Send My Letter to Heaven's

Ancient Castle

3 Years passed. My age has increased, my life has changed.

Brother Dhafin goes as far as my eyes can see. I could no longer meet her smile, nor greet her as the sun began to rise revealing her bright silhouette.

Alone, locked myself in a house that bears witness to the memories between me, my parents, and my brother.

5 Months Brother Andrian no longer visit me. Maybe, he's tired of persuading me to just go out to the house.

Hye Flo is abandoned. There is no more life in my flower shop.

Kenzie hasn't shown himself in two weeks. Just a stale knock on the door I no longer hear.

I, uh, locked myself in a house full of memories that outsiders have barely touched over the past year.

More easily, I locked myself in.

How do I eat? And how do I drink?

Good people put ready-to-eat food on the doorstep. Every 1pm, I'll be out to pick it up. Believe one thing? I don't even know who the delivery person is. All I know is that he's not Andrian or Kenzie.

Am I living well?

From everything I've said, I'm far from good. My life has been ruined since the accident hit me. And my life was ruined when Dhafin left me.

Let me ask you guys. For those of you who have been left behind, can you still hold on?

I lost my grip. Where should I look for him?

The clock shows at 1 p.m. I quietly opened my bedroom curtains.

The reflection of the full moon timidly greeted me. But the radiance of the stars, loudly flaunting his bright flickering.

Two corners of my lips pulled opposite. As beautiful as they are, making me feel at home looking at him even though he can not reach it.

You were the one who was left behind, how are you?

I'm not very good news.

Can you eat well and sleep well?

I'm not at all.

I see, everyone comes and goes in turns non-stop. Not a single creature could stop him. Because that is the destiny of human life.

Born, big, mature, old, died.

Who would have thought, before old brother Dhafin left me.

How are you doing with my love?

I repeat, the last two weeks have been no more greetings from someone I love.

Did he leave?

Probably yes, probably not either.

"Hyera?!"

A loud voice coming from the bushes living in the courtyard of the house sounded in my ear.

From where I was standing on the balcony of the room, I saw the silhouette of a man standing in front of the gate with a thick black jacket as his body warms.

I pulled my long hair there and here. Unmanaged, that's how I am now.

My eyes are staring at him. Then I saw, he smiled and waved his hand.

Kenzie, my love that's two weeks away is still here.

I saw his figure standing up loudly defying the wind. Seeing it from the balcony of my room was enough to treat my longing.

The two corners of his lips on the pull grew wider. His white teeth lined up neatly added a handsome impression to his smile. Her wide eyes narrowed as her smile grew more and more she pulled the opposite.

"I miss!"

The two words he shouted entered seamlessly into my eardrum.

Nope. That's not what I want. I wish the boy had gone away and forgotten me.

The smile I gave immediately faded when Kenzie said he missed me with his loud voice.

Why don't I like that word?

Let's go back. There is a lot of hardship that I have already imposed on him who claims to care.

There are so many wonderful stories and sacrifices that Kenzie has made for me.

Sorry, this may sound rude. But I, feel like a fucking human carrier.

I don't want anyone to leave anymore. I don't want anyone to get hurt again. I don't want anyone putting their lives on to make me happy.

Until the thought of locking myself out of the social environment penetrated and provoked my brain and my heart to cooperate.

It ended I actually did it and shut down all the access that was in my life.

When am I going to get out?

Tomorrow.

When the sun shows itself right over my head, I'm gonna get out of my house.

Look at the blue clouds that work together in space. Staring at the flowers vying for each other bloomed. And see cats fighting over each other for food.

I'll show myself when I'm 20.

Tomorrow, my birthday is here. And I will come out like a new born person in the world.

As long as I wait for the sun to shine tomorrow, I won't look long at the people I love that I've struggled with so much.

I hope I can get up even a little at a time and return to being a new figure that is free from pain.

I will show the Creator and the fate that played me so far, that they chose me wrong for them to play.

I will prove that I am stronger against the destiny that once held me back.

Hyera Jenaro, an orphaned girl with no siblings, is also disabled by an accident, is it possible to rise from the slump?

If you were me, would I be able to rise? Or is it better to remain locked away inside a house that will later turn into a terrifying ancient castle?

Believe me, being alone and pretending to be okay is painful.

I hope I'm the only creature that lives full of trials.

Even if you experience something similar to me or worse than me, I hope you can be a strong figure beyond the power of Captain America in the Avengers movie.

Although it is difficult to get up, trying to step in a little different direction will not make you tired.

Let's hold on, tomorrow will be a new lesson and journey for me as well as for you who have a similar fate.

About him I love, sorry to bother so much. I'm still waiting for you, but I don't expect much from my love.

I quite understand, the perfection I don't have will be worse if I have to share it with you.

Let it be like this. You still consider me a friend, and I choose you as my little heart.

A chain that I stretched and didn't reach, might break someday. But, as long as the chain is not broken let me enjoy my love from a perfect person like you.

Kenzie, I missed you too. But I'm afraid of hurting you.