SADNESS OF MY LIFE

66.Selfish 4

My husband is really selfish, he did not meet me with my own children.I've been looking for where but they are not there. even I've been looking into his brother's house don't know.

I have no choice, I will return to the house of Ridwan/husband, who knows there are clues to the whereabouts of my son.

My life is no longer meaningful, if there is no child I beside me.lost already to my side, I became desperate. but I will try to ask the nearest neighbor ,who knows if they know where Ridwan lives.

I try to ask one by one the neighbors who are near the house of Ridwan/husband, just they do not know all. because the Ridwan family never went out of the house and do not like to talk to neighbors. they are cute and less mingled with neighbors.

Some days I did not help my parents in the fields/in the fields because I was busy looking for my son. My search never stopped, I almost every day looking to my brother, I look to my brother, his relatives are Ridwan but they do not know where they are now.

Every day I kept a close eye on Ridwan's/husband's house, but they never came to his house.My life was spent on the street, and, I looked for Naura on foot who knew I could meet my son Naura.

Two weeks later I went to the house of Ridwan/husband again, it turns out his house there is a writing to be sold. right on the look there is a phone number, I tried to call that number, I tried to call that number, who knows if they know where the owner of the house is.

Soon after, I called the number in the writing.

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connect but not picked up, I kept calling the number.I was curious about the phone number, I kept calling repeatedly called the number but not picked up either.

I tried to change my phone number with a new number. I tried to call again that number, it turned out to be lifted, right in the lift turned out to be the voice of Ridwan/my husband. I didn't tell Ridwan/husband, if it's me/Elisha, but I mentioned another name. My voice was deliberately differentiated so that he did not suspect.

I try to ask the house to be sold how much?, it turns out the house was to be sold very expensive once.I also turned my brain, how can I meet with Ridwan /the husband of the owner of the house.

Fortunately Ridwan/my husband did not know my voice, I also agreed with Ridwan/husband of the owner of the house, I said he wanted to buy his house.

I immediately told my parents, that Ridwan's house would be sold.if I wanted to meet with Ridwan, I disguised myself as someone else.I would do anything for my son, I would do anything for him, just so I can meet my son Naura.

Elisha's parents told others to meet with Ridwan, want to pura buy his house. Me and my parents saw from a distance, if for example it was actually Ridwan, Ridwan, the real, I'm going to go straight to him and ask him where Naura is.

Fortunately for him just came there he was waiting, but Ridwan was not there, it turns out he was the same as telling people to meet with my neighbor's man.

but after half an hour he also came to my man. because my man deliberately stalling time so that Ridwan/my husband out. it was out too, too, shortly after that I was the same as my parents, approached Ridwan. Ridwan was shocked to see the arrival of me and my parents.

He wanted to run away just couldn't, because my parents kept Ridwan from going anywhere.I immediately asked Ridwan :

" where do you live now?

" why would you sell your house?

" now my son Naura where?

after I asked Ridwan, he shook his head and did not want to say. he did not want to tell me if he lived where.I was very upset with him, he did not want to tell me, what does he mean he tried?

Finally my parents asked Ridwan, but the question from my parents was answered.

He said to my parents:

" i'm sorry mah, I'm similar to Elisha, I still love him. just her Elisha does not want to understand my feelings. so Naura brought the same I mah. if Elisha does not want to return me, I will not meet Elisha with Naura again, but if Elisha wants to return the same to me, I'm not going to sell my parents' house and I'm going to tell them where I live now".Ridwan said to Elisha's parents.

Elisha's parents also spoke to Ridwan:

" gini well Ridwan, according to mama you are wrong with your current actions. now mamah want to ask you: during marriage you are the same son of mama, as long as you are married, have you ever supported the birth and inner child mamah? , have you ever cared about your children properly?, have you ever had time with your wife during marriage?, what during the child mamah pregnant / giving birth to you spending money to give birth in the hospital?. all this time mamah mawatin you, you have never given a dime to your mother's child. now that you want to keep Naura's great-grandchild away with her birth mother, is your attitude right by keeping the child away with her birth mother?, if you want to go back to your son is not the way, where a woman accepts a man with a position of no job, no heart, wants to take care of himself, your rich egoist. if such a trait no one wants to be with you. If you have a job, have income, you people understand, maybe the mama child will also think about it well. this mah has not given a living, has no responsibility now keep Naura away with her mother, boro boro son mamah want to return the same you who are even fed up, kelas, annoyed with you".the words of Elisha's parents to Ridwan.

After Elisha's parents spoke like that to Ridwan, Ridwan still did not listen to all the words of Elisha's parents.he was angry with Elisha and Elisha's parents, even Elisha's parents, instead he ngancem ngancem same me, he will not tell his son now live where. to selfish Ridwan increasingly peaked he did not want to realize that the actions he had been wrong.

Ridwan instead went from in front of me and my parents, in the same pursuit I did not go to the chase he did not know bumping/which way, I lost track of him.

although my parents and I did not meet my son Naura, at least my parents have talked to Ridwan.Easy Ridwan changed his mind, hopefully he met me with my son Naura.

I just try to be a good mother and at least I leave it to God who turns one's heart back.