The Forbidden Love of Dara

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"What is a headache? Not really, it's okay!" I answered with a pushy smile

"No what what what?!, his face had withered like that! Rest in yuk's room, for I compress the fever, tomorrow my lecture is also still a holiday so I can take care of the mas all day!" he said, pulling my hand down the stairs

"Just go up first, I'll take the water with the basin first!" said

"Yes!" I said, then I slowly walked up the stairs to my room.

'You even question the pain in my head? Dara, if you knew that my pain actually lies in this heart! but I don't have the slightest bit of courage to say that.' the word in my heart

Arriving in the room I did not lie down immediately, but I opened the balcony door and leaned on the fence, for some reason it felt like arriving - suddenly eager to look at the morning stars scattered in the sky.

'So he said my face withered? is that how I feel until I see it on my face? I don't want to cry and I can't cry!

I keep staring up at the colorful sky, so my tears won't fall.

Why can't everyone live the way they want?

I wanted to find a shooting star to give my hope, but the dawn came too soon, no matter how much I did’a, in the end I won't be able to find a single star

There is not a day when I do not remember you, for I never forget you for a second, let alone the sweet smile on your face.

Whenever I feel sad, I get used to saying I'm fine.

If only time could be stopped! I want to always meet you, always be with you, but I realize there's nothing I can do.

Is there really nothing I can do?

'Although sad but at least this position has been very grateful because I will always be close to him, and if it can be this familiar until old age would have been very happy, of course, so let alone what I expected, maybe my soul mate is still somewhere, I believe it!'

A TAP!

"Mas, why aren't the items in the room even standing here anyway? cold sniffed!" said Dara while touching my shoulder, then when I turned my head I was only able to throw a smile at the pair of eyes that were looking at me attentively

"Geez Mata mas to water it, surely again in great pain huh? I'll take the medicine for a second!"

GREEKS!

I quickly caught his hand and then I pulled and tightly hugged his tiny body.

"Mas Irvan got hit..." Dara tried to take off, but

"Don't take it off, please let me hug like this for a second!" I asked, then he nodded slowly and returned my embrace

I live the smell of the body accompanied by the morning embum that blinds us both out here, out here, the temperature of my body transmitted the heat of her skin but she persisted without the slightest complaint or avoidance of my fever and even pressed her neck against my cheek.

"If one day Arga returns what mas can still deket equally adek?" much

"What the hell, what is still lacking my explanation below? the position of mas in my life is higher than a girlfriend, mas it's almost equal papa because I've been hanging the same mas!" he replied while stroking my back

"Even I should ask like that, if someday mas already have a wife do you still want to take care of me?"

'Nyiit! suddenly there was a pain in my heart when I heard the question just now, it turns out that today I just know the answer to myself why until now I could never like other women out there, and now I really just realized that I already love this girl very much, because not once did I ever think I would love let alone marry any woman even with the girl who was betrothed father, because not once did I think I would love her, I don't want to meet her at all!'

Because I could no longer bear the sense of finally gathering the courage to admit it, maybe because this was the first in my life my heart was pounding faster than when I was shocked.

I let go of my embrace by holding both shoulders, I looked seriously at his wry eyes, then I took a deep breath:

"Sir, I will always take care of you, no wife will ever stand in the way of that! because I love you and you, mas. mas love you!" I said nervously

In an instant the two of us fell silent to each other, the rustling of the dawn wind blew a thin sheet of hair waving waving waving in front of his feet. I know maybe he won't like my expression just now because obviously he already said that he only thinks of me as a big brother, only that I can't hold him anymore.

Her lips that started moving made me tense, then I immediately mentally prepared to listen to the protests or even get angry.

GREEKS!!

"Mas, I also love and love the same mas from the past until now, thank you for always being there for me and thank you for saying that to me!" he said while hugging me

"A..aa.what? is he not angry? and adek also.." My tongue stiff because I did not think this would happen, so happy I was so confused to say what word, only my hands answered with the caress of his hair. Then he continued speaking,

"Why am I angry? it was precisely the words of the mas just made my life so excited again, making me believe that the love in my heart can definitely come back! and even if Arga comes one day, or maybe I'm married.." My hand stops stroking.

"I want to stay close to Irvan so we can keep each other!" continued

'It turns out... turned out that he had misunderstood my expression? so from now on, he really doesn't understand what I mean? or don't don't just say the words I say are wrong? oh my goodness!!' I murmured in my heart

"Why smile at yourself, why?" tannya

"What's wrong, I'm just happy to hear the talk that way, yaudah into yuk, he said to compress the mas!" I answered with a smile

'Let it be, at least I have poured out my heart to him which makes me feel a little relieved. Maybe I was too rushed to express it so he was insensitive because his heart was still filled with love for Arga!

This dawn that begins to rise will bear witness to my first expression of love!'

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(Three months later, in the F-campus)

"Become?!!"

"Oh Betrand, what's wrong?" ask Dara who had stopped stepping when she wanted to go home

"Your class is done today, right? where are you going now?" tanya Betrand who accompanied her walked towards the subscription ojeg who was waiting for Dara

"I want to go home, brother!" answer Dara politely

"You this every day must go straight home, do not like the road first where it is, shopping right? usually girls love shopping, let me last yuuk!" take Betrand

"Thank you brother, but I don't want to go anywhere anymore, besides I will be scolded by my brother if I go home from college to run away first!" Answer Dara plain

"Whose brother are you? aren't you the first kid? owh what does it mean that the neighbor in front of your house is?" ask Betrand who always finds out about Dara

"He's not just my neighbor, you know I'm first, brother!" Reply Dara while preparing to ride the ojeg motorbike

"Then let me drive you home, Ayoo!!" Betrand said as she forced Dara's hand towards her car

"aaagh! no need to brother!!" Dara tried to rebel

"Hey, if people don't want to be forced!" tegur ojeg subscription Dara who is none other than Adhi his friend Irvan

"Eh what do you mean? so the ojeg just a lot of mouths, say if you are afraid of losing income!!" Betrand said as he reached into his pocket while holding Dara with his other hand

"Sister Betrand? how can that be!!" tegur Dara's

Instantly Adhi clenched his hands in offense, because he did this not solely because of money but more importantly wanted to help Irvan keep Dara, but for now he tried to be patient.

"Why is silence not taken, less?!" asked Betrand arrogantly

"SISTER BETRAND WHAT THE HELL IS THAT? I don't like seeing people like that, FREELIN!" Jerk Dara to Betrand, and at that moment Betrand immediately released his hand because of shock to see Dara angry

"Become? how come you are...."

"Ayoo mas Adhi we're home!" said Dara who immediately left Betrand just like that with his money sheet scattered in the street

People around no one dared to approach because they were very familiar with the temperament nature of Betrand, but....

"Sister Betrand is there any Dara?" asked Amira who had just run to Betrand and he immediately collected the money scattered

With a furious expression Betrand was still silent watching Dara with her ojeg who was getting away.

"Sister Betrand?" call Amira while you're handing her the money

"Take it!" betrand immediately turned around

"So wait! I know you like Dara, but it won't work!" amira said while holding her hand, then Betrand turned with a curious face.

"Oiya well, we've been friends since High School, why don't I find out through you, why did I just think of it anyway, Ayooo come with me we find a place to chat!" betrand said as she hugged Amira towards her car

(in the car)

"Where do we eat beib?" ask Betrand

"That's one of them!" sahut Amira

"One of them what?" betrand asked confusedly

"The one that Dara doesn't like! the sister is too easy to call a girl with the name beib, baby, honey who is not who she is sister!" said Amira

"Well, don't girls even like being called like that? it's like they feel pampered, special, in....."

"Yes really! but that call should only be for her boyfriend! if only ordinary temen especially the same girl who was just invited by a new acquaintance, it feels so not special, even impressed easy!" amira

"Now that is it? if you're happy, don't I call you that?!"

"It's nice, but if as a sister's boyfriend, if only considered a regular friend continues to be called so yes it feels BLAND!" Obviously Amira emphasized

"Owh is so, indeed the former Dara whose name is Arga how the hell nature, how does he treat Dara?" ask Betrand who does not know that Arga is actually Amira's brother

"Huh?.. Betrand knows where Dara's ex-name is Arga?" amira asked confused

"That's what I think is easy to know!" betrand replied arrogantly

"Yes If Arga is not only treating Dara specifically, even he is always cold with other girls who approach him, even my sister, Arga even though many like but let alone to be brought to attention, even if she does not, look at her all at the girls!!" amira explained

"So that means that at the school Arga is only close to Dara that way?"

"Yes!" Amira answered

"Crazy!! how is there such a loyal guy?!" betrand said unexpectedly

"Yes there's dong, Arga proof!" amira was proud

"Okay, I understand now! yaudah I will take you back to the garbage!" said Betrand who arrived to turn around his car and call Amira by name

"Eeeh, how come you didn't want to eat?!" amira asked confused

"No, I want to be the same way!!" jutek replied

"Dear brother Jahaaaaat!!" amira panicked

"Hahahaa... I would like to learn to look like Arga so that I can deketin Dara!"

"It won't be the same!!.." whining Amira in the car because she was disappointed

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(Night, at Dara's house)

TOK TOK!

"Lake in!" sahut Dara from his room

JEGLEK! (open the door)

"Eeh mas? what a coincidence mas come, help me do this mas!" pinta Dara as Irvan enters her room

"What task is it?" Irvan immediately took and read for a moment the book that Dara was working on

"It just can't!!" irvan said triflingly

"Iiih mas nih arrogant really mentang mentang always get the highest value in the campus!" said Dara who immediately reminded his purpose to come

"This is what I'm talking about!" said Irvan while pulling Dara's hand towards the bed

"But my job?"

"Yes, help me work!" he invited her to sit next to him

"What's wrong, so serious?!" asked Dara who saw Irvan's tense expression

For a moment Irvan was silent thinking about the words he wanted to say while looking for the reason.

"emm...dek, can not if the campus move accelerated?"

"Why is it mas? not that we've agreed that I move one smester wait a second, besides I haven't had time to find a new campus!" answer Dara

"aa... That's. because.. aaa..." Irvan is confused to explain that in fact he had news from Adhi that Betrand had begun to dare with Dara

"A what mas? how was that a while?" ask Dara who is impatient so join the mangap mangap

"Anu, that, what tuh ,ck , uh. this is the deck. So, just now, there was a temen mas through the front of the campus, he continued to see fit want to go home he said pulled pull a guy, he said, that's it!" irvan said as he scratched his head for not being used to lying

"Oowh that, yes, yes, there was my senior brother when I wanted to go home he meant me to come home with him, continue mas Adhi subscription ojeg ku until thrown a lot of money for his happiness because only the negur he pas narik me, yes I am angry and go straight home the same mas Adhi!" dara's story explains

*Please do not imitate bad treatment