The Forbidden Love of Dara

I'm at Your Eyes

But...

On the other hand, my little heart said something else:

"Become! remember, you think well! isn't whatever Irvan did all this time for you and his goal always good? he must have had a reason to have you move out of that college! it is impossible if only a trivial reason he wanted to sacrifice your school, not the nature of him that is like that! what's wrong with just moving schools? after all, as long as your relationship with Amira is good - it's sure she will tell you if there is news about Arga, isn't it?!" muttered

Some time he was confused to think about his heart just now, a sense of worry as if balanced in the heart between moving and not, but there is a final part that burdensome one of the feelings of the burden.

Without thinking anymore he immediately changed his mind that was upset with Irvan, just now running to come to Irvan who he had left in a state of pain.

TOK - TOK - TOK!

"Just in!" sahut mom from inside Irvan's room

JEGLEK! the door opens slowly

"Eh ndok?!" greet the mother who was shocked to see Dara coming after a small storm with Irvan

"What is Irvan, already lightened?" asked Dara base - stale but did not dare to approach when he saw Irvan's expression that was still stiff against him

"Here ndok, what's there! Oh mother to forget the same sword to be cold, this hot mom was Van?!" said mom while lifting the cup

"Wait!!" said Irvan withholding

"That's what Dara wants to do here again?!!" asked Irvan who arrived - suddenly ketus, Dara's eyes were wide open to hear it, the heart that had been melted felt like pierced by an arrow of speech just now.

Dara, who had intended to announce that she would comply with Irvan's request, immediately became dumbstruck when she saw and heard Irvan's cynical speech just now, because only this time Irvan said such a rude thing to him!

"Aa. I. a.." his lips trembled just unable to speak, and his face paled instantly. All the words he had strung together earlier were now swept away by Irvan's sentence just now.

"HAHAHA!! why your face deck, I'm kidding, hahahaa here!" he said casually while patting the mattress, he laughed freely feeling satisfied to prank his innocent sister

But Dara who was already in shock remained still fixated while squeezing a squeeze of his chest shirt and arrived - suddenly a drop of tears that represent his shock just now, then looks start to drift and instantly......

"DARA!!" Irvan jumps out of bed and catches Dara

IT'S TICKING!!

Mother's hand immediately shook as she put back the wedang cup.

"OH THIS VAN OF YOURS! quickly get him wet, I'll get you some wind oil first!" dumel gregetan's

"Sir, wake up deck, dave me!" call Irvan to wake him up

"You're Van, you know he's still traumatized, why are you struggling with his emotions?!" continue to scold Mom while sitting on the mattress and then she rubbed wind oil to some parts of Dara

"She hasn't recovered yet?" irvan's sudden question added to mother's annoyance.

then with astonished eyes the mother watched Irvan from top to bottom.

"Your question just now, I didn't hear you wrong? Get used to it before you think about it first - right!!

Hasn't it been two years that you still feel the same heartache Prisil?

still keep imagining your alm.bapak?! moreover, Dara who just experienced three months ago!!" said mother explained as well as reminded of the gloomy times of Irvan which made him instantly speechless in an instant.

"Yes buk, sorry I was wrong." he said sorry

"I'm sorry to Dara that she's awake! Huuuh, don't be bothered, now let him rest first, maybe he was also sapped right back home from college straight here!" said mom while getting off the bed

"Entar if he wakes up tell mom yes, this is the sword mom warms up first na...."

"No need to buk, here let me have a drink, the name of ginger to keep cool warm!" Said Irvan then vertical away the wedang.

"Yaudah, you also rest there, mother down first want to watch tv, later if your stomach is not nauseous again directly eat huh?!" mother message

"Yes buk!" irvan then lay down beside Dara.

Before closing the door, for a moment I noticed the two of them lying on the bed,

"Aah hurry! the two of them from childhood have always been together, and now it doesn't feel like time has grown them to adulthood!" mumbling in the heart

(IRVAN) At midnight:

"Have you woken up, does it still hurt?" I asked who had been lying there waiting from beside him.

"Cock me here, ma'am?" He asked her back while continuing to look at me, and before long his face turned sad

"Mas Irvan.." started whining.

"Sssst! I was going to do it, sorry? mas promise no longer - kayak kayak so again!" I said trying to calm him down.

I stroked her fine hair while regretting the mistakes I had repeated over and over again!

Well, this is not the first time I joke outrageous to him, at first I always assume trivial want to work on him but once I always wrong time and circumstances.

Not long ago when my mother closed the door I immediately called the doctor Rina who I entrusted to deal with Dara's problem, and after I told her about the incident, Rina also advised me :

"Van, try to avoid events or words that can shake his emotions, now his feelings are still very sensitive, he needs support and enthusiasm so he can quickly move on! okay?!" The message was over the phone

At that instant I immediately went limp because since this afternoon I had made him cry several times!

'Haduuh, seriously!!' muttered

*(ckckck!! Bang Irvan again, bang Irvan again who makes trouble, too nosy anyway!

Ivan: QUIET!!)

"Mas, what time is it?" asked Dara who looked still absentminded

"At two o'clock in the morning, why, hungry already?"

"Huh? two o'clock at night that means?" the question was convincing again

"Yes, baby.. Why the hell? eat yuk first? from earlier his stomach was sound - sound continues to loh!" wheedledo

"Aah mama?!" call it while moving

"Hey!" my hand pulled him until he fell right over my chest with a hug

"Where do you want to be now?" she asked as her two cute eyes looked at me

DEGDEG!!

