The Forbidden Love of Dara

Wishing Only Dreams

"Which mas is this?!" Dara who was shocked arrived suddenly latah to make it so the origin of holding, plus the bandage on Irvan's boat was also covered in clothes.

"Yahoo!! well deck don't be that bully! that's the wound, fight!" irvan's screams made Dara even more wrong

"Oh my goodness, I'm sorry I accidentally fought!!" sahut Dara grimaced as she gently stroked Irvan's shoulder

"We go inside first yuk mas? it's getting hot out here, the sun's getting hot, I'm so hot!" take Dara and Irvan nods while getting up from her seat.

When Irvan stepped in, she did not realize that Dara was looking at her from behind with an awkward feeling when she wanted to reprimand,

'Do I have to say what Irvan is? I've made him hurt like that, do I still deserve it? this time I really let everyone down!' murmured Dara while starting to tidy up the medicine that was still scattered on his balcony table, but his gaze suddenly became dreamy as the feeling of guilt grew more swollen in his heart.

"Sir?.. Why?.. Dara?!" calling Irvan repeatedly from the room that Dara did not invite confused Irvan then returned to immunkon.

"Dad?" reprimand Irvan while touching her shoulder

"Yes, why haven't you come in? I'm just fixing my medicine again!!" the new Sahut Dara awakens from the daydream

"Mas already from inside just now, awaited you who do not enter until the mas callin many times also no nyahut! What do you think of until you get that?" ask Irvan.

But instead of answering, Dara actually lowered her head while slightly shaking her head which made Irvan become more curious.

"So here someone wants to ask you!" irvan said rather seriously while pulling his hand which was holding onto the medicine packet.

Dara who had been frightened before being asked made her fingers cool because of nervousness, and Irvan who realized that was also immediately thinking of sorting out the questions to be asked to Dara.

Then they sat side by side on the mattress, in a few seconds the atmosphere was a little bit awkward because Irvan was still stringing words in his brain so that Dara remained calm and did not feel depressed when introgasi.

"Sir, why continue from earlier? tell me what else do you think?!" asked Irvan who intended to fish the story while raising Dara's chin slowly

"I am confused to say what, I just feel that I am like a source of misfortune for my family, not a proud achievement that I offer but only cause trouble and misfortune at all times! and the worse is not only my house family who was affected by my misfortune, but almost all the closest people I care about, including Irvan family, Amira is also brother Adhi!" said Dara with a blank look while recalling the calamity and problems she had experienced from the past,

Irvan who was used to hearing Dara's speech that was always careless just waiting for him to finish talking, plus Irvan also knew that his papah and mama were having problems, and that he was having problems, because according to Irvan family belief that parents are having problems, the heart of their children is not calm.

"Sir, I know that now you are restless, but you cannot blame yourself for all the problems or disasters that occur, either, sometimes the problem is actually a stepping stone for us to go even better in the future!" irvan's advice while his finger was wiping Dara's hair

"Yes it should be, for others the problems that come must be wisdom for the next life, but what am I? not getting better and smarter but always causing new problems! Honestly, I'm actually too bored with this situation until it often comes to my mind to end this life so as to...." MY DAD!! Spontaneous left hand Irvan landed on Dara's cheek that had not yet finished her speech

Irvan who had intended to calm Dara's heart even so ignited his emotions when listening to the speech of the careless woman who made the atmosphere that was warm immediately became cold frozen.

"A.. a... deck?" the hand that had not been lowered suddenly shook with a voice from his lips that also shook when he called Dara whose face was still turned after being slapped just now.

Without a word, without tears, without expression, Dara immediately moved from her seat, irvan's nervousness covered his mind makes him confused what to do until Dara who just passed in front of him was unable to intercept him until he only realized that Dara had already locked himself in the bathroom then there was the roar of water coming from the tap.

"aha?!" TAP TAP TAP!

Irvan quickly approached the bathroom door.

JEGLEK!!

TOK TOK!!

"Dek, open the deck, I'm sorry...!!" TOK TOK!

"Sir, you want whatever mas, mas will accept but you open the door first huh? mas please deck!!" TOK!!..

JEGLEK!!

Irvan's panic grew so that after a while there was no response at all or the slightest sound other than the sound of tap water, he understood the labile nature of his sister every time she ran out of trouble, coupled with the last word that came from Dara's mouth just now that Irvan did not know why!

"Aah! No, no, you can't do that deck! DARAA, OPEN THE DOOR DECK!!" BRUG! BRUG!! irvan shouted while several times trying to break the door. He remembered that there were scissors in there that Dara had saved to open the toiletries!

"Van what's up Van?!" ask papa who immediately entered Dara's room after hearing Irvan's noise

"Pah please persuade Dara pah, Dara again sambek until the door from the inside!" pinta Irvan was in a panic, however

"Lhoh, Dara is a regular snack, right?at most he came out on his own after his anger subsided!" the word papah trivializes making Irvan's glassy eyes hear it

'This time what was meant by mamah earlier when insinuating, it turns out that papah does not know the nature of his own child!' irvan muttered inwardly as he continued to try to open the door.

During this papah did spoil his children, but he always set aside family harmony for his work and money until the nature and habits of his son he did not know!

"Van's the van, look at your wounds start bleeding again! just so long ago maybe he'll calm himself down inside again! anyway he's why the hell mambek mulu kayak mamahnya aja!" papah said indifferently while returning out of the room, well, papah's mood was not good because this morning was already noisy with his wife.

