
'I don't know if my life is right or wrong,
people around me are real or fake,
what they say is honest or lies, they,
I was blind to see, though,
deaf even though they can hear,
dead even alive!
Right now I'm kind of thrown into another life, a life I don't know its origin, even a life in which I don't know who it is, all they say is my nickname Dara, a first-term student who has to take a break during treatment in this Berlin city, Mamahku Aina pastry chef who has a cake shop near our house, My sister Doni is a third-grader of the Gamer Junior High and a foreign language expert, and my girlfriend Arga is a smart boy who is not only a lesson but also a great music player, if Papahku..his name is Haris but until now I have never met him because until now he has not come to see me.
I was treated here on the recommendation of my uncle, who was a surgeon at one of the hospitals in Singapore, and then at the request of my grandfather. They said I had to undergo some therapy and research because of the abnormalities in my blood that often reduced suddenly and only fit with one donor, namely my brother Irvan who is now in Indonesia, while Arga my boyfriend said that he had a motorcycle accident more than a year ago which resulted in a bone fracture later until he was almost paralyzed, but thanks to several operations now has a recovery stage.
From Arga's mobile phone there are many saved photos and some video while we were together, it makes me sure that I am really his girlfriend, he said, but in my mother's cellphone there is nothing stored because she said her old phone was lost while on the way to this hospital he said, but luckily Arga had some photos with my family that led me to believe that they were my real family.
It's just that Arga doesn't keep his pictures papah and my brother, so I don't know what their faces are like, my social media is also locked privacy so it can't be opened because I don't want the password!' muttered Dara in her daydream
"Why are you being so moody?" ask Arga
"Aah! It's okay that I'm just a little dizzy just as slightly nauseous." replied Dara with a slight smile
"I'll call your doctor first?" said Arga started to turn his wheelchair
"Eeh no need to beib, this is indeed the effect of the drug! I'm just not used to it being a bit uncomfortable, said the doctor of medicine that I take is indeed a lot of side effects, let alone blood enhancer drugs make me afraid first before drinking, said the doctor, because if you've been drinking it my heart immediately pounding thump later!" dara was complaining
"Patient dong beib all drugs must have side effects, but if you do not drink later even so long he healed. Now, which one did you drink before? later on, so you do not get too nervous the effects of the drug meningan taken the road clay scenery, all the cementin I surf the road how, surely it has been almost a week in the room continues?" arga's offer encouraged while taking the medicine
"Yes I want to!" dara's response agreed while receiving the medicine Arga prepared and then taking it.
She went downstairs and prepared to wear her jacket and slowly pushed Arga's wheelchair to drive her to her room. Arriving in the room, Arga immediately put his chair and replaced with a stick to support his right hand.
"Here I help!" said Dara while gently grabbing the thick jacket in Arga's hand and putting it on
"Is my future wife really understanding huh? it's not wrong that I picked you!"
"What the hell are you!" zombie Arga makes Dara blush
Although Dara does not remember anything about this guy in front of her, but the feeling of no stranger breaks down the wall of awkwardness that makes her instantly very familiar.
"Have you? Ayoo walk, hold my hand dong beib!" pinta Arga who began to step while stretching his left arm, he hoped that Dara slipped his arm and took him along during the trip.
"Don't I become a burden, lightening like this, well so you can support me!" the word Dara which immediately loosened Arga's arm on the boat meant that Arga embrace it.
"You, I'm heavy! later if I'm jatoh you become part of the jatoh also how?"
"What's okay, it's supposed to be like that, right?" Dara replied that immediately made Arga smile but her eyes were glassy.
While walking towards the park, Arga also remembered the incident five days ago during his meeting with Aina maam this hospital. At that time he was with one sister and one papa aide was taking the results of his therapy in the ICU side room and accidentally met with Aina's mother in front of the room.
"Aina Aina's aunt?" tegur Arga hesitates.
"Huh, Arga? really Arga?" With her eyes puffy Mamahnya Dara also observed the person who rebuked her, she looked confused between believing and not with what she met, slowly she approached Arga's wheelchair just to make sure the reality.
"Yes my aunt Arga! auntie why is she here, who's sick?" arga's trite base convinces the mother of her boyfriend
Suddenly Bu Aina immediately covered her mouth with a circle of tears began to fall down her cheeks.
