The Forbidden Love of Dara

#4.Suspenseful mood

But now, now, the,

the initial impression of the meeting that has passed from a year ago was now destroyed, even though our relationship had no problem even we had introduced ourselves to each other's parents.

And Amira, even though we are not as close as we used to be, but all this time we are still fine, but now why!? I really still didn't expect him to stab from behind, Hiks!

For some reason in my little heart, until now I still do not believe what they have done behind me like before.

Chronology,

It was about half-hour two in the afternoon, when all the first and second graders and teachers had gone home, only a few 3rd graders will take additional classes or bimbel for UAN preparation including me, Some of them go home first, because the bebel is also only about to start at half 3 pm.

Because my house was so far away that I didn't go home, I usually waited at Kiki's, but today I'm going to wait in class and have lunch in the cafeteria.

When I was walking alone to the cafeteria, I accidentally caught them both (Arga and Amira) facing each other in the corner next to the empty class.

I took a step back and hid behind the wall next to it, and it seemed they were unaware of my presence because Arga's height was blocking Mira's view,

At first I tried to think positively because they did talk a lot from the beginning, but

"why should it be cornered and in such a deserted place?" I also wondered what they wanted to talk about

I heard clearly their chatter, because the position was just beside the wall with me.

"the wealth of your relationship is usually nothing exciting or interesting during courtship, you are not bosen so same as him? don't you want to try the same? same as me!" amira said while flirting with a spoiled voice and then laughed.

I was surprised to hear it, and then

"That's what's Mira? what kind of courtship is there?" ask Arga curiously.

"Well, have you really never been the same as Dara?" ask Amira

"Never, dating is normal - just normal, go together, eat together, watch?!" answer Arga

"yes, God, really? aah lie to you, try to be honest rich I nii only you are sija siih!!?" urged Amira

the words of Amira made me stiff and curious, actually how far has their relationship been?

"No, never... I don't dare to be like Dara!" answer Arga

"Alaaah kamunya aja kalee who does not understand, we nii do not want to go to college Ga, the courtship period like an elementary school child? if you don't understand here, I'll tell you how!" said Amira

I who was shocked to hear him instantly covered my mouth with my palm, did not expect to hear a direct remark from Amira blatantly towards Arga.

"What about, where the hell? how about take another look!?" challenge Arga

DEG! DEG! DEG!

"This brand is on what the hell?!" my question is in my heart. My heart started to beat so hard that it made my chest ache from hearing Arga's question and was even defiant which instead of shying away from such treatment.

"Well, don't you really know that once? waita minute!" hearing it made me so emotionally unable to control myself wanting to crash it.

Arga who all this time really I believe his loyalty is unexpected behind me he is very easily seduced.

With my ears heating up and my heart burning with jealousy, I clenched my hands and felt like I wanted to get to him.

GREEKS!!

Suddenly someone held back and pulled my arm, then I immediately turned to look at him once Kiki, whether since when he had stood behind me. Kiki shook her head hinting that 'i don't need to approach them'.

Suddenly a voice sounded

"eeeeehhh look at that!!" shouted Amira

~"Eeempp!"~

"Mira, not Mira! oh, you're a slob!" said Arga,

JEBE!!

I suddenly felt stiff hearing it, though,

My eyes that were still staring at Kiki immediately glazed over, their actions made me very unexpected and disgusted, she said,

Can't stand to hear it for long, let alone imagine that I'm not even immediately running towards the classroom.

Arriving in class, I sat down with my legs relaxed, I tried hard to hold my tears from breaking I tightened my upper and lower teeth, clenched my hands together, and I closed my eyes.

My mind was so messed up that I couldn't think of anything else, I tried to brush aside the shadow of what they had just done, but the shadow just broke through the brain to the heart.

My hands and feet were shaking, my heart was so fast that my heart was so tight it was hard to breathe, like there was no air in this room.

My body felt boneless, my mind at this moment only wanted to run as far as possible to a quiet place so that not a single person would find me in this state. I want to scream loud, want to avoid reality and hope it's all just a nightmare.

But after Kiki accompanied me from earlier, from finishing washing my face until the bimbelpun class was over, yes although there was not the slightest lesson that concerned my brain, but at least I could put on a calm expression in front of the others.

I know, maybe right now I am able to cover up the mess in the real me, but I don't know what it would be like if I was alone? can - can .....

