The Forbidden Love of Dara

Forgetting You

Lina and I started talking to each other about something more personal than usual. At first I was very surprised by the question from him that suddenly made me nervous to answer him:

"Van, the girl you've been telling has made you thump when near and thought was far away, right?" ask without hesitation

"Hah Rina, how are you. You can think of that? I knew that Dara as my sister, and a. I.." confused.

"Have Van said again you tried to cover it from me? it's just the two of us here. The truth is I knew from the beginning, from the first time you brought him to my place when he was traumatized by Arga's departure!" said

"What, from the moment he left Arga? aah how could you possibly know, even I haven't noticed it myself!" repay me

"It's a ngaku!" jokingly

"After all you just lured me? I haven't said anything yet!" I'm ashamed to be ashamed

"Apaan the hell you Van, it's clear he's still trying to cover up. Look at your face as red as the sun burns! hahahaaa.it's funny if you fall in love again!" he made fun of me

"Yes, BU DOCTOR I won't lose, I realize I can't lie to you, satisfied!" I pura pura annoyed while holding a smile

"Well, that's good to hear if you do it yourself! so, what, is there anything you want to cheat on me like I don't now? than uneg uneg you hold it yourself and do not meet the answer later even make you dizzy continue to uring uring uruh loh!" ask casually but indirectly forcefully

'Really, he said, I can't keep holding this alone, I really need a friend I can trust for this matter because this is my first impression in love affairs, maybe for experienced people this is just a trivial thing but for me this is a big and very important thing to explore, I don't want the impression of my first love this will just be a memory that fades easily in the breeze of time.'

"Rin, it's not like I don't want to tell you about my feelings, actually, it's just that I'm also still not sure if this is really the true so-called love as a lover or I just love as a brother to his sister?" I doubt it doubt

"As I said before, Van, I've known how you feel since the first time you brought him to my house! from the way you talk to her, the way you look at her and from the way you tell her to me, it all seems obvious!" he said with certainty

"Ma..time anyway? I'm just starting to feel good yet... UHH?!! yes yes I remember, the time he had the same verdict Arga, at that time every time I saw him cry I also immediately felt sad, too, my heart pounded with thump clay face plain with tears even I could almost smell it because it could not stand the lips so red after nangisin Arga!

my mind at that time really wanted to make him calm, really want to make him feel not lonely and want to tell if there is me who will always be by his side, Rin you are right! at that time I really did not understand because I was not experienced at all and I. and I..."

"Yes, I understand everything now!"

"But Rin, I'm afraid, am I wrong if I like Dara, especially people who know she is my sister? that's why I hesitated to admit it let alone my mother who protested a lot!"

"Well why, anyway you also actually have no blood relation? yes no problem dong, besides your family and family are also already affectionate with each other so it's good not complicated anymore to adjust, isn't it?" rina firmly builds confidence

"Why do I doubt? both of our parents would agree that we are together!" sahut Irvan while remembering the praise given by Dara's parents to him.

"But the problem is I've tried once to express my feelings to him about two weeks ago when his papa just came, exactly at midnight after the first incident I gave birth to Betrand!" irvan's story while being clear

"Keep, did he refuse you?" asked Rina seriously and Irvanpun shook his head

"He didn't refuse!"

"So he's hell!" he asked enthusiastically, then Irvan shook his head again

"Not really!" Rina looked confused

"How come? no nolak nerima also not what does it mean anyway?!" Rina started to sewot

"Yeah you know yourself Dara is like how slow, plus in his heart is also still filled with feelings for Arga, so it does not connect alias insensitive to my same expression of him!" Irvan answered with hope

"Geez, doesn't that mean he doesn't have feelings for you? just wait for the moment is just right for ngutarain your feelings that, so do not pessimistic dong! moreover, this is your first love, so it must be brought to calm if too hunted is also not good, the effect is forcing and forced!" suggestion

"But now he has forgotten his memory! do I still have hope of getting her heart? even before he relapsed I was just horrified by himself that he could not be far from me. hiks. se.. now.. now even he who was away from me. hiks.srrrk!" said Irvan while holding back a cry

"Already Van already, if you are sad do you think his mind is also not sad now?"

"You mean?"

"What is the problem with forgetting his memory? if it's tracking you, can it recover?" asked Irvan worriedly

"If from my work experience the case is Dara is not because in addition to lack of oxygen he was severely traumatized because of the death of his father huh? usually at most a year or two until the feeling of heartache is reduced!" answer lightly

"WHAT TWO YEARS?!" shaken by Irvan

"Sssstttt... don't use toak too kali!" sahut Rina glared

"That's just my guess Van, the problem is now that he's getting his blood problem is that German Charite Hospital at the request of his Papa family so where can I get therapy from here, moreover, because of the reason for his trauma that has made him drop, it means that his memory must instead be detained first to avoid his disease relapse during his time there, he said, because you're also only limited to three months and donating blood to him while there!" rina's explanation even more makes Irvan dizzy because sad

"So it's possible that he'll recover even more than two years huh? because this afternoon his mother called him for a while the memory of his life in Indonesia was not suppressed at all, as you said just now, he said, afraid that if he remembers to recover immediately he continued to rumat because of depressed problems here could even be dangerous, because I also have not been allowed to donate blood in the near future, even if it could certainly take a long time to nyampe there! how complicated even this is, can I not fall in love with him?" ask Irvan pessimistically

"Are your vans really soft once? donk's spirit! you also have a lot of busyness here, besides office work you also want to go to college, right, so what are you worried about? now you pray that if he is healed, he will recover all his sicknesses, his blood ache, his stomach ache, his memory pain, his heartache! didn't they?" rina's suggestion was encouraging

"Yes, it's not wrong that I'm friends with you Rin! I've come home there, it's nine o'clock nih mamahmu nyariin!" irvan said grinningly

"Asem you huh? just calm down!"

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(Morning, Charite Hospital of Germany)

"Well, my Papah where the hell hasn't come yet, said mamah won't be long come? but already want this week no news, indeed Indonesia is far away huh?" ask Dara with her forgetfulness

"Yes dear later if the phone network is good Mamah call Papahmu huh? now you don't have to think about it, just think about the things that make you happy, huh?" advice from Mamah Aina

"I want that, but I don't have the slightest happy memory. I just remember I woke up in the hospital, where was it? Sa..Sa.." thought

"Samarinda!" sahut Mamah

"Oiyaa in Samarinda, we're moving to Sing's Hospital.." thought.

"Singapore!"

"Yes Singapore, and keep coming here, so my memory is that! I am from small to big so how is the story mah? ayoo story dong mah I want to know!" dara's whining left Mamah confused

"Let's..." Mama hesitates to want a story for fear that Dara's memory can recover and it could endanger her safety at this time

TOK TOK! KRIEET!

"Excuse me, can I come in?" greet the patient next to the room with his wheelchair

"Hay can dong Guys Indonesia, here!" sahut Dara sumeringah while waving her hand. Mamah Aina also eagerly helped push her wheelchair closer to Dara's bed.

"You'll be out for a minute, baby, you'll see Doni!" pamit Mamah smiled widely leaving Dara both

"Kok tumben alone, where's your sister?" ask Dara

"There's him in my room again, Beib you've had breakfast yet, have you taken the medicine yet?" tanyanya grabbed Dara's hand and kissed her

"Well, just now!

iih you are very considerate of me, even though I do not want anything that is true, but do not know why my heart feeling says that I am really your girlfriend Arga?"