SADNESS OF MY LIFE

69.I was sick 3

Even though I was sick I took care of my in-laws, before I took the medicine from the doctor, I gave breakfast and medicinal drinks to the in-laws. After finishing giving the medicine in-laws I continued to have breakfast and take medicine.

At 11 pm I give lunch to my parents and uncles in the fields/in the fields.if I do not give lunch to the fields/to the fields they want to eat what there. even though I am sick, I will try to be healthy, so I can find my child and watch them all.

I'm sure, surely my son will be in my arms again.now I must focus on caring for my in-laws first to heal quickly, if it is healed let me calmly find my son.

I teach in-laws every day to walk and talk, even once a month in-laws I control to the hospital. Even though my in-laws have an increase for the road but I still can't stay.

I must be patient and strong so that I can quickly find Naura again, I am sure I will definitely meet my son Naura.

Today I delivered in-law control to the hospital, so that the condition of the in-laws is better than before.My in-laws were there in road therapy so as not to use a wheelchair. but now my in-laws are getting here less and less, the doctor says I have to move on so fast to walk and can heal again.

My body is also not healthy, I have to keep the spirit for the sake of my children, parents, and in-laws.I have to be healthy in order to be reunited with my family.

After finishing up in therapy in-laws I immediately went home, because my in-laws had settled in therapy. The doctor suggested I should move a lot and talk more smoothly.

Me and my in-laws went home, before I went home to show you somewhere near the hospital.I don't understand why my in-laws showed me that place, I wonder what is going on with that place?

I pushed the wheelchair in-law, I followed it all to the in-laws' wishes.I kept walking and pushed the wheelchair in-law, I guess my in-laws showed it to the side of the hospital road, it turns out that the in-laws took him to a remote village there.

I also immediately said:

" where are you going, ma'am?

" this is a long way off, I'm not strong!

" mom should go home quickly, because today I have not taken the medicine!

My parents-in-law kept showing me the way, I kept walking even though I was no longer strong down the road.just I forced it to walk, I was very suspicious what was this? ,my father-in-law kept showing me that way.

Arriving at the end of the road, my in-laws showed me an old house, said my in-laws, I had to go to the house.I felt afraid, I just wanted to go to the house. when he got there, I just arrived in front of the house, I heard the sound of Ridwan in the house.I immediately knock on the door was tok tok tok who opened the door Ridwan. I didn't think he was in the house, even Ridwan was surprised to see me coming.

I immediately brought my in-laws into the house, thank God Naura is there, I was very happy to see my son healthy aja. I also immediately hold and kiss Naura. " Thank you for meeting me with my son .Naura's mother is very dear and misses you." said Elisha

The pain I felt disappeared instantly, I was instantly healed because I had met my son. Naura was in the same hug I even laughed, I was very fond of.

Shortly after I was pulled by Ridwan, then Ridwan said:

I also answered all my regrets to Ridwan:

" remember well, I reiterate you once again.You are not my fault, but it is your fault all of you. during marriage you have never given a living, born, mind to me, mind to me, during my pregnancy have you ever given something/your child's clothes?, even the money giving birth is money from my own parents, you have never given/noticed me in the slightest. even biyaya to the hospital and take care of your mother the same me all. You as her child can not do anything against your parents. instead leave your parents in the hospital alone, alone, where is your conscience?, is it my fault? elisha's Speech to Ridwan

Ridwan was immediately shocked, heard a remark from me.I guess Ridwan I do not know if he was destroyed because of his own actions, he separated from me because he did not want to work, did not have a steady income, he did not want to work, he continued to have a lot of debt until his parents' house was confiscated.

Soon a woman asked Ridwan:

" ready for this?

" why bring the kid?

"who is that wheelchair mom?

I'm surprised if Ridwan in this house is the same woman, who is this woman? , than I was curious I immediately asked them:

" sorry who is Ridwan?

" you're in this house with this woman?

After I asked that, Ridwan cut all my questions and he explained everything.that the woman is Ridwan's new wife, I was very surprised to hear all the words from Ridwan. why can he remarry another woman, while I have not been divorced with him, even though he already has a new wife and family why can not divorce me and instead bring Naura.

My heart was very sick, lying with Ridwan. I not long after I brought Naura home, I did not want my son to stay with them.

I did not long from that I immediately went home with Naura, but my in-laws wanted to come with me. I deliberately in-law I was not brought home, but I was not brought home, let the in-laws stay with Ridwan's son there.

Right on the road Ridwan overtake me, want to take Naura from my lap. I keep running for help so I can take Naura. I continue to follow Ridwan, Ridwan, I continue to, I was tired of not being able to run anymore, I immediately found a place to hide so that Ridwan could not take Naura.

I continued to pray all the way:

" yeh Alloh tong me, Ridwan not to bring my son again, I can only pray to you. I miss very much my son. do not let me be far away from my son again. "prayer of Elisha while blindsided

After that I find a place to rest, let me not meet Ridwan. along the way I remember my in-laws, if bring Naura how? because in-laws can't hold Naura well.if I choose in-laws, what kind of child would I be? so I took Naura, I miss my son Naura, I haven't seen her in a long time.

"excuse me mom, I can't take mom. While I'm staying with Ridwan, I hope you're okay there and hopefully you'll get well soon". elisha said while worrying about his in-laws.