Send My Letter to Heaven's

Please, Wake Up

My arrival was quite a surprise to Andrian

who was chatting with Doctor Aber. I didn't even know that Doctor

Aber or Father Brother Andrian also served in this Hospital.

Once I get there, it doesn't take long,

Brother Andrian immediately stormed and grabbed me. My tears are flowing more and more

kak Andrian said with his hoarse voice, ‘Sabar Ra.’ Two words that make my world more broken.

My body is getting squeezed in his arms.

Closely the decapitation given Brother Andrian was not even able to support the weight

my body. Just a word of patience, but the worst thoughts perch alternately in the

my head.

I hate it when I see the people I'm

love lay helpless, yet I could do nothing for her.

My steps, I pace with a calm tempo, though

actually shaking. Both my hands shook, but I was forced to

hand in hand. My tears held back once more so as not to fall. I stood up,

in the doorway of the room that she slept with Kak Dhafin.

From here I can see the body. Bodies

tall and strong which has always been my pride. A tall and strong body that becomes

my home to go home. The tall and sturdy body that always protected me. Bodies

tall and strapping who was now lying helplessly on the sickly bed.

Those two beautiful eyes were tightly closed. Lips

full of cherry turns pale color. That handsome face now

it's white. The chest of the field is now embedded many tools that I

I don't know his name myself.

His life is now supported by tools.

Brother Dhafin, my very brother

honey, my only family, his life depends on tools.

“Constrate no Ra?” The Voice of Andrian

interrupting hearing. Though hesitating, but my head nodded slowly.

Both of my shoulders are still in soft embrace

by Kenzie. The two men, now strengthen me on the right and left.

“Come, we're there.” Again the voice of Andrian

makes me wake up from the daydream. With a slow step, I approached

kak Dhafin's.

Sound sound life buffer machine making

dad's hurting. Kak Dhafin's breathing was very slow and orderly, calm. Although pale, though,

Both my hands shook slightly. Touched

big hands Kak Dhafin who is free from the hose. There are many hoses, there are

a lot of tools, I can't describe them one by one.

His hands were cold, pale, as if nothing

the blood flowing. No more reply from the hand I gave.

That big hand, I miss that hand rubbing my head dearly. Hand

that, I miss erasing the tears I accidentally shed in front of him.

That hand, that hand this morning

embrace me with full love. The hand that was in the morning still rubbed my head

to make me rebel slowly because my hairdo was ruined. Hand

this morning I made breakfast.

“Kak, why do you have to fall asleep so fast?

Brother must be awake, right? Don't keep sleeping, I'm angry when I get brother

not waking up from sleep. Seriously.” My racau.

“Do not want to hear my nagging again?

Don't you want to argue with me again? Don't want to babble because

my stubbornness again? Come on, wake up, don't sleep. I can't wake you

if the way you sleep like this. Don't want to make me cry, do you? If not

want to wake up this second too, at least last a little longer.”

Kenzie's hand again stroked my shoulder.

Taking a moment to look at him, the boy smiled. “Kak Dhafin more

stronger than we know.” I-i understand.

This man is much stronger than I am

ween. Much better than I'm worried about. But, I still can't

it was fine when his eyes were tightly closed to hide the beautiful twinkle

nya.

“Dhafin says, you can't be sad Ra.”

I looked over to Brother Andrian.

“When did you say Kak?”

“Every day.”

Again, my eyes closed. Thousands of thorns felt

slamming my heart. Apparently, Dhafin's sister had estimated everything.

His life, his life rations, his breathing opportunities, everything. He always

leave me to everyone. From here I understand, Brother Dhafin is sincere

if you have to leave suddenly.