SADNESS OF MY LIFE

37. My sorrow has no stopping 2

at 07:00 Elisha went to work, before leaving Elisha had breakfast first. The difference this time, Elisa accompanied this same apple with Agus (dating means).Elisha is opening WA. I don't think Yana is online, he is making his wife's status.

God, do you know who this status is for? Obviously to me, Not to be defeated, Elisha also made a status. he Reply setatus: Allah said to me, "the words of Elisha.

Day after day passed.Yana's wife also made Setatus nyindir nyindir me (Elisha) she hated me. For some reason, Elisha thought about it tonight. Elisha was surprised, why does he hate me? Never mind, no need to think about him anymore. What matters is that I don't hate Yana . Elisha lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling of the room.

Memories of Yadi . And there is no way Elisha forgot that, not as fast as turning his hands to forget you yan. Elisha said while staring at his picture. The rain this time was so heavy accompanied by lightning that struck. It was so sad, so sad that my heart felt it too. Elisa plays the Malaysian song, Elisa also permeates the song to tears of sadness.

Elisha saw the wound still wrapped in bandages. Elisha remembered what happened a week ago. The song changes with the following song, which is one of Elisa's favorite songs and Yana's passion.

This song makes Elisha remember the memories with Yana first.Elisa unconsciously shed tears again.

Give me an answer

Break down the conclusion

Let my soul calm

After the old love has passed

It's impossible to forget

Our agreement

Under the bamboo grove

When the moon is falling. oh oh oh...

Missing.. longing as longing...

But you don't understand oh oh...

Pilu...

But you don't care...

Shameful...

But what power people do not want...

Want...

But what power people hate.

Hearing the lyrics, “Malaysia with the title: Miss Serindu Rindunya" made Elisa cry. I remember that Elisha and Yana were studying this song. Carry the lyrics of the song while playing the song as well. And at that very moment Yana came, singing the lyrics, and,

“Rindu Serindu Rinduya”

Elisha usually heard Yana singing in a sweet voice. Elisha heard it only with a memory and Elisha was so moved to remember the incident with Yana.

Even Elisha listened to the sound of Yana singing the lyrics, just looking out Turned Yana standing in front of the window of Elisha's room that was singing. Yana also sang the lyrics over and over again while looking at Elisha with a loving gaze.Yana continued the lyric song until it ran out and from that song the most Elisha likes of the song.

Yana?” ask Elisha. How can you be here and look at Elisha crying like that?

“So all this time?” I'm trying to string the words together, “So that's been your goal all along? Changing the nature is not as fast as reversing the palm that can change so sajah. Elisha said.but this is not how EL”? yana's words were not felt, tears fell from Elisha's face.

“That disappointment must be there, I'm sorry.” yana said

“Quite, you should please go home do not step on my house again, if you want to hurt." said Elisha

“So, you don't want to excuse me?”yana

“Who said?” speech of Elisha.

" Elisha smiled and immediately wiped away his tears, Elisha said

“Don't repeat again ya.” you have to live better than me, you should be able to forgive me well!!!!" yana's Speech

Elisha looked at Yana affectionately, ''Elisa and yana embraced each other. The sadness of Elisha was instantly gone by tonight. When the one whom Elisha loved was near Elisha.

I

LOVE

YOU !!

Yana❤

While Elisha met Yana, Elisha forgot that Yana was married to someone else😞. Elisha could not accept that fact.

Even Elisha was more happy when Yana continued to come to the house of Elisha with songs that Yana created. all Malaysian songs were memories of Elisha with Yana. so Elisha could at any moment not forget Yana as well.

During the night Elisha always memuter the song and it continues without Elisha bosen listen to her. if Elisha listen to the song Elisha more eager to work.

To his esikan Elisha waited for Yana, to come to the house of Elisha again but Yana did not come too. would nelp/WA afraid of the same will of his wife. Elisha came here so it's not good.

Elisha was once conscious:

am I wrong? approaching Yana who is married? if I am not like this, my heart is getting hurt, Elisha said.

Elisha wanted to forget about Hannah, but Elisha could not make Elisha's heart hurt more.O God, how should I? i tangent? I don't teunteu direction?

On the good side of her Elisha would be very close with Yana, but I do not want to be confused to disturb the household of people.do I have to relit Yana even though my heart is hurt. elisha's speech is getting here more and more tangent and question marks.

Elisha tangent, want to confide in my mother I am afraid mamah worried with me. But if I am alone I feel very heart that slashed. forced Elisha to write again in the book. now Elisha's friend is a book. From now on Elisha will not tell anyone who's bad luck, free to tell the same theme also there will be no end of his illness.

But if I don't tell the same friend/mom I'm not satisfied with the reality of life.if I write to books continuously others will not know my problems.

my suffering is endless, am I born to suffer and continue to suffer? when am I happy, huh Alloh? I've been cape gini gini life continues. Everyone disappoints me continue. I lack what? until everyone could hurt me so well.

If there is anyone who can understand about me, I will overflow my heart to him.I will complain with me, does he want to get rich like this? if I'd given up on what I'm going through now.

Elisha's day was full of sadness, without any laughter from someone. Hopefully in the future Elisha can be happy like people in there.