After returning from the bimbel as usual Arga different classes approached and still offered to take me home, he said,

yes, because it happens that our house is in the same direction, but the distance to my house is still farther from him.

"Ayoo Beib came home, today I want to accompany my mother to my aunt's house downing so it can not be long!" he said he was talking while busy with his phone.

'He was still as usual and as if nothing had happened - what had happened to him, so all this time he had been fooling me because he thought I didn't know? alright then go on!' murmuring in my heart

I want to follow the pretence, I don't want to look for a storm first because I also don't have any real evidence in my hands right now, but because I still remember the incident last afternoon I was not able to get close and ready to see his face at this time, so while cleaning the contents of the bag I also answered his offer just now:

"Hm..No need Ga, I want to go to Kiki's house first! later I can go home alone" I replied because I was confused what to say, I tried to avoid him who was still standing while busy with his cellphone.

Remembering the incident that almost made my eyes start watering.

Nah! I can't cry anymore, especially for her! all of that won the bitter and painful reality that I experienced, even though I did not see clearly what they did, but the shadows and sounds were still very clearly ringing in my ears and in my mind.

"Because! so not at home?" call Kiki who is waiting at the door of the class.

"yes, it's Ki!!" sahutku,

I tried to keep my cool, maybe follow him pretending not to know what - would it be better than accusing without evidence to make me wrong, my brain still rumbles to call him BEIB as usual, but the lips are so heavy it feels to finally throw a name call from my mouth,

"Arga, I'm first yaa.!" I said as I passed him who was still standing next to my desk, but he didn't seem to listen to me so much because he seemed to be very focused on the phone in his hand.

As soon as I ran over to Kiki, I noticed Kiki sneerily glancing at Arga, and then I whispered: 'Kiki:

"ayoo Ki is a big splash! it'll be samperin again same he I'm lazy..!" I said, pulling Kiki's hand to make it go faster

"Kok he's still your nyamperin, meaning all this time he...."

"Here we go, let's see how far the dog jumps!" say

The anger and my love that are mixed into one, makes me tangent should do and behave how about him now?

"Why is Ki?" I asked plain because I did not understand.

"Well, the new Dara I know isn't whiny!" unambiguously

"Don't be a lot of puzzles dong Ki, I'll again hank, dizzy my head if you have to think about all the intentions of your speech and movement that always arrives - arrives!!" say

"Yes - yes!!" he said with a smile - a smile

I am being swept away in my own mind, really can not concentrate on the situation around me at this time.

"Ki.. thanks for encouraging me from earlier, if not for you I don't know what to do now!" My words were parched while embracing his shoulder

"Yes Dara, the same - the same - the spirit dong, right men - not just him alone." he said.

"I still don't expect Ki, if what you told me first about Arga was true he .......AAAAGGH!!!" my words are not finished, but suddenly my hands are pulling towards the back which makes it so twisted.

"WHAT STORY?!!" Impalements

It turned out that Arga who pulled my hand, no matter when she found out - knew it was behind us!

"What the hell are you Ga?! Lepasin my hand Ga,...It hurts!!" Pinta me while trying to release my wrist from his grasp.

"WHAT DID YOU SAY?! what did you call me just now? try again I want to hear?!" ask with emotion and even more twist my hand until it feels more breezy.

Strongly Kikipun tried to help me release my arm from Arga's hand,

but instead of being released, Arga even stronger grip until the pain felt from the arm to my shoulder.

"Arga take off your hand Ga, Dara to the pain!!" kiki said frantically while continuing to try to pull

"SILENCE!! Don't interfere with you!" snapping Arga to Kiki

then Kiki who was surprised immediately released his hand from our hands, he saw me grimacing with his eyes began to look glassy.

"You Ga, don't think yes if our position is now in public, not ashamed you are seen by many?!!" Kiki reminded Arga,

Then Arga looked at the people around us with his cold eyes, there were some people watching the three of us, but there are also those who pass by just like that - pretending not to see.

"What do you see? I don't care about you guys!! You too Kiki, get away from here now, don't mix my business with Dara!!" Banish Arga all those who noticed us and he kicked Kiki out too

'Arga could be angry? has he started to change?!' ask me in my heart because all this time never saw it rough.

Then those sharp eyes looked back at me with their strong hands the more they clasped my arms.

"Aaagh!" my cry whimpered, it felt like my little hand had been squeezed, and I really could hardly bear the pain anymore

"What did you call me?!!" he snapped furiously, and I gathered strength to answer him.

