SADNESS OF MY LIFE

4.Waiting for the Birth of the First Child

With the passage of time, Suningsih's content is getting bigger and bigger. Suningsih increasingly difficult to move, even sleep is now very wrong. Her husband she more and more days pay attention to his wife.the nature of her husband drastically back well again, but Suningsih still angry with her husband.

ATING his sister Suningsih came, approaching his sister who was pregnant old.he spoke to Suningsih:

TAGGED: Sun

Suningsih:Yes ka

ATING: From now on you must regularly drink coconut water with the same oil

Suningsih: for what and what do you do?

ATING: So that your child is clean and not much dirt on your child's head.

Suningsih: yes

ATING: if you want, brother will give coconut water and oil, a week 2 x same you?

Suningsih: yes you want

The conversation was stopped, because her mother and sister Suningsih had just returned from the garden. ATING has prepared lunch for them

After lunch, the mother went to kompeksi/to permak clothes. because a lot of stitches that have not been done, 3 her brother Suningsih was approaching Suningsih to his house. they had a long chat with Suningsih and Sobari. Suningsih's heart was relieved to have 3 sisters who were very attentive, he said,

Evening arrived, Suningsih, Sobari, ATING, ATIM, IDa as usual always gather at her mother's house.Mommy also noticed the motion of Sobari's movements all this time, Sobari increasingly here her nature has changed, and her, sobari's habit of drunken drunkenness, going home at night, gambling and playing girls has stopped and now Sobari is a husband who is on standby for his wife.

Morning arrived, his sister and Suningsih's mother usually went to the garden while Sobari always accompanied his wife, all the housework such as sweeping, ngepel, and so on,washing dishes including washing clothes all always in the same work Sobari. shortly afterwards ATING gave young coconut water and oil to his sister.

Suningsih is preparing her child's clothes. All her child's clothes equipment is ready in the bag and has been arranged neatly in the closet. Suningsih dizzy because she wanted to give birth did not have any money at all, while her husband had not worked for several months. Suningsih would not dismantle the tube, not enough germs to give birth . Suningsih wanted to pinjem to her brother but Suningsih did not dare anything more to her mother, it was better for suningsih to be silent.

Suningsih would not want to talk to her husband, that Suningsih does not hold money at all to the birth of her child later. Finally her husband said, tomorrow Aa wants to find money for the birth of our child, her husband said to Suningsih.

brother and mother had returned from the garden, Sobari was resigned to Suningsih to find money for the birth of her child.quite soon the mother approached to Suningsih:

Mother: Sun, where is your husband?

Suningsih: Come out again Mom for a second.

mommy: oh.mom want to ask if you already have money to give birth?

Mother: Oh already have, in kirain do not have. mother is afraid you do not have Sun, because see your husband is not working anymore.

Suningsih: already Ma'am, Sun has a little easy savings hopefully enough for the birth later Ma'am.

her husband Suningsih came with money for the birth of her child. Suningsih was very happy because her husband came home with money. Suningsih did not suspect to her husband, that her husband got money from where?. Suningsih kept the money from her husband. Sobari wants to tell Suningsih that the money can be borrowed from her friend, but Sobari is afraid that Suningsih is angry.

Not because the night had arrived, Suningsih as usual he could not do anything, because he wanted this it was always wrong. Sobari rubbed his wife's stomach so that his wife could rest.his wife could rest because her husband rubbed the same stomach ngusap Her husband.g ga later Suningsih woke up, She thanked her husband because he slept well last night.

As usual all Suningsih's sister and her mother went to the garden.Suningsih's husband also helped the garden, because if her husband Suningsih did not help her mother, would pay the debt from where? forced her husband Suningsih to help her sister and mother in the garden.

her husband Suningsih continued to garden to collect money to pay the debt.g over time her husband Suningsih's money had been collected, then her husband went to his friend to pay the debt.

Ga kasa pregnancy Suningsih already want 9 months. soon his son want to give birth, her husband Suningsih to usually often borrow money ktemuannya, because the debt that had been paid off. the more days her husband Suningsih more and more debt, dig a hole close the hole to his friend.Even her husband had started playing gambling again, again, even the money borrowed from his theme in gambling is all. Her husband Suningsih was shocked that she owed a huge debt to her friend. Her husband Suningsih racked her brain again, well back again helped her mother to the garden again because her husband Suningsih had been pursued by the same debt collector.

Evening arrived, Suningsih was not strong with this. Suningsih said the same mother and sister because Suningsih wanted to give birth. Suningsih was brought by her brother and mother to the nearest midwife. IDA kakanya Suningsih looking for Sobari did not meet as well, even mother asked ,Sobari where? his wife gave birth to none.

his mother and his older brother did not know that Sobari was clumping on the roof of his house. Even Sobari fell asleep on the sampe until his wife gave birth did not know.

Alhamdulillah Suningsih gave birth safely, son Suningsih boy. Suningsih was sad and even cried, because her husband was not there to accompany Suningsih gave birth and even gave the azan not her husband but her brother. soon Suningsih came home from the midwife, while she was at home.His husband was seen not at home, Suningsih's heart and anger had peaked no longer restrained. Suningsih did not know that her husband was lying on the roof.

Talama then woke up because she heard the sound of a baby crying in her house. Her husband Suningsih got up quickly quickly down from the roof, Suningsih was shocked ko on top there was a blag blig blug sound . Suningsih thought the kirain cat on top turned out to be fitting in see her husband wanted to go down hard. Suningsih wondered why her husband was on the roof. Suningsih asked her husband, but her husband distorted Suningsih's words. Her husband was very happy to see his wife had given birth safely.

Suningsih was angry with her husband, they had a great fight again.after giving birth notya happy but sad and sad continue, before long Suningsih asked her husband:

Suningsih: where do you go for 2 days Aa ga go home?

Husband: Where is there

Suningsih: if not where