The sound of water that was heard had spilled from the bathtup added to Irvan's negative thoughts increasingly overflowed and gathered into the last energy to break down the ulin-based door,

Hiiaagh!!... BRAAK!!... Aaaagh.!!

The double lock installed by Dara from the inside was eventually damaged.

Without Irvan caring about the pain on the boat whose blood had dripped, he even immediately approached Dara who was sitting dumbly immersed himself at the end of the bathtup while holding both knees.

Irvan closed the tap that the water had been spilled with a gurgling sound mengisiling the bathroom space, but the feeling of panic in his heart immediately subsided after seeing Dara who was still safe without injury or wet on his head.

Huuuf!.. Huuf!!..

With a stingy breath and doubt he tried to apologize for his rude attitude earlier.

"Dec, sorry? mas really khilaf earlier, mas just can't bear to hear adek talk like that, mas, mas don't mean to want......Ahh!!" irvan's annoyance with himself did not melt the slightest regret in his heart when he saw Dara who was still mute did not react to him.

"Sir, sorry?... Ayo mas help get up, we get out of here first, your clothes are wet later in the wind!" persuade Irvan while trying to lift him up, but the wound on his shoulder made him lose strength.

"Ayoo dong deck! actually, what is it until you arrive desperate like this, dong sama story mas, what dek do not want to consider mas again?!" asked Irvan who was still not responded by Dara made himself almost no longer know what to do

"OK if you want that, mas will accompany you to soak here until you want to talk and the same story mas!" threaten Irvan by entering into a bathtub that is duameter length, he sat at the other end until they became facing each other.

Mats.. Mats.. Mats.. Mats..

The sound of water droplets dripping on the floor irrigated the sound of time continuing to roll until it did not feel like more than half an hour they both soaked together without a single word coming out of their mouths each.

But the water in the tub that they enter not only makes the clothes wet, but also the longer the color the more red that comes from the blood of Irvan that seeps from his clothes.

Maybe because it was very tired and lack of rest from yesterday, plus the blood continues to flow from the open wound makes Irvan's physical not as strong as usual.

Now that his lips that had turned blue along with the tip of his wrinkled fingers began to shiver coldly, his eyes had been forced to keep looking at Dara who was still silent.

Don't know what Dara's thinking?

occasionally his eyelids blinked but his gaze remained blank towards the water in front of him, motionless, without sound, and still, and without a single glance in order to realize the condition of Irvan who was right in front of him had increasingly peaked with his chest was already tight when he took a breath.

Until a few minutes later nothing changed except Irvan's fading consciousness, his increasingly blurry vision, and the coldness that had penetrated to it, but still force yourself to accompany Dara who seems to have been petrified.

Suddenly he raised his shivering hand like he was trying to grab Dara with the rest of his strength while his trembling lips wanted to say something, he said,

"Da, Dara. mas. dear ka. mu.." whispered.

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Tiik!

A drop of tears fell down along with the tub water that increasingly clear the red color.

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It turned out that the line of tears that had just dripped was the tears that accompanied the closed eyes and also the lips that had just revealed their pent-up feelings..

BYUUR!!...

THE GLUP! THE GLUP! GLUP!!...

His entire body was no longer able to withstand the cold that made him more rigid even though he was just sitting. Blood flow along his pulse like it has frozen no longer flows like it should pump the heart and lungs.

Now the whole body began to tip of the foot until his head really drowned in a tub as long as he was, with bubble bubbles climbing out, getting smaller from the nose and cleft lips indicates that he is no longer there is a sign of trying to get up.

When his legs stuck out to touch Dara's feet, Dara just turned to look at the man who always accompanied him was drowned in the water filled by him to the brim, with a still empty gaze Dara felt Irvan's cold feet exceed the water in her arm.

GLEGS! saliva that was held in his throat immediately swallowed indicates his brain was trying hard to get back to thinking.

"DARA? DARA!! why just shut up? quickly realize Ra, do you want to see Irvan also leave you?!" The cry of someone calling out his name from the inside of his heart made his eyes instantly widen when he realized Irvan was already motionless.

"MAS IRVAN?!!" yells

SHIRTS... He quickly lifted and clenched Irvan's head to the surface, pale Irvan's face like bloodless because it had been submerged for a while which certainly did not breathe.

"No more, no, I can't, I CAN'T!! A TOLOONG!!!

Irvan is awake! My...!! AAAAaaaghag..!" His cry broke when he realized Irvan who was usually nosy to him that this time was really helpless.

The millions of memories with Irvan that they shared since childhood were one by one replayed in memory like a big screen in his mind, the time when only this man who always gives a warm embrace and sustains all the difficulties of his life problems. And this man is also the one who always sacrificed not only time, but until his own life for the sake of the 'STUPID' woman who was hugging her limp body.

Regretted?

Is it still possible to change things with regret where there is still a chance in the past?

Whahuh? you want to sacrifice yourself too?! Haah! it will not fix the situation which is his chance only once in a lifetime!

Now you can what Dara?

Crying out? that's all you can do like before!

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"No, no way Mas, don't go!!"

'I wish I could wake up in the middle of this nightmare, but I realize that my eyelashes are wet! There are no words I can say except apologies and 'I beg you, don't go!'

For some reason this feeling of being heartened so much that I was sure it would never change for you in the slightest, my respect and admiration always held high in a heart that would not be shaken even in a storm.

"I beg you, give me a chance to fix everything! but can it still be?"