The Forbidden Love of Dara

Mindfulness

That night I saw my mother daydreaming in bed,

"Why bengong?, mamah again thought yes because - because I chose a lecture on campus F? yes I know that the campus did make Irvan mas problems, but it's the past in Irvan, while I'm looking for the future now, and also me.. I was waiting for news of Arga from Amira" I hesitated, and my mother smiled

"Dear, my mom is no longer thinking about that, where are you going to the important lectures you learn the real thing, and certainly can make your mood so excited again huh?!" answer mama

"My friend is the most understanding!" I said while hugging him

"I promise I will learn more so that my mother is not disappointed,

but mah I want to ask for help again, if you can not tell first mother and Irvan mas if I went to college in F, afraid he thought that I would deliberately want to hurt his heart, he said, so tell him if it's right to go in, huh?"

"Well, will they know?" mama said

"Oh yes, but I want to make the impression that I have to go in there because the time is up!" my reason

"Well, since when do you have such a wicked idea? looks like your lying style has improved a lot, huh?" ask mama to quip

"I don't want to be evil, but there are times when lies are necessary too, but definitely make good intentions!" my reason, and then my mom smiled

"Dear mommy is kidding! mama knows what you mean, wherever Irvan is also the son of mama and mama does not want you to hurt each other!

It was a night of rest." he said

"Thank you, ma'am, if that's what I went to the room first!" my pampering while kissing mama's cheek

When I found my phone in my room there were three incoming messages from a number I did not know.

"Hay Dara, I was Betrand. (blah)"

"Ah at most he took my number from the form earlier! bodo very ah, if I ladenin will be long! even though according to Amira handsome but I am not interested at all, and anyways my main goal is to go to college there so that Arga can be heard, not find a replacement!" I thought as I lay hugging the Arga Alma mater

"Where are you? I know I'm wrong, if you are angry, nothing but do not continue to be lost gini dong! why don't you tell me I'm a hit than you punish me like this! because it's too heavy for me to go!" I said it myself while smelling the fragrance that makes me miss more

In an empty view:

'Ever since you told me how you felt,

From then on I just want to get through the future with you, because you've made every day new memories just about you and me.

But right now I can't lie to myself anymore!

Please give me the courage to believe that the love I want may never exist again, because you have brought it.

I can't reach but can't be forgotten, what distance is blocking us?

The sense of loss kept sneaking into my mind, the more I wanted to escape, the more my heart kept on holding on.

I have been increasingly trapped by your love that has become a shield, but your lost figure leaves no trace to be pursued. In this frozen body was a turbulent heart that always wanted to look at you while in front of me.

But why is it that my love cannot be seen anywhere?'

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One month later on campus F:

Today is the second day of ospek, Betrand who became a senior turned out to have planned something for Dara, starting from yesterday he always treated Dara differently from the others, if other ospek participants get strange tasks and punishments, then Dara is always defended and only gets a light punishment.

But Dara who has a high solidarity nature is not proud but instead rejects the defense because it makes him feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable with other participants.

"You're here, don't go with them!" betrand said hold him

"Sorry Brother Betrand, not that I want to make you ashamed or reject your good intentions, but I want to follow the rules, anyway I have a group so if punished yes have to be compact with the others!" dara said when her group was sentenced to pull the grass

"But Dara, your hands will be scuffed!!" betran said of attention

"Hehe.. No, brother, yes!" reply Dara cuek,

Starting when Betrand got Dara's phone number, every day Betrand always paid attention to him, whether it was on campus or at home. Dara is not unaware but just pretended not to know that Betrand is approaching him, because other than because Amira who has a crush first, also because this Betrand once already very famous not only handsome and economic status of his family, but because he is very 'playboy' which actually makes Dara become ilfil to him.

Until the last day of ospek :

(Become)

"Hay, where are you going?" Betrand's greeting to me and Amira

"We're going home, brother!" answered Amira enthusiastically

"Oh yeah? How about I drive you!" his offer while looking at me

"No thanks, I've been waiting for a subscription!" answer me

"Come on, this time... yaaa?" coercing

"Nw......"

"Yes of course you can! is that Dara?!" Sahut Amira arrived - arrived and approached ketelinga

"I know you don't like it, but he just lost it this time, come on, help me get him!" whispered

"But.." I haven't finished yet

"Yes we want, ayoo ka!" he said while directly holding Betrand

"Loh Amira, didn't you bring your own car? I want to take Dara aja" said Betrand brightly

"It just so happens that today my car will be borrowed from Prisil and Dara will also not want to be delivered without me, is it Dara?" tanyanya while winking

"Ac i..iya!" my answer was forced

"Yeah then I invite a friend as well (his eyes are looking) LEON, HERE!" betrand shouted to someone who was walking

'Oh, you want to go home complicated!' I murmured in my heart

On the way,

"We eat yuk first?!" betrand's offer again leads to me

"I'm still full, you guys, I want to go home quickly!" sahutku

"Why the hell, every bargain what - is it immediately rejected?!" ask Betrand

"Not really, sister, I really want to take a break!" my answer is subtly afraid of offending

"Become healed from a sore, she still needs a lot of rest!" sahut Amira helped me

"Well, if it's me, you'll be the next time!" Betrand immediately raised the gas to the front of my house.

