SADNESS OF MY LIFE

68.I was sick 2

Arriving at the hospital, my parents and I looked for my in-laws room.I immediately asked the hospital attendant, it turns out he was indeed in the hospital here.

I looked for my in-laws room, before long his room had met. right at the open door of his room it turned out my in-laws were very sick, he had a stroke ,I didn't expect my in-laws to be so ill.

I asked my son where? Where is Ridwan now? but my in-laws couldn't answer just to shake their heads. I asked Naura where she was shedding tears, I was confused where Naura was?

I wait for Ridwan to come to the hospital, I will not go home if I have not met my son Naura. I try to ask the doctor who handles my in-laws:

" I'm sorry doc I want to ask, if the family where is this mother?

" Is there anything waiting for you in the hospital?

" And while in the care of this mother bring a small child or not?ask Elisa to the doctor.

The doctor answered:

"Sorry, is this still his family mother Sulis (parents Ridwan? ask the doctor to Elisha

" it's true doc, I'm still his family Elisha replied to the doctor.

"oh sukur, Sulis' mother has met with her family replied the doctor.

" What do you mean Doc, I don't understand? ask Elisa to the doctor.

" i mean, sukur Sulis' mother has met her family, it has been 3 days this mother is no nemenin. she always cries every day, she always cries every day, she has,even during treatment here has not paid for treatment at this hospital.I want to tell his family and want to contact whom I do not know. greeting the doctor to Elisa

" What a doc, so all this time his son did not come to the hospital.Even visit his son never.continue sorry doc, doc, who's this mother here and brought a little kid not doc?" elisha says to the doctor

" first here Sulis mother with her son a boy and bring a toddler girl, after handled by this mother she immediately went so aja. said the doctor

I immediately limp no longer strong to stand, I can not hear the story all from the doctor.why is he very much the same parents, and now take my child to where? I've been cape with my life like this.

I don't know what else to do, I've been trying to find the way here there is no end, while Ridwan instead brought Naura did not know where. I don't want to have to take care of Ridwan's mother until healed.all biyaya Ridwan's mother has been paid the same as my parents.

Almost a month Ridwan's parents were treated in the hospital, and during that time I and my parents took care of Ridwan's parents in the hospital. I take good care of Ridwan's parents thank God there are already results, he has been no development can move his hands. My parents proposed to the doctor so that Sulis' mother can take road medication, he has been, and finally the doctor allowed Sulis' mother/ (his parents Ridwan) to go home today in a wheelchair .

I also want to not have to take care of Ridwan's parents in my house, because how is he still my in-laws.me and Ridwan have not been legally divorced just separated the house, even though I was sick , even though I was , I have to work hard to live my life now.

With his running time, Ridwan's parents

(my in-laws) he can talk little by little.he says to me:

" teeeerrrrriiiiimmmmaaaa kkaaassssiiihhhh ELL, kaaammuu suudahh mmmeeerrawattt mmahhh deenngann bbaik. mmaaff kkaann mmaahh ssuudahh Meenyuuush kaann kkkkammuuuuu. Ridwan's parents (my father-in-law) said to Elisa in a soft tone.

I was also very happy to hear in-laws I could talk about it, although it was unclear and slowly I was still grateful because he had developed well.

During my care for my in-laws, do not forget I prepare lunch for my parents and uncles to the rice fields/fields.day I was very busy with mepayatan in-laws , every morning I have to give breakfast and take medicine for in-laws, not to mention I have to take food to my parents to the rice fields/to the fields, while I have not yet found my son Naura, Naura, I don't know where my son is now and how he is doing?

Every morning I always take my in-laws to walk and sunbathe in front of the house, while drying me the movement of his hands and feet to heal quickly. even my in-laws were told to learn to talk again to make it smoother.My in-laws are strong people, he always eager to heal.

If I don't have the heart to leave him at home, no matter how he is my father-in-law.he only has me, while Ridwan's son doesn't know where now.

If he does not meet with me, what is his fate?, his fate is very bad, while his son does not think about the fate of his mother.Elisha said

I became worried about my son Naura, is he okay there? , now again what? did he notice his father? elisha's concern for Naura.

" o Allah protect my son, where he is I beg you to protect my son Naura.May my son in a good way, I can only pray and pray to you". elisha's Prayer for His Child.

After I prayed, the in-laws called me. He was grateful to have been able to speak well, he continued to apologize to me, because he had troubled me, even Ridwan has taken your child by force and always threatens you. In-laws I am very embarrassed by the behavior of Ridwan his child with my family.

I'm horrified in-laws I said it's so sad, why if his mother has such thoughts, while his son Ridwan does not have the same feeling as me. he's getting here more and more unbecoming, but he's not, what else is Naura now with Ridwan. I am so worried about my son Naura, if I know where Naura is, I will pick Naura up now to the sanah.

Now I can only pray, so that I can be found again with my son. may my son return to my arms amen.