"Why?! Ugh (whimpering) Your hearing is less clear with my call earlier? I call you ARGA! SATISFIED!!" My answer is to endure the pain of pretending to be strong.

Then he immediately let go of his grasp and frowned as if he did not believe my statement just now.

I held my hands that felt numb and then she held my right and left shoulders again, her face close to my face, and then began to speak again in a low but pressing voice.

"What do you mean call me that? please explain? because I think right in the class I just misheard, it turns out you've changed like that huh how to call me??" tannya

With both of her sharp eyes staring at my face plus her cold expression was smiling sinisterly, to the point of making my lips tremble in fear of her strong hand hitting me.

"WHY WITHOUT A REASON FOR YOU TO CHANGE!?" The impact, with both hands still holding my shoulder, shook my body to make me really surprised and also more afraid.

"Here's Dara!" Kikipun immediately grabbed my hand from the side while pulling back two steps from Arga.

I was so quietly amazed to see her who was angry, I did know she asked me to always call her Beib since we started dating, but was it this angry just because I called her name?

What a terrible, usually romantic and poetic man, only this time to lecture how he rampaged like a monster that was ready to prey, he said,

And it was only the first time since we dated that she was so emotional and angry, plus the person she was angry with was me. Is it possible because there is already a replacement for me?

"Why? you asked me why you called your name?!" my question just made her cold eyes even more cynical because she couldn't wait to hear my explanation

I gather the courage in my heart to tell the truth, I do not want to lose because for me he is wrong, and I am no longer able to cover the main problems that have always been stuck in my heart.

"Didn't you also not bother about that call against your other GIRL?, but why should you bother with me??!" My words were finally saying the thing I was trying to cover up.

But somehow instead of relief but instead my eyes began to look glassy after revealing it, until - until my vision became blurry, maybe because after saying it just made me so reminded back of the incident.

Then he frowned like confusion, patting his chest and talking furiously until it looked like veins on his neck, as if he did not accept and did not believe what I said just now.

"What's? another girl?! you're accusing me of cheating? you heard where I got another girl haaah!??" the question just now was clearly debunking what I told him

"WHAT'S HE? He who has been talking about me all this time who is not-your-self, made the accusation I cheated on to poison your mind?!!" he said as his hand pointed towards Kiki with sharp glaring eyes

"Not from him! He just helped me!!" I rebutted while clasping her hand that pointed towards Kiki firmly.

His eyes that were glaring at Kiki turned towards me.

"helpful? help what?! he just wants to ruin our relationship! he's just the same with us because he hasn't dated himself until now! or maybe not really what people say, if she is a girl who is not normal, right?!!!" accuse Arga to Kiki with a scathingly satirical tone and glance

"ENOUGH ARGA, ENOUGH!!!!" I shouted not to accept Arga's accusation against Kiki who is so sadistic,

Then Kiki's hand squeezed, his face immediately paled while looking right and left observing the people around who were paying attention.

Kiki also covered her lips that used to say sage with both hands, her white face now became flushed with tears that began to drip on her cheeks.

Surely he was very embarrassed by Arga's words just now, plus here are many people who pay attention to us.

"KA...YOU'RE OUTRAGEOUS ARGA! you know what about me, even I've covered up your ugliness all this time!!" kiki started to open the sound

"Disappears?! what ugliness do you mean, by the way that clearly do not need to be pretentious - cover up!!" challenge Arga, challenge Arga,

"Owh so you think I'm afraid to expose your behavior all this time?! even the one Dara SAW this afternoon actually I've seen it a lot!!!" kiki without hesitation

"No need to beat around the tele, it's what you SEE" urged Arga with great confidence as if he had nothing wrong.

"SARGA ENOUGH..!!! you Ga, you don't think I know how you behave like Amira?!!" I said Furious, can no longer bear the charm - his pura he who is holy-spirited.

"What's? The amira? what do you see?!" suddenly he was shocked to hear my statement just now.

"youuu Arga..!!" my hand pointed to his face.

"Graap up!!"

"Ayoo Dara's! why are you wasting your time with a guy who doesn't know himself like that!!" Kiki immediately pulled my hand while taking me away quickly,

kiki was certainly very hurt by what Arga had said to her from earlier.

I also continued to follow his steps so quickly without seeing his face, but his voice was a bit hoarse already meant that he was really being sobbed.