Send My Letter to Heaven's

Hospital

The steps collide with the asphalt

kupijaki. Every now and then my shoulder hits the shoulder of someone else who walks

obstruct me. My tears flowed without asking. My chest's been tight ever since

I heard from Brother Andrian ten minutes ago.

My steps are getting runnin' even though I know

it will all end in vain. My voice was muffled by my own crying. Thundering

the wind deliberately hit my body. I'm tired, I think I'm already

run as far and as fast as I can. Who would have thought, my head

looking back, it was only two blocks that I passed through from the speed of that step

i pacu.

From where I stand now, I even

I can still see my shop which is only two blocks away. I repeat, only two

block.

Two large palms led me.

My head turned towards the left side, and my eyes caught the tinngi figure with a motor

it's black, which I don't know when the bike came.

One hand rubbed my shoulder,

switch to wipe away the tears that litter my cheeks. Kenzie came and

told me to get on the iron horse immediately.

No need for long talks, my feet straight

I took him on Kenzie's black motorcycle. Both my hands were pulled

ahead, I know what he means, the kid wants me to hold on to him. And

right, after the motorbike was back on, Kenzie forwarded the motor

split the city of Seoul that afternoon.

All the way my eyes closed. Wind that

flying my hair, I ignored it. Some vehicle horn

greeted us. Whether it's a warning to us to be careful or

warning us to lower the speed of the motor.

My heart is beating faster. More

fast compared to when I received Andrian's message and sacrificed

one of my newly budding roses fell on the floor.

The rose I accidentally dropped

hands after I read the contents of Andrian's message.My eyes blurred along

my life was silent without a sound. My legs are soaking, even my whole body

almost eye taste.

Lucky Kenzie came straight and

caught my body that almost fell to the floor. I know, the kid must be

got the same message from Andrian.

Five minutes I restored my consciousness,

and for five minutes I rebelled against the Creator. I said with

loud through my heart ‘This is a lie right? What other drama are you doing

with my life?’

A little compulsion, I forced my feet to

race to the place where Brother Andrian told me. Although my feet

give up on the second step, but my body still forces me to go back

stride over.

Hyerah,

Dhafin's sister was unconscious and rushed to the Hospital.

That short message, but enough to make me

the heat of the fog almost died because of the breath that suddenly felt tight. ‘Don't now,

I begu’. That's the word I always say from the moment I force a step. ‘Cure

my brother, I beg’ and other prayers come with me.

Kenzie motor stops at the intersection of the lights

reds. My eyes caught a lot of people walking in the middle of that highway

black and white stripes where they cross.

My memories instantly floated on the food

also the medicine I prepared for my sister. Did I eat wrong? What

Fuck with becus no becus.

No matter how good I am at taking care of Dhafin,

I should have known that today would come. I should have known that fate

can't be foxed. Many times I have advised others about this,

about the coming and going of man, but stupidly I did not apply to

myself.

Can talk, but cannot act.

Cowardly. Idiotically. Just keep trying without prayer.

The tears that stopped came back

sliding across my cheek. I don't know, I didn't know these tears were falling

many times. All I know is, maybe tomorrow there won't be any more stock of tears,

because my tears are drained today.

“Ra,”

If only I could meet an angel

death and making a life covenant for my brother, I want my life and my life

Dhafin brother in exchange.

“Ra,”

I want Dhafin's brother to live longer.

Much longer.

“Ra,”

I'm the one with the defect that should have been me leaving. I

which is a lot of shortcomings I should have a deadly pain. Why should

my perfect brother?

“Hyera,”

I know pain can't be asked for. I

pain can be brought to anyone. No matter you are content

or shortages. It doesn't matter if you are beautiful or not. No matter you are old

or young.

Pain and death can come at any time without

could request.

“Hyera!”

Both my eyes blinked. My heart is back

it's ticking.

“We have arrived. Come down.”

My eyes stared beautifully at the two beads that were in the

ahead of me through the rearview mirror of the motor. Then my eyes shifted to the big building

but it looks calm and quiet in front of me. This hospital, I remember

nya.

Not the hospital I used to visit

for children with cancer. But this hospital, the house where my father and mother

take the last breath. The hospital where we were treated 12 years ago.

“Ayo.”

I grabbed Kenzie's invitation. Get off the motor

and immediately stepped in the footsteps of the boy.

The interior is still the same. The hospital smell

the typical will smell of medicine instantly stinging as my feet step in more

inside the hospital area.

I thought, it's all the same. There's no one

changed completely even though the time has passed for 12 years.

I was 5 years old, but

I vividly remember how the details of the hospital bear witness to the

the deadly incident that took the lives of my parents. Occurrences

that, that cry, that feeling of loss, came back ringing in

my mind.

Please, don't let it happen 12 years

it happened again in this hospital.