The Forbidden Love of Dara

.17. Because of his name

From the first we were already familiar and sometimes look more like a sister and sister, it's just that Irvan's attitude has changed a little since two years ago his father died in a car accident.

He used to be very humorous and very open, but now becomes more possessive, assertive and even serious in response to something.

Maybe because he was only older than me five years, now he has to be the backbone for his family, looking after his mother who is also his office boss and two sisters who are still in school, he said, Reza is younger than me by a year, and Yudha is Doni's age.

Suddenly his footsteps became slow, but his cold expression still scared me. Out of curiosity, I also glanced at him intending to make sure if he was really still angry.

"Ehem! You want to eat first?" deheman who arrived suddenly surprised me who was trying to steal a look at him.

"Aa. I, I was already eating.So pangkan mas have asked when I again eat with Kiki!" I was nervous about lying.

"Why indeed? I haven't eaten yet, want me to go first?" I asked while looking over and trying to smile first intending to melt the atmosphere. But he did not flinch at all with my smile, even looking at me would not?

'The time is only because of the myth doang sampa mambek kayak?' I murmured in my heart

"Haaah!... We also ate, we went straight home!" he replied as he continued walking and looked straight ahead.

"Keep why nawarin people if it's by itself already?!" ask me who just realized that it turns out he was just a stale base

"Yaaa afraid, aren't you craving anymore? people usually have no appetite for food!" his answer while glancing at me with a sindering smile.

'I sulk? not that he was the one who had been sulking, what the hell does this person mean? not very clear! even his smile was like a joke again!

Oiya yes! I just remembered, all night he had a conversation with Arga until dawn, and I haven't really done anything about it!' I said in my heart

Upon arrival in the parking lot Irvan removed his arm from my shoulder, hung my groceries, then took the helmet of the mother I was wearing earlier.

NYEEeeeees...!

Just about to reach the helmet that Irvan thrust, arrived in my head like a blank something that in an instant the sound around me was immediately impermeable, instantly I felt silent.

I then somehow felt like something was missing from my hand when it was not holding anything, so curious that I continued to flip my palm.

"Daraaaaa....? Daraaaa.....?" a foreign voice called out my name. The sound was far away but very clear.

DEGDEG!

My heartbeat suddenly felt painful, in an instant turning the silent atmosphere back to how it was. The noise of the mall along with the sound of passing vehicles and also the sound of Irvan mas who know his face is in front of me.

"Daddy?.. Daraaa?!..." call Irvan mas with a worried face

"Eh! is mas?" I was surprised as I held the shirt in my face

"Why did the deck arrive dumb? you're sick huh, your face is that?!!" he was astonished while giving a helmet

"Eng.no! no why napa, I was....... Ah here!" my hand immediately took the helmet and then hurriedly wore it as a diversion for my answer was interrupted, because actually I was also confused what to answer

When I put on the helmet, I saw him wearing the helmet but his eyes kept looking at me suspiciously. I had absolutely no idea what he was thinking, it could be that he was just curious about my incomplete answer just now. But how do I answer, because I am also confused by what really happened just now, because for me it is very difficult to explain with words

I was not comfortable to see his sharp gaze, until I became nervous misbehavior, because my groggy immediately turned away from his view.

GRP!

You know there is something stuck on my shoulder that in an instant warms my body, I also turned my head and once Irvan's hand was wearing his jacket to me.

"Lhoo mas, why don't you get your jacket?!" ask for astonishment

"So said Kiki you're sick again, just held your hand is also a bit cold!" he replied, while preparing the position of the motorbike towards the outside of the parking lot and then I stepped closer to him

"Tap mas Irvan again bring a motor, if only wear a shirt later......"

"It's been ayoo ride! Partly it was from the time of departure was also mas already noticed your face pale deck, so fitting this home do not get worse!" he said he cut my words just now, then without saying much more I also immediately according to go up on his motorbike than he was angry like that again.

"Have you?" ask about my sitting position

"Yes, it's already a mas!" sahutku.

Before turning on his motorbike suddenly he turned his head with a smile, then whispered :

"If you get sick later ngerepotin, the end of the end of the mas will be scolded by Mother!" he said, while starting the engine and starting to pull the gas

"Iiih mas this. without me being sick, Irvan mas is often scolded by Mother!" sahutku returned his insinuation to make him smile wide that looks reflected in the rearview mirror.

When I got out of the mall area, on the way I began to remember what I wanted to ask him from last afternoon:

"Mas Irvan?! did you move to Bandung again?" I asked while bringing the head next to the helmet so that the voice sounded clear.

"For the moment om Romi who helped manage the work there, the question is still not bear if you stay here, where adek adek also still in school, surely I am troubled myself later!" answer with full attention.

(Om Romi is the younger brother of his mother mas Irvan who lives in Jakarta)

"So the one who took care of that office report already from last week, how about if you stay a long time?!" resounding

"Yes too mas.where's son's mother cowbo all over again!" sahutku.

"There's one girl, but that's it!"

he said that confused me

"Lhooh, when Irvan had a sister, where do I not know?!" I was curious because as far as I know Mas Irvan only has a younger brother.

"Anything is, he's busy with his people, until his mother's house is rare!!" inexplicably.

"That means his sister mas Irvan is the oldest brother huh? because if she was a sister I would know, right?!" I guessed nebak

"Yes, he is very old!"

"Not two! he's still unemployed and not married!" answerable

"So busy what, continue to live where until rarely come home?!" my question is getting curious

"Busy dating, live in front of the house!" slab answer.

