
'But nothing and I believe my brother is very understanding he is not likely to complain about things that can cause problems, especially to be enlarged - magnified!
In fact, I became curious about what mom wanted to talk about Arga just now, what do you think?' murmuring in the heart
"So Mama Arga said why?!!" tanyaku while pura - pura relax.
"Oh yeah almost forgot, Arga was once a friend of Mama's son in high school!" Mama answered while bribing food.
Our parents have not met each other before, nor have they been able to show photos of each of them.
All this time just asking for a place to live and work, because I think Arga and I are the parent's business later.
"Lhoo Mama knows where Aunt Maria Arga was once a friend of Mama's? can it be the same name?!" I was hoping it would just happen to be the same name.
"Not believe it?! Mama yesterday abis met with her aunt Ria at home, once they were in-laws." she replied explaining with a smile like there were flowers scattered on her face,
but I who heard like there was lightning like a storm coming in me!
"So from yesterday Mama had a lot of conversations with aunt Maria...??!!" I'm a little stiff
"Yes, because aunt Maria is the first fitting friend of Mamah to enter High School, we are one group to enter ospek..!" mama's story with an exciting tone and happy expression.
I became more confused by all these coincidences, yesterday Arga was willing to take his mother to go to his aunt, and once the aunt Ria is a customer Mama who also happens to order cake for her wedding this afternoon.
As I recall that Aunt Ria has been a Mamah subscription since I was a Junior High, so long before I knew Arga.
"But how can we not know each other from before that aunt Ria is actually Arga's aunt?" ask me
"yes yes, but Arga ka also often ketoko mama but they never pass or how so, or just a story about the shop mama!" ask me at length for wonder.
Of course I was very surprised, I was with Arga for a year, but did not know at all that the tantenya is my mother's subscription, indeed he also never detail tell of his family problems, but did not know at all if the tantenya is my mother's subscription, the hell he also never told me details about his family problems, they tend to be closed.
"Yaaa maybe because aunt Ria more often shopping online in the store delivered by courier, so never cross paths with Arga" replied the mother
"Part of Arga's mother also said to live more often in Jakarta is the same Ayumi? so rarely get together with family, let alone communication or just sharing git!" obviously mama again while continuing to eat.
(Ayumi is her younger sister Arga who attended one of the elite private schools in Jakarta)
My mother and her mother knew each other, and they were old friends who had just met again after a few years of contact, because as far as I know Mama Arga also never attended the school reunion event...
They must have had an exciting conversation - an overnight exclamation reminiscing about the days of his school, first, also, of course, they are shocked by each other because they just found out they are the parents of their respective boyfriends who have been almost two years.
'Duuuh! how do they continue to feel, if you know the real reality now that at the same time just last night I and Arga broke up..? what else I say break up, I'm not feeling well with Mama and Aunt Maria!' thought
"Daraaaaaa.....?!" call Mama in a long tone while raising my eyebrows and looking at me.
"eh i - yes Mah, continue, how was Mama's continuation??!" I panicked to be wrong.
"Aduuuuh again - again about Arga so make my mind blank!" speak in the heart
"What's Dara, how come Mama noticed that you're rich there's something you think??! dong's story is with Mama..." Ask Mama who is beginning to suspect my behavior.
Maybe I could cover my tears and sad tone, but in front of my mother I could not cover my turmoil.
"There's nothing - what's Mah, Dara is just another a.." I slowed down because I haven't thought about finding the right reason.
"Sir Dara is another stress Mah!!!" Suddenly, Doni was like that who made my piliran so much more scattered, because annoyed just a glance I glared at him as a threat code!
"Why stress???!!" mama asked more curiously and then looked at me.
"A - anu Mah.... Daraaaa.." answered me nervously while trying to rotate the brain that again can not be invited compact.
"This bang why arrived so restless???! I can't possibly tell you the same story now about Mama Arga..! my mind is getting messed up!!" I growled in my heart towards Doni while pretending to scratch my head
"Mommy doesn't know that Dara's sister is stressed?" he added Doni provoked a question to mama while his eyes glanced cunningly at me, also provoking my emotions to make me feel like I want to grip his mouth!
Mama who only answered with a head bobble while still eating her breakfast with an expression of confusion because of Doni's speech.
"Don't be horrified mah, Doni it's starting to get weird - strangely!" I told my mom to divert the conversation
"Sir Dara is no longer Stress because, until I keep watching the movements of Doni's lips who want to say something to mama that makes my heart so was - was!
"he'll soon want the Mah Exam!!,
mommy doesn't know?!" Say it in a flat and relaxed tone...
"Ooalaaaaah...! kirain what's the problem?!!" mama said with a small laugh.
A CUUUUUUUS!!!! suddenly my head that already felt like a balloon that was ready to break in an instant immediately deflated.
By putting on an arrogant face expression towards me while playing his eyebrows, then I reply with a manyun lips.
After finishing her breakfast Mama permission to go straight to her room, and we also understand mama has been very tired for a few days. Although there are already several officers in his shop, but the mother who never absent to always intervene alone.
"Mama's room first huhaa?" Said.
"Yeah Mamah rest, let me share Doni's neat home...!" my reply was calm because while it was a little relieved for the matter of Arga.
At home I am used to what is not too rigid between parents and their children.
After finishing breakfast, Doni and I began tidying up the kitchen. Not to forget Doni continuously issued his ignorant style mocking - mocking me the problem earlier.
"Sister, brother is not yet thank you loooh same me!" he said while taking a dirty plate on the table.
