SADNESS OF MY LIFE

60.Giving birth to the sad

That night I was told to stay at the house of in-laws, because my in-laws had no friends to talk to. He had no children other than Ridwan, while his son had no time for his parents. boro boro with his parents, equally I also cuek even no time at all to perperhatkan me. instead cool with his friends.

Although I was lazy to stay at home in-laws, with my stomach is already big. gave birth I live a few days/hours more, you do not want me to sleep at home in-laws.

Arriving at home in-laws, my stomach has felt pain and waist is very hot. I hurt like that , I think less drink/I soy sauce.even waist heat every 5 minutes, once, I don't know the sign of giving birth.

The birth of my first child was a funny experience for me. By the time the membranes rupture, I don't even realize it because I think the ruptured membranes will be a burst of water, not like ordinary running water so long.

Three hours later, I started having contractions, but the funny thing was that I still did not realize that labor was about to take place. Finally when I saw there was blood in my pants, and I decided to go to the nearest midwife's house.

On the way to the midwife's house, I still had time to stop by my parents' house, because I wanted to tell my mother, if I wanted to give birth. Unaware that I was about to give birth, I walked to my mother's house, because it was only 10 houses away from my husband's house.

Then from my parents' house, I went back to the house of in-laws, I built it and waited for my husband to deliver to the house of midwives. at 3 am I went back to my parents' house, nobody woke up. on the road is also still quiet and on the road is still empty there is no one.but there are already some people waiting for ojeg on the road , want to go to the market.

Because I can't wait for my in-laws and parents, even my husband was hard to wake up, I finally went alone to the midwife's house.Kangkan pain and mules I felt, I felt, no doubt along the way the water to the tube I flowed. When I arrived at the midwife's house, I was immediately handled by the midwife, midwife was shocked and asked, who is the mother here? ,I couldn't answer because I was feeling a lot of pain and mules.

I finally arrived at the midwife's house. While heading to the examination room, I asked the nurse to let my family know that I was in the midwife. The nurse looked at me with a sad face and did not allow me to go anywhere.

In the midwife's house I was given breakfast, in the sweet hot tea water, said the midwife "strong wild sweet tea water she spent". even my stomach in elus elus and I eat in the same bribe midwife.I cry" yes Alloh if my husband who bribed me, surely I'm happy" ,elisha said while shedding tears.

Finally, I checked in the midwife room, it turns out I have not had an opening/sign sign of giving birth, because it was a false contraction he said, even though I was not strong enough to withstand the pain, continue to add again I am sad, I want to give birth to no one who accompanies me .took the husband even hard to wake up. and I did not have time to tell my in-laws and parents that I was in the midwife.

I experienced pain for more than 30 minutes, even after I gave in to the injection.the midwife gave the injection to 5 doses, but I could not bear the pain and mules that I felt. Finally, after 1 hour later, I checked again just no opening/sign of childbirth.

I want to sleep but can not be in the midwife's house, even I was checked again but there is no result. I continue to be checked the same midwife just no reaction to give birth, said midwife, said, I was still giving birth to her for a long time, while I was not strong anymore.I said again to the midwife many times asked to be checked again, the edge of the results still still there is no opening.

At 8 am finally the sisters have told my family, but they have not come to the midwife.I feel the pain of mules on my own can only confide/say the same midwife who is there, and there, even the midwife shed tears looking at me like that.

While in the midwife I was accompanied by the midwife, she who embraced me, encouraged me, me gelus gelus my waist when I was mules. anyway if there is no midwife, it is, I don't know how I should be.

At 9 am finally the parents and in-laws came, mamah I immediately hugged me. while in-laws I told the midwife," why has not been handled because my daughter-in-law has been sick for a long time there has been no action" said the in-laws.

Midwife also check me again, it turns out from 6 to 8 c her fetus is in the position of the head above the feet below. midwife is shocked "no reaction to the opening/ signs of childbirth even the position of the fetus instead breech" said c midwife.

I was worried, confused, I was worried.What should I do? my heart is getting worse and worse.I was told to continue nunging for 15 minutes, let the position of the fetus is normal again.I also obey the midwife's words, I also obey the midwife's words, I stay up once every 15 minutes.

Half an hour later I checked again the same midwife.thank God there is already an opening to 2, careful I was a little relieved even though there was an opening just 2 . 15 Minutes later I checked again with the midwife, just no change yet, no more opening still only 2.

The midwife has raised her hand can not handle it anymore, because the tool is not complete in the midwife.then I must be referred to a large hospital.he said my son breech must be operated on, my heart is getting louder.I am confused while my husband has not come too, keep my money is not much, while the operation must have a lot of money

Finally I was referred to a large hospital, taken to the emergency department to get a cesarean section. Before the operation I was checked with the doctor first, first, fitting in check with the doctor it turns out I have an opening 4.

The doctor told me I did not go to the surgery, because the development of the fetus is very good.thank God I am very happy, I am very grateful because I did not become a surgery.

I was transferred to the delivery room, I have to wait for the opening 8, if there is an opening I can give birth normally."ya Allah gini well if you become a mother", said Elisha.

I'm so reminded of my parents" well when you want to give birth to me, I'm sorry mah, I can't be happy and haven't been able to dive into mama. during my life, I'm sorry, I haven't been able to, I always bother you mamah once again I apologize mah" said Elisha while sad