SADNESS OF MY LIFE

61.Giving birth to the sad 2

I waited in the delivery room, every 10 minutes I was examined by the doctor.just I was not strong anymore, the pain I could not bear anymore. I continued to pray so that my pain would decrease, but my pain was not strong and I could bear it again.

I'm in the delivery room call the doctor, let me check again me. it turns out I'm still opening 4 has not climbed up again still so fixed.

The doctor saw me continue, not long after I was invited to talk with the doctor.Tasked her husband where? where is her family? I couldn't talk to the doctor for long.just I said "there's outside", kept the doctor asked again "what would you call her husband/parents here"? I said" "want my husband the doctor I gave birth to"

The doctor soon called my husband, just who came to my parents.he said my husband did not want me to give birth, strong blood clay. my heart aches to hear such words from my husband, I am patient and I pray that I give birth to them smoothly.

Mamah I kissed and stroked my waist, saying" You must be strong, must be patient, mamah believe you are a strong person, while enduring pain and I say" yes Alloh I want the attention of my husband, I want to feel the embrace of my husband, "the words of Elisha while crying tears.

At 11 pm I was checked again as the doctor turned out there was a change, I had an opening 5 . I will soon give birth, in holding back my pain in the same feeding the doctor so that the calm. even I asked to drink hot sweet tea water with my parents, my parents told me to buy it out to my husband.thank God my husband brought me the hot tea.

After eating I drink hot sweet tea water continue to continue, because every drink of hot sweet tea water stomach I feel good, do not feel pain anymore.

After drinking hot sweet tea water, I did not feel the pain/heat anymore, but the doctor continued to torture me, it turns out my opening has gone up again so the opening 6 ." o Allah send forth my labor and make sure that my son, I beg you" Elisha prayed

Not long after that, I was injected with the same doctor.but the doctor said" you're very strong" said the doctor, it's in a stimulant injection let's quickly open it but still a long time, still, though the dose is very high but still slow opening", said the doctor

And the doctor asked me" do you like to smoke, drink"?, I replied "like doc". the doctor shook his head while answering" You deserve to be very strong".I don't understand the doctor saying I'm STRONG why?

An hour later I was checked again with the doctor, thank God it has gone up again the opening. I have opened 7, I will give birth to my child. Just count the hours soon will have children, I will have children, I feel good today.Wait how many years I want to have a child, now I will have a child and will be a mother, he said,

At 12 noon I had not given birth either, the feeling of mules and pain had stopped. what was the reaction of the drug that was injected the same doctor earlier, the doctor was, until I don't feel like mules and waist heat anymore.

While not feeling the pain and mules, I eat began to taste good . I eat very much, do not know where my parents gave food pepes chicken that many chives, cayenne pepper, cayenne pepper, and so on, basil leaves.duh very delicious, until I run out 2 x added rice.

After eating, I asked my parents to follow the husband, so that they would wait for my birth. I really want to pas lahiran in wait with my husband. just a few times the parents and his mother told him not to want to, the reason was not strong clay blood and the cry of the person who gave birth.

Finally I relented, let the heart remain patient and steadfast.I did not force my husband again, although I was heavy hearted and sad to want me not to be followed by my husband, I did not, I kept crying and strengthening my own heart.

The doctor asked me, "why are you crying"? then I answered, "i hurt doc, I want my husband to be next to me when I give birth", just husband I do not want, I do not want to, she said she could not see the blood and could not hear the teriyakan who gave birth", and the doctor replied, "let's just say I'm the mother's husband, the doctor will keep the mother until the mother is done giving birth", I couldn't answer anything other than saying thank you and shedding tears from the doctor.

After hearing the doctor's words, my heart began to calm down.among the happy and unhappy doctor said such to me.happy of his "ko others can understand my feelings", but my husband doesn't understand my feelings in the slightest". Elisha said in tears

Even though the doctor told me so, I was not as free as hugging and holding the doctor's hand as my husband.but it's true that the doctor did not leave me, the doctor called a 4-person nurse to help.

When I was about to give birth, the doctor didn't lie. The doctor held my hand and strengthened me.

And the doctor took the aba and said:

Breathe in

keep ejecting

exhale

eject

I also obeyed the doctor's aba, until the doctor's hand did not let go of my hand.he continued to hold hands and said "pray continue ma'am" I did not forget to pray in my heart.

Not to long ago I gave birth to my child healthy and safe, not reduced to one. then the doctor said "safe mother daughter beautiful mother rich mother mother", the doctor kept holding my child in my arms. Even though I was weak I did not feel, because I was happy to have given birth to my child safely.

Not long after that, my son was brought again the same nurse wanted to be bathed.I was also clean, 10 minutes my son could be carried with me. I am so happy to see my son healthy and beautiful.

Date: 9 novels 2006

time: 3 pm

weight: 4 kg

Had been born my cute and beautiful child, thank God I gave birth not in sewing/even in how.even I loved the gift of the doctor, the doctor, because I am a strong mother who has given birth to a child weighing 4 kg. among mothers who give birth, I am the biggest to give birth to the weight of her child.

Already done giving birth, I was transferred to the hospital room. I have not been allowed to go home first, had to stay at the hospital first. after I moved the room finally my husband came, my husband came, kissing and carrying her child.I was crying and upset with my husband," why can't I give birth"? my heart kept asking.

Shortly after the doctor came to check on me. After checking I can go home tomorrow because I am healthy tomorrow.

I also did not forget to thank the doctor, during childbirth the doctor always accompanied me to completion. I was moved by getting better by the doctor and serving/handling him well.