"Hikshiks.. Aaa.. Arga, this Arga is really you son, where are you going? Dara kept waiting for your news! Hikshiks.." said Ms. Aina to the point of squatting limp next to Arga's wheelchair.
"Oh my goodness, ayoo stood aunty sitting there again!" pinta Arga can not bear to at once not feel good to see it
"Auntie sorry before, I actually already knew that Dara was sick since my departure." she was afraid of fear
"What, you know, you know where? and all this time why haven't you been telling me?" ask bu Aina curious
"Yes aunt I always read the social media Dara and Amira without daring to comment anything. Auntie see for myself my condition is not fully recovered and still need a few more months for therapy, I can only sit in a wheelchair like this can what? not to mention the restraints of my Papah that forbid me to communicate with my brother even my own mother.
I have absolutely no freedom under the supervision of my papah, so I decided to resign from my past life in Indonesia including my togetherness with Dara, so I decided to resign from my past life in Indonesia, I hope he forgets me and finds another man who isn't as flawed as me!" he said, but the word actually made Aina bu stoic stooped while hearing it
"Arga, don't you know how much Dara has suffered since your unannounced departure? she kept crying for months, she no longer had any appetite, she even wanted to hug your school alma mater that you left to Amira, and Amira's condition is now... Hiks.." Aina ma'am couldn't continue the story
"Mante I know what's going on there, because there's a confidant of mine who's always telling me, if I was healthy, I would not have stayed silent to teach the same guy named Betrand! but unfortunately what can I do now? even walking must be helped with tools like this!" arga lamented the fate of his wheelchair
"That's why don't you talk, son! you are now also because you have saved Dara, if not because you might be that weak child would have been absent, but if you regret it too aunt accept because it is the fact that you became this because of the aunt's child! Hicks.."
"No aunt, this is all I deserve! if only from the beginning I told you that Amira was actually my cousin, surely a misunderstanding between me and Dara would not have happened, he said, surely he will not be angry even to run to the streets without seeing the situation first on the road, and he got that careless just to avoid me who continues to pursue him. I pantes accept this tan, I'm willing to be like this, only what makes me so unwilling is the state of Dara which is now started because of the mistakes I made!" Said Arga regretting, then Aina ma'am stroked the back of her high school best friend's son.
"If so we consider this a common mistake that has been predestined by God, how and anyone we meet remains like this the way. Son, if indeed you know from the beginning until now means you also already know the condition of Dara now?"
"Yes Aunt, I know Dara's amnesia due to trauma but I had no idea that Dara would be treated here because the last I heard of her plan was to take her to Holland."
"Yes, but after two days of negotiations it was finally decided here. If Arga himself is being treated here too?" ask Aina gently
"No tan, I was previously hospitalized in America. This year I am just going to go to college in this city, because my papah has been from last year preparing it and my house is also near here.
But aunt, I want to ask permission from my aunt, if I may want to nemenin Dara treatment here. I'm actually just having therapy at this hospital, but even at home I'm just a nurse and a guard, I'm lonely, and I miss Dara, too, please give me a chance to correct my past mistakes!"
Footage:
Irvan: It's good that I'm eliminated again! I didn't show up again, did I? Thor is out!
Indra : Oh Van you why the hell, just healed already making a storm again here? (take Irvan's share)
Rina : Yes Van, said it was a bit quiet yesterday?
Irvan: Let go of me Dra!
try to think Rin, if only Dara was healthy I would, but now that Arga has appeared, what does this mean? am I going to be thrown out? am I really going to be eliminated?!
Mutya: Hoaam! (hair scratch)
what the hell is it? disturb the sleep of people!
Irvan: Ma'am mut I'm not willing to script the story is like gini, over, over!!
Mutya : Do I really not know who Van has made the scenario of this episode, I think you are the one who wrote the script?
Arga : Ahem! I made it, until this Episode I have written the story sister!
Irvan: you again you again! I just wanted to....
Dara: Beib, what are you doing here? (near Arga)
Irvan : Deck? (lifting hands)
Arga: Why not do it, let us walk the road again my future wife! (embrace)
Aya: Ayoo! (just go away)
*Well, what's the next story? ayoo who has an idea - for dong his idea!