(Dikantor Irvan, Bandung)

"Om saranin better as soon as you continue your studies first, if it is S2 as difficult as not eating a lot of time than the beginning of college, so you can stay while working. The problem is that the competition in the business world is now faster than the days of your father who only graduated SD can go forward!" advice from my uncle

"Yes good, faster better, guess when you go back to Kalimantan?"

"Not yet to know, because there are still two more contracts that have not been taken care of, maybe next week just finished all!" answer me

"Sorry Van, the experience is very limited so to take care of this kayak thing you still have to intervene yourself!" heed

"Not really om, all this time it has been very helpful, even if there is no om I also do not know how to take care of all this!" answer me

"Ah you can just, already night nih om go home first yes, you do not be too late overtime!" pamit om's

"Yes, be careful!" I said with a smile and nodded,

Then when om was lost behind the door, I put a pen on the paper that I was correcting its contents, and,

'Aaah, it turns out that what you did was not easy, huh? divide the time for family and work, and now I'm required to continue my school first, how is this, do I have to set aside the family again like before?' ask in my heart

Then I remembered Adhi's call this afternoon:

"Van I have some more news about your sister!" adhi said by phone

"It's been two weeks after you got him enrolled in college at F, now you're just telling me again, how long is it?!" My protest

"I'm sorry I'm so busy this week!" the reason

"Yes, so how are you?!"

"Today I didn't send him home, because he was the same Amira as his two older sisters, and dreading - one of them there was another who took him his name Betrand**!" his report

"If so please find out about the Betrand and if you can, give a warning so as not to disturb Dara!" doorstep

"Without you telling me to do it first, but before I tell you to take a deep breath so you don't get shocked!" silly advice

"That's a whammy!" my insistence

"Betrand is the only son of Adrian sir who owns K Samarinda and Balikpapan hotels, and the danger is that he is very famous often in and out of hotels with different women!"

"WHAT?!!" surprised

"Well, what did I say?!

but Van, I can only find the info, if you give me a warning, sorry I know the limits!" unambiguously

"It's okay, thank you, but in the future do not overdo the info!" I said press

"Okay bossku!" then hang up the phone.

"Jeez Daraaaa.. can - usually you are just as male!! well, then don't take a week I'll have to get things done here and get back to Samarinda!" I muttered and immediately continued my work.

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Three days later:

"Van, are you really going straight home? you have been overtime for three days until almost morning to do all the work here, rest only a few hours a day, at least now rest for a while!" my advice

"What's wrong - if the faster you finish the better, I also have to rush back because there is something to take care of, later I can rest on the road!" I said while packing

"Yes, you are hard like your mother, but don't be as dry as you are not old you are sick!" order again

"Yes, thank you very much, I immediately leave ya mumpung still afternoon, greetings to the other aunt, say sorry for not having time to say goodbye directly!" pamitku while shaking his hand

"Yes, heart!" he said while patting my shoulder

I also immediately bought a ticket that was ready to leave so as not to wait any longer.

Upon arrival in Kalimantan on the way from the airport to my house I started to feel unwell until fitting arrived home I immediately put the bag and ran to the bathroom without greeting my mother first because of my stomach already too nauseous.

TOK - TOK - TOK

"VAN YOU WHY KID!" my mother cried out in panic while knocking on the door, not long after I came out of the toilet

"Why are you coming home sick like this?" ask the mother who is still waiting in front of the door while rubbing my forehead

"No idea ma'am, it was fitting on the way here just started to feel dizzy as nauseous!" I answered while holding my head

"Mas Irvan?" call someone whose face dazed me

"By.. The virgin? really Dara?" I was wondering,

"Who else is Dara, who else?" Answer while approaching

'Could it be because my eyes are blurry or is there something different about this little girl in front of me? but what makes me sultry is the clothes he wears, which is a special uniform on Monday campus F!'

"It just so happens that you came!" said mom to Dara

"Yes, I just kept hearing my mom scream - scream so I'm here" she replied gently

"Well, now you rest first, for a while I make wedang, ndok please anterin your room yah?" mother's orders

"Yes buk.." he said as he led me into the room, at once I felt like another dejavu

Arriving in the room he sat me on the edge of the shoe and then helped take off the suit and tie.

"The body's hot, I'll take a compress, okay?" tanyanya offered, but somehow my eyes could not turn to look at him

Suddenly it felt a bit awkward after two months of no communication between us at all, plus his physical appearance and his changed way of speaking made him look very different from before.

"Mass? why?" tannya

"Ah, it's okay!" my sahut

"Just change your clothes, you wait here for a minute!" I said excitedly when I saw her not sad and angry like last time I met her

In a hurry, I grabbed my clothes from the closet and immediately went to the bathroom.

But when in the bathroom I could not bear to see my shower that the floor below was very dry, without hesitation I immediately undressed and took a shower. But just shampooing my head immediately shriveled again, whimpering again,

"Dark! I can't stand it!" I muttered while taking a towel and then wearing a change of clothes earlier.

After that I immediately unlocked the door but again - again the nausea was unbearable when only the water that I vomited because I did not eat anything from the morning.

Suddenly my breath felt tight, both my knees felt very weak, then my vision dark.

BRUG!!!

JEGLEK!

"MAS, HUH,!?

MADAM IRVAN BUK!!

mas, Irvan mas!?"