SADNESS OF MY LIFE

38.How dad

Elisha used to be a harmonious and happy family, and a well-equipped family all Elisha's needs were fulfilled. Elisha got a good place to live, just that Elisha loved school until high school. Elisha's family used to be so happy. Whatever Elisha wants can always be bought Elisha and Elisha experienced sadness and not noticed the same father married father and woman, where the fall of Elisha came. a story in life that Elisha never imagined.

I'm just an ordinary woman and can't do anything.Elisha's childhood was not playing with friends, always noticed with both parents and playing dolls, he said,but Elisha took care of the stepmother and her child from my father, although Elisha's life was not pleasant, but Elisha will forget all the difficulties and Elisha has forgiven all the mistakes of his father.

Fortunately, Elisha still had a super duper mamah to care for Elisha, but Elisha did not know about the sadness experienced by mamah Elisha used to be fit in the father's residence. because mama never told about her sadness to Elisha, Ke As simple as mamah always provides the food I want without complaining.

the life of the father is now very difficult, the father must work and raise his children alone. yesterday the father left his son to nene, because the father of his work in moving to cirebon. want to not want his son to stay at home nene. father said goodbye to go to work to cirebon, because Elisha's father work moved for a while in there.

When the father left, Elisha let his father go, Elisa went back to her room. Elisha had no idea at all that his pardon was for his departure for a very long time. If at that time Elisha knew, Elisha would not have allowed him to leave.

Days changed, months changed, until this changed for years, Elisha's father had no news at all. Honestly Elisha is so kasian the sister of Elisha maybe they miss the father. Dad is the first love for the sister of Elisha and now they lost the figure of the father. Elisha asked for father's return, but they gave no answer .Elisha saw sadness in his heart.

Until stepping on the 5th grade of SD, Elisa never heard from my father. My sisters who were growing up started asking questions. That's where Elisha began to understand something. Elisha's father would not return, Before the announcement of the graduation of Elisha's sister.Secret uncle was about to go to follow Elisha's father to cirebon. Armed with the information and a little help given by a friend of the father, and still working with the father.the uncle recklessly to overtake his father Elisha to cirebon.

But unfortunately for a week there, uncle came home empty-handed. Although the uncle met the father, but Elisha's father did not come home. He said there was a lot of work. Though it turns out that her father Elisha was married again already has a new wife there.Elisa and her sister was shocked, father could have the heart to lie to Elisha and them.

Long story short, to meet the needs of their lives are increasing finally Elisha decided every day work overtime continues, so have more income for them.they live three with nene. Of course they miss the affection of their father. But what can be done, sometimes life is too complicated for them. Not giving a choice, Although there were many trials that befell Elisha, but still God showed his affection for Elisha. Finally they decided to follow the father to cirebon.Di cirebon they look for the address of the new father's house. Rain and heat have become their daily habit.

Until one day someone delivered the address of the father to them.they finally met with the father.the result they met the father, not welcomed even they were angry with the father. they went home with sad hearts. The month of fasting is getting closer. When Elisha had the opportunity to call father, Elisha asked about his return. But the answer is strange, dad said that dad will not come home again. Elisha didn't understand what Dad meant. After Elisha was angry with his father, his end father will go home next week.they are happy father will come home and pick them up at the house of Nene.                    

Dad's family came to pick up sister at nene's house. Elisha's sisters called in tears but were reluctant to say what happened. They just told me to go home quickly, what happens when I come home? father gave greetings, but there was no answer, because they were still sleeping. Dad repeat his greetings, no answer. they were still asleep. The sky was so bright as if black in sight. Elisha could not believe that Dad was coming home, their cries broke instantly, they were afraid and they were upset. Who will live with if you marry again, they have no mother? Dad must live with his new wife, where do they stay? same who? while the father is cool with his new wife.

Life was never fair to Elisha and them, and Elisha was angry with his father. Elisha was angry with the father, the father was accustomed to abandoning his children. The mind of Elisha's sister will not be the same as Elisha first, but they also felt in the position of Elisha first.😞

Over time, Elisha begins to realize that their lives must go on. At least Elisha should be strong for his sisters. Elisha begins to forgive the father who no longer cares for them, but he is still the father. Although Elisha remembered his face, he could not and hated it, but Elisha did not look at them. Elisha tried to bury all the bad memories that had happened before. Elisha makes it a learning in the future.

mamah always advised Elisha to forgive the mistakes of father and others, although as sad as any hurt they make to Elisha.mamah assures that there is a Great God. Allah will always help, the counsel of good will be remembered in the ear of Elisha. 😘🤗

From now on Elisha is determined to be a forgiving person and never vengeful. If one day father returns to us in any case, God willing Elisha and sister will forgive his mistake and accept it with open arms. There is no point in holding a grudge in life. Forgive those who have hurt and be happy with the life they have now.