The Forbidden Love of Dara

.85. Worrying Endless

When Aina's mother arrived at Aunt Laurent's house, he hurriedly called Irvan to tell him that Dara again had asked her presence.

"Can't Van just for a moment you take the time to visit Dara before we return to Indonesia? if only for a short while it might not cause a deep memory to him!" persuade bu Aina

"Let's.aa.aku.me..."

Roy who from earlier eavesdropped on Irvan's conversation with his mother Dara called, tau tau directly connect their talk

"Yes aunty Irvan again do not say what now, soon I will soon take him there to meet!" he said loud because the same greget Irvan

"Well! Roy what the hell are you?!" snapped Irvan whose phone was still connected to Aina's mom

"Irvan, why are you? tumben, are you having trouble with Dara until she avoids him?" tanya Bu Aina pressed

"Ah, no! I last time Dara was good, I was just afraid she'd relapse!" irvan replied reassuringly

"If so, now you go home? Maybe now Dara was already sleeping because he said sleepy abis taking medicine, but mamah asked for tonight you sleep in our place, so tomorrow morning before going to the hospital you meet him..yes?" advice from Aina

"But mah...."

"Nothing but the fireplace again!. Anyway you have to participate mamah this time. Don't you love Dara? the person he knows right now is just a little, the day he asks you is just as papa!. If the reason for the absence of the papa may still be handled by grandfather, while you, how else would you want to find the reason? especially now that you are also in Germany, it doesn't make sense if you don't have time to find it?!" Irvan immediately thought, then Aina continued to advise him

"Van, do you understand that your attitude to avoid Dara at this time means for the sake of his health, but when will this continue? until Dara recovered from his illness? you know for yourself that Dara disease has no cure, even the cause is not yet known why and where it came from. Not what Van, but what is more mamah fear now is the attack of his disease that when it comes arriving, right?" mamah's explanation just seemed to urge Irvan with a threat that made Irvan so afraid of regret in the future.

With a determination of courage in the heart, finally Irvan will also come to the house occupied by Dara since he forgot everything, the house that had only been Irvan heard through the story of Aina, ma'am, also the house that will make him dilemma after he returned to Indonesia.

Because by chance Irvan and Roy are indeed walking the night road outside, and coincidentally also now their distance is not far from Dara's house, so it was not until fifteen minutes they arrived in front of the gate of the luxurious house.

Irvan who first got off the car immediately pressed the bell button next to the fence, then he looked anxiously at the house, he was confused what to say, what, what kind of behavior if you meet the girl who missed it in person, and of course she is very afraid to face all the possibilities that will happen afterwards.

THE BLUusssh!!...

the murmur of the night wind blew out the long coat he was wearing. Yes, at this time in Germany is entering winter, everyone who goes out of the house must wear thick warm clothes to maintain his health. But for Irvan, this coat is just a cover for his body, because it has been three months his heart is already cold wherever he is.

"The soft touch of your hand has knocked on the door of my heart that has never been opened, but why, after I opened it now you're gone?

You left my heart with a little love left that made me almost lose my way, and now I'm standing here being carried away by the cold whirlwind of longing.

The swiftness of the storm in my heart does not erode the slightest relic of your love, even the amount of time that has passed can not throw away my love that never changes.

Maybe my presence this time will lead to a new disaster, but this longing turmoil insists on repeating the mistake.

At a time like this, only the memories of our togetherness and the promise of a lifetime ever uttered that strengthened my mind, I did not know if all the sense of it would be lost in these cold airs.." muttered Irvan in his daydream

THE KREEET!! (Gates are opening)

It turned out that Edward and Sovia had been told by Aina that Irvan was coming, they were also friendly and welcomed and immediately let her in.

"Mr Irvan, do you want to meet with Aina directly? because he happened to be at Aunt Laurent's house next door, I'll tell him right away that you've arrived here!" ask Mark politely (In English)

"No need, let me tell you myself. Hmmm by the way.. Did Dara really sleep, where is the room?" ask Irvan to the point

"True sir, let's please Mr. Irvan, I will show you which is the door of the room miss" said Sovia who had been told by Aina that the purpose of Irvan coming home was for Dara.

"Van I'm waiting for you here!" said Roy who went straight to the living room sofa.

'This way, is it towards a smile?

or even a step towards sadness?

or even a step towards catastrophe?

It felt like thousands of bees were stinging me. The closer I get the more I feel pain!' irvan said in his heart

"This is sir!" said Sovia who immediately stopped her footsteps at the first door in the other five-door row. "Do I want to call you first?" sovia's offer

"No need to let me meet myself! thank you" Irvan said with a smile, then Sovia slightly bowed before leaving Irvan alone at the door.

For a moment Irvan set her breath deep, nervousness and fear flailing in a heart that was longing for her love. He hesitated when his hand was ready to lower the door handle because there were two different whispers that continued to ring Disrupting his mind :

forward : What else are you waiting for Van? quickly open the door! (Irvanpun pressing handle)

the Backward: Wait! If until his memory arrives back and he drops again how? have you forgotten what he was like at that critical second of the night? (contact Irvanpun began to release his hand from the handle out of fear)

forward : It has been three months Van, you can donate again if it happens!

step Back: But now that Arga is here, you won't be able to be with him anymore like you used to! do you want to destroy their relationship?

For a moment Irvan became silent to think of the two whispers in his heart that was twitching, he was so confused what to do now?

"Is falling in love with you a mistake? I have opened my heart, I have resigned my soul, have relented to your love, have I lost?

I admit that actually now I have lost half my soul!

Is it possible that fate can play with love?

Is it possible that fate is making fun of us?

is there no other way to happiness?

Opening up love for you, I have no regrets. Even if I really have to lose myself in the future, let everything be scattered in the wind!"

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Curhatan Irvan, sir,

I'm really confused right now! on the other hand I just found out that I have loved Dara more than just a foster sister, and honestly I would love to have her because she is my first love! maybe I was too late to realize it, but now I'm worried.

Some of the bitter events he had experienced, even almost life-threatening, this incident of course I did not want it to happen again, because I witnessed with my eyes how hurt he was, of course, he said, how painful he was, even he was critical in my arms, do you know how I felt then?

I can only pray, I want nothing more than to wish him well and happy again!

I said what's my fault?

and, in front of her bedroom door right now, what am I supposed to do? In or out?