you can be emotional, but don't you think about the risks? so what do you think you are rasain now? is anyone sick?" ask Irvan worried
"Nothing!" dara replied lying when from earlier had been holding back the dizziness and pain in her stomach.
"Where is it possible, I can't believe it! here, I'll see your face!" holding both cheeks of Dara, Irvan stared intently at the face of the girl he loved.
"That's right! even if you say no, you can't lie!" irvan surprised Dara
"What the hell is this, you know where I lie? my people are really good!" Denying Dara
"From your face is clear, look more ugly because it always makes your mas anxious!" irvan answered with a faint smile and hugged her back
"I'm starting to friday again! but why did I just realize well if it turns out only Irvan's hug can make me calm in an instant! you know that I was looking for it so I don't need any more medicine!" dara was calm
"Why did you realize now the deck, so from the beginning you consider this mas what, a pillow?"
"iih mas this negative thinking continues with me! for me mas it's a hero, I'm used to living away from papah but won't be able to get far from the mas!" said Dara who was washed away by Irvan's embrace
"Hmmm.. You can deck! by the way, you really do not understand what, for example, dizziness, nausea, or something else?"
"There's no mas, I'm just still sleepy!" dara replied that she was still lying because she did not want to make Irvan worry anymore because of it
"If you eat first, it's late afternoon!" persuade Irvan while showing the clock that the needle has been pointed at four in the afternoon
"Well I slept a long time ago, huh mas? but I don't feel hungry at all! if you're hungry enough to eat, I'm going to sleep a little more!" said Dara while starting to break down the body
"Eeh uh don't sleep anymore! ayook temenin mas eat, mas already very hungry but if you do not want to eat mas also do not want to eat!" said Irvan forced by pulling him from the bed to take Dara kedapur