SADNESS OF MY LIFE

15.Play Crazy again

At that time Elisha came home from the madrasah/saw, Elisha saw his father go to the same woman. Elisha was chasing his father was just not chasing. Elisha came home with a cape face and was tired. Elisha did not tell his mother that his father had gone with a woman.

But Elisha was not discouraged for school, he was always enthusiastic in his school.Elisha's achievements are still good at his school.Until his arrival at school, he was always excited, all of his students had to tell him about his father in front of the class, because today is father's day.

Should you tell a sad/funny story?Elisa can't. That's why I didn't include this story in that story. Because my story was too painful for me, Elisha did not live with his father but he lived just as mamah, because my father had left us. There is nothing I am worried about at all this reality. But with a heavy heart, Elisha told me all about his father Elisha, so that the fathers out there do not follow in my father's footsteps, so that there will be no more children left by his father, do not be like me😢.

It all started when I was 6.  At that time my father decided to move to work, following in the footsteps of his friend to be the personal driver of my father's boss.  It was done by the father in order to change the fate of his family, at that time ayh was expelled at his workplace, at that time, my father went to Jakarta with his friend.my father left a wife and one child who lived in his house both, without living in the slightest money. Elisha was just as hungry at home and there was no food to ask the grandmother forbid Elisha. even Elisha every night could not sleep, because in his house many mosquitoes.

Though the mother always put on a lotion anti-mosquito before we sleep but the mosquitoes are already immune apparently with all kinds of lotions whatever we use.  Surprisingly, we also seemed to have been friendly with the mosquitoes. Because when we feel sleepy, we no longer feel their bites. The mosquito repellent lotion is just a formality because in reality we and the mosquitoes are friendly. 

On behalf of my wife and children, my father went to Jakarta. The first few months were all fine. Money transfer smoothly. Until a year later all felt different.mamah often lack of money because the father did not send money as usual. The amount of money that is sent is getting smaller every month. Over time nothing at all. Mom started out as a washerman, ironer, as a daily helper in the luxury home complex behind us. Mother worked to clean used bottles to then be sold to a collector of used goods. Mom did everything for us to eat and go to school.

Time passed, my mother at the end of this condition has not improved, she often daydreams like an undead. There was no smile, no laughter on her face but her body was still working to support Elisha. I wonder why mommy is that?. I did not find the answer until one day, From the conversation I caught between uncle and nene it was revealed that the father finally went home to his father first by bringing a woman he had married. Suningsih's father and older brother clashed about this until they left the house because they did not want to see a young wife. 

His mother Elisha was further distressed by this fact. But finally Suningsih willingly parted with Sobari, willing to accept the reality. Elisha drowned at the decision of his parents.

Mamah went to her young father and wife and said my mother asked for a divorce. Grandma, uncle, sad to see my mother's life ruined. My heart aches so much to see his mamah sad continuously. 

But I'm grateful because in the end my father divorced my mother.mamah added to the stress it seems because it might feel in lie continue with my father.  Dad goes to his new wife, they live together there.  I never talked to Dad since. I'm sick of my father leaving me and my mother, my heart hurts so much. 

Years changed, I heard dad was poor with his young wife. They now have two children while my mother is not yet married.Mamah spends her time working and working to support Me.

I often skipped school because at school was always ridiculed, so I sometimes did not go to school, depending on my father's economic situation whether I had the cost to send me to school or not.   Sometimes I laugh when I'm told to carry the child of Elisha's stepmother, I don't want to be a mother yet but I have to take care of a baby this small.

Elisha was no longer willing to enter SD, Elisha was 7 years old. Elisha was still living with his father.His stepmother was very fierce, Elisha was always told to clean the house, wash dishes, even wash clothes whenever Elisha ever.

Elisha's school was not right, he went to his school sometimes 3 days to school and 3 days at home. Because Elisha had to petrify his stepmother was. Elisha's life suffered, and Elisha lived, sometimes everyone regretted him, even his teacher's mother asked why Elisha rarely went to school.

With the passage of time, Elisha did not go up any class continuously. Because he rarely went to school and did not do his PR. The teacher also loved Elisha, Elisha his achievements greatly decreased this late. elisha's mother teacher also to her home she. turns out Elisha was silent not with his original mother but the same stepmother.His mother teacher regretted all to the existence of Elisha was very deteriorating and very concerned. even Elisha was not taken care of, his body was thin, his clothes were also dirty.

the mother of Elisha's teacher went to find her real mother Elisha, but thank God met her mother Elisha,the teacher told him at length about Elisha.Suningsih was sad to hear the story of his teacher so.Suningsih had searched for Elisha where but did not meet.but his teacher's mother Elisha wanted to take Elisha now.

Once there Suningsih met with Elisha, Suningsih could not resist the sadness of seeing his son Elisha was thin, not to take care of. the end of her Suningsih brought her Elisha back home and stayed with Suningsih.

Upon arriving at Home, Elisa asked mamah why she now lives in grandmother

Suningsih also replied: the house that used to be sold equally mamah to uncle, now mamah lives with grandmother, Elisa also understood.Suningsih and Elisha now live with her grandmother. Suningsih came back to live with her son, she before going to work she had to clean up her mother's house first.ready breakfast for Elisha after settling Suningsih immediately went to work.

Elisha had not started school, because he wanted to move his school without thinking long Suningsih collected money to send Elisha later.

Suningsih also took care of the school so that Elisha could return to school.Elisha's teacher mother was very happy Elisha entered the school again, threatening to regret Elisha his school had to start from grade 1 Elementary again. because here yesterday Elisha school did not go to class, so Elisha had to repeat from 1st grade again. Suningsih was very sad to see her son had to repeat from 1st grade, but not what is important Elisa could go to school again as usual.