"Ooowh so you have to say thank you?" I answered while washing dishes.
"No need to, brother!! I no longer need to say big brother, but only need one big brother's help!!" he said while spreading a smile mode
"hmmmm... it turns out help sister because there is a purpose huh? owh so apparently!" my reply mocked with a glance of the eye.
"Yes, what do you need help with, anyway? But you promise, don't forget about Arga's problems, because later your own sister who wants to tell the same mama!" my ask
"okay, boss, calm down!!" Answer
This kind of behavior is just a small habit in our house, accustomed to joking. Although we will selflessly help each other, this is one that Mamah taught us besides simplicity.
But other than that I admit that Doni's thinking is so agile, somehow he can think faster and right get an excuse for me, he said, even though this child has just sat in seventh grade or first grade Junior High.
YOOOOOOOO!!!! (the sound of the glass falling)
"Why is my hand so slippery?!" I was surprised because the glass I just rinsed arrived apart and fell right at the end of washtufell.
And somehow after that strange feeling that made me uncomfortable like before dawn began to come back again, it was difficult to draw, there was a sense of pounding, worry, anxiety, fear, horror, horror, etc which in essence makes me restless.
Plus this falling glass is my first birthday gift couple glass from Arga. With my heart I also took the cracked glass slowly, it felt afraid that the damage was getting worse.
Somehow my fingers began to shake, I looked closely around him which turned out not only cracked but this glass was split and no longer possible to be repaired/in the glue,
Nyeeeess!! there was a feeling
grieved after seeing the state of this glass.
"yeah...!! never mind. How else? I did not accidentally also drop it.." murmured me trying to calm down who was not even aka klas.
While pretending nothing happened, I immediately switched to other home jobs.
"Wash the dishes already, now continue grinding clothes, abis tuh nyapu, keep mopping!" I said as I started working on what I just mentioned.
After everything was done, I went straight to the top floor intending to clean my room.
"Doni, the rest of your other work is done? if clothes stay dry Don!" I asked Doni who was watching his favorite emon cartoons.
"Yes, she's ready!!" he said, then I immediately went up the stairs to the room.
"Yeahach....! It's still neat it turns out my room is...!" My cheer while smiling to myself because it feels relieved when I see the state of the room is still clean and neat
Because I was bored I took a cellphone that was still pocketed, while lying down lazily, I looked at the ac which was not on but there was something strange to feel, too,
"Now from yesterday the air was cold, right? tumben really usually nih ac is never flame! Even though it is not cloudy, even the sun outside is very bright!" I muttered in amazement while staring out the window
When looking at the phone that I hold, it turns out there are two incoming messages that I do not know when to enter because the phone is still connected to the headset.
"hmm.at most Arga again!" I thought I was getting bored while starting to open the first message.
"How are you doing, why didn't you come from yesterday?!!.."
'Owh it turns out chat from Kiki, the message came in from seven in the morning, means fitting me again make toast with Doni!" I think I remember.
Then I continued to open the second message:
"Kok Belom was retaliated from earlier? you're okay2, right?!" and this one the message came in an hour after the first one!
'This Kiki duuh is indeed my best friend who is very attentive siih, quickly reply to her fear she is worried!' I thought as I started typing
"I'm okay2 Ki, last night the breakfast continues to settle 2 home first, do not know if you text, sorry yooo!?" reply me.
After that I lay down my body that felt tired and still a bit sleepy, I stretched my hands and tried to close my eyes, even though my body felt tired but there was no desire to sleep.
"Hmmm.... How do I feel like Be-Te?" my thinking.
After finishing with all the routine this morning, I began to feel something strange, something unusual, suddenly felt lonely even though there was actually Mama and Doni, she said, but there is still less...
I opened my eyes again, looked back at the phone that was still in my palm, I scroll the application I used to use to see - see the news and status of friends disosmed friends.
"Hmm.. Nothing interesting!!" muttered.
I saw some friends post there are more family road, friends one genk, same gebetan, same paa...caar.... aaiiiis....!!!!!
(jomblo soul struggling)
If the yesterday usually must be cool phone or chat with Arga, ask each other the situation, work home, eat, even the road plan, Huuuuaaaa!!. kayak ginikah it feels so single? it had only been a few hours but had been lonely for months
"Take another thought on him!
just now I was unable to concentrate when talking to Mama again, when Mama mentioned her name arrived my brain immediately collapsed! huuuft, it's a good thing that Doni is sensitive to keep cepet help find the right reason!"
And why when I and Arga had broken up recently discovered that it turns out my mother and her mother had been friends for a long time even while still in school!
"Owh aunt Mariana, do you know what Arga has done to me.!!" dumelku while gregetan remember the behavior of Arga jerk.
"Daraaa.. already....!! just don't remember anymore, okay?" Persuading me to calm myself while rubbing the chest.
When will I continue to be like this?
What are some ways to recover?
Is there any way to quickly forget it?
There are not even 24 hours I am not a stress person!!
"What the hell am I, not necessarily he thinks of me, proof he has no more effort until now, well, obviously now he could be happy with the others!" at first glance my plan plan plan still hopes Arga invites back
But my negative thoughts also began to re-incite and remind me of the incident that day that made me hate him again.
"Here you go, why would I expect a guy like that again, aren't there still a lot of good guys out there?!" the thought of casting off Arga's shadow
"from today I will begin a new habit, a habit without news from Arga!" new spirit stirred, but
"So starting tomorrow me and him if you meet at school will be as ordinary friends or even as someone else who does not know each other?" while imagining when the cross paths with Arga at school