"I.. mother? yes, I'm sleeping!" I said nervously, 'oh, why do I feel this kind of beating again when I'm with him?" ask yourself

"Well, what's wrong, Irvan?!" her cute look turned surprised

"What's the deck?!" tau - know he put his ear to me makes me more nervous

"The heart rate is just as breathy as it is! his body temperature is also hot! taking medication? I'm a compressin, right?" tanyanya streak but I was silent for a moment because more nervous, more nervous,

"Aa. anu. mas only hungry, have not eaten!" ngasal reply

"Geez, how come this hour hasn't eaten yet? yuuk I'm going to!" said

"Yes, just wait to get up!" I said, then we both went down to the kitchen to eat together.

'I once asked my problem to be with Rina, and she said that there are people who often thump when with her and are anxious when far away! it means I'm actually in love with that guy.

Ahhh! What kind of ridiculous feeling am I? why do I feel like this is just like him? though my daily life since I was in school until now has been used to being close to women, even in my staff office many beautiful, but none of them can make me pound like this! but this kitten is...

I really love him, and Rina says that love can grow from anywhere, even a big deal can be love!

Does he have the same feeling for me?

Ow hell! can I ask him, right? think he's angry, right? but if not asked I become curious, because it is the first time I have this feeling!' I said in my heart while eating

"Sir, I want it, ap....."

"Srsst! Later on we will talk about eating again! I promise you a satisfying answer!" he said arrive - arrive

"What's? do you know what to ask?" he immediately smiled and nodded

'yeah! do not - not when he listened to the sound of my heartbeat earlier, so he already understood what I was feeling?! it could be, he will ever date, surely he is more experienced than me! but the answer satisfies what he has prepared, what he is. don't - don't he be me too....... Aaaah! really true?'

Owget up! uhuk!!

"Loh mas's? it's a drink spit!" bring a glass of water

"Sir, this is why I eat while daydreaming, think what the hell?" tanyanya while rubbing - wipe my back

"Nothing, I just want to quickly finish eating, can't wait for your answer!" say

"Basic, very honest!" he continued to eat it.

After eating we sat next to the living room sofa, I who could not wait to hear the satisfactory answer he promised earlier was ready to put my ears and regulate my breathing so that it could be controlled. 'Does he really know a question I haven't asked? does he really know what my heart beats when I'm with him?' a million questions have been piled up in my brain

"Ayoo dek says, he wants an answer!" I said urge him

"So, are you mentally ready yet?" the question makes me more curious

"Yes already! spout!!" I said I was getting nervous

"The answer.... YES, I WANT A MAS!!" heed

My ears just heard the phrase "MAU!" which makes me certainly not immediately believe and not sure about it.

"Well.what? ka... DO you WANT a deck? are you sure, you, you believe the same mas?!" my question was reassuring, yes of course my heart beat was getting stronger until my fingers felt cold

"Yes mas I want, I believe and sure the same mas, anyway all this time whatever mas do all for my good, so how could I doubt the same request mas?!" revealed

"Request?"

"Yes a request, a request mas that was last afternoon that problem I moved campus, I've been thinking well, well, well, and I believe you have a good reason for that which is certainly for my good too! didn't they?"

Immediately I realized that once he did not know my debaran problem which of course the answer he meant had missed my other expectations, but that does not mean I am not happy, but it does not mean I am not happy, of course I felt what he said just now, which was satisfying!

"So when do you plan to move?" askau flat

"Why mas? how not excited, I'm not glad I gave you this answer?" tannya

"Well, who said! mas seneng really confused to say how!" I said while trying to smile

"But his smile is that? Yaudah I'm not moving!"

"Aaaaah don't don't don't! adek must still move, wherever and whatever the conditions are later mas who help take care of it, huh?! where do you want to be in the campus?" much

"Well, I really have no choice, I was in the F campus just follow Amira, yes, because who knows if there will be news about Arga!" answerable

"So your goal is to go to college there just because you want to know how Arga is doing?!"

"Yes mas!, mas must have been told the same mama or Kiki right about Amira and Arga who once brothers?!"

"Yes already!" my answer was sluggish, but I didn't want to be discouraged so I was desperate to ask her how she felt about me

"Dek, in the eye adek, mas this as what? what... is there a special feeling of the same mas?" I doubt - doubt

"Sama Mas Irvan means?! so why, how is that?" his eyes glaring at me made me worry that he would get angry

"Mas, horrors yes! until whenever mas is one of the most important people in my life, even though mas is actually just a neighbor but it's like, father, brother and little friend for me, and his special feelings.... I am also confused how to express, anyway I love the same mas! so if all that's combined, it's like......"

"Already - already, I already understand the meaning!" say

'Either why it feels like I was a bit disappointed when I heard his confession just now, for the sake of knowing Arga he was willing to enter the campus which is actually not the purpose and choice of his heart, it turns out so strong yes his love for Arga, Arga, and what am I? as high as - the height of his affection for me is still limited to someone who is not his biological brother but only someone close neighbors or more correctly is a friend of his childhood, he said,

Maybe I was just too hopeful of the strange - the strange and the impossible to her until this pain instantly appeared upon learning of this reality!'

"Mass? irvan mas is daydreaming?!"

"Well, I'm just thinking about it - think you fit in where ya fit your hobby and expertise?" I said switch topics

"Hmm rather than dizzy if the sound is impromptu, mending slowly mas, I also do not feel good with Amira if it moved so quickly, so, let me enter a semester first there so it's good to find an excuse later!" proselytizing

"Typically, tumben pinter!" I said with a thin smile and ruffled her hair

"Aach this mas, my hair will get tangled!" dumelnya then pulled my hand

"iih his hand is really hot now, but it was cold! must be his head dizzy again huh?" the question immediately ignited the wound in my heart that was more painful than this pain in my head.