"What is Irvan niih ngeselin mulu ach!" my protest that once he was insinuating me again.

Shortly afterwards I also wanted to ask about the matter last night when he accompanied Arga in front of the house.

At first I was very hesitant, but my curiosity was also greater so I finally ventured to ask :

"hmmm... why?!" call me in doubt while thinking of stringing up a question in the brain.

"What's? what else would you ask?!" his mouth was already poked first

"This one makes a bete!" I said to get up and then to get away from his back

"Yes yes, by the way, what the fuck is..gambek mulu!" chirp it while holding me back from being far away from him

"That's it, anuu.." My tongue is very difficult to set a sentence when you want to say his name.

"What the hell is that, anu anu?!! by the way, that's obvious!" insist on not patience

'You're so chatty! if it wasn't for being older, I would've taken his helmet!' dumelku in heart

"Anu mas, tadi malam, mas Irvan ada ngobrol apa aja sama Arga didepan rumah?" tanyaku dengan nada datar sok cuek.

"Owh, he's just telling me you're angry and accusing him of cheating! he said that he really wanted to explain it, but your hunter was angry first! so the story" replied mas Irvan flat

"Clearly especially? Said Doni until three o'clock in the morning in front of the house, time just a story like that!" ask for urgent

"Then anyway? mas did not know that he was there until three o'clock, because not long because the story was called, continued because he also said he wanted to go home immediately so he lived first he was in front of the house!" unambiguously

"WHAT? so.... she was out until dawn by herself? yes aampuun!" I muttered with a bad feeling and then immediately covered my face

"Part of you also the deck, should not directly accuse people without proof! if there is a problem yes solved well do not hang it pity people know!" he said advising but rather piercing in the heart, because Irvan himself did not know the real problem.

"What the heck is Irvan niih, mentang mentang fellow boys defended by the wild!" I say while a manyun

"Not deck design, just ngingetin aja, tuh was just said directly recriminate!suudzon likes habits as much as people, right?" irvan's words made me add more sprains, then I immediately retreated away from him because I was lazy to argue.

'Haiiiis, only then my mood began to improve, again that person has made me sprain, but only hurt a little about him last night but already want to make people fight because of it!. No matter what you do, Aaaah, whatever happens from now on I don't want to mention or mention her name!' I murmured in my heart because it began to arise again my heart ache remembering the behavior of Arga.

Eventually Irvan and I became quiet for a long time until almost half the way to the house.

"Deeek.... Do you have anything to buy again?" suddenly he asked first, but the irritation that swelled in my heart was more painful than the swelling in the arms because of his behavior yesterday

"No!" I answered briefly because of eneg

Since I started the emotion was feeling dizzy and my nausea so relapsed again, plus the feeling of fatigue that began to gather because there was no rest all day, my body needs a timely rest.

Right now I just want to get home quickly, go to the room and immediately lie down on the bed.

The twilight sun had begun to dim, the afternoon wind began to turn cold until it pierced the bones, my bad taste was getting so.

BRPR!! suddenly I shivered cold for no reason, obviously the clothes I was wearing when it was layered but why is the cold still translucent?

"why this? though I've been wearing a sweeter plus a jacket from Irvan mas, but why is it still cold?" ask me in my heart, while holding my own hand that increasingly feels cold and stiff, The more I hold it even more so, I DO NOT HOLD IT!

"MAS IRVQN!.. STEP ASIDE!!" I panicked and waved my left hand

Mas Irvanpun immediately followed my request, while glancing at his left pointer with his heart to pull off his motorbike.

Not been able to fixate properly, I went down and ran a bit that was high enough in the water that was quite swift, I ran, there was a fairly shady tree beside me that I could make a handle at once could hinder the view of others, immediately I bent down and,

UUGGGH... Uheegh!!

The contents are just drinks directly out emptying the stomach that began to sting.

Knee along with all the joints of my bones felt helpless which made me unable to stand up, finally I squatted limp with all the fingertips of the fingers began to shake.

Mas Irvan who saw also quickly ran up to me, helped release the helmet that made my head heavy, then supported my body leaning on him, and because it was helpless I also resigned myself in his presence

Undisgusted she cleansed my lips with a handkerchief taken from her pocket. A sense of disdain when he did that, made me awkward so immediately snatched the handkerchief from his hand.

"Then I said don't get sick! Did you go to the doctor, huh?" wheedled

"No need to mas, I'm just in the wind anyway, brought rest will also be healed!" reject me in a soft voice and lips still tremble. Gently his hands swept the dryness that seeped on my forehead, with the occasional stroking of my hair that was beginning to get wet by the cold dry.

"Yes, if so, it is difficult to compromise the same stubborn child! Bring some wind oil?!" tanyanya while menggedumel

While still covering the bibirk with his handkerchief, I just shook my head to answer his question just now. Hold it he crouched down to cut the body while still continuing to caress my wet hair.

A few minutes later my body was light, although still cold but had begun to contain energy again, for fear of weighing too much I forced rise from the backrest on his body.

"Have you gone?!" ask her in a soft voice, then I nod.

"If so wait here for a while and buy a drink first" he ordered, then he moved from the squat and began to walk in search of a stall.

Because it feels cramped, I also immediately take off both shoes to serve as a seat to straighten my legs. Dizziness, stomach pain, and weakness, make me ignore the view of people who are passing by, although actually embarrassed but want how again?

'Have let people say what kind of opinion, besides who wants to get sick to arrive like me?' I thought, in fact I really want to lie down to relieve my pain, yes that is impossible for me to do now here! therefore, I can gather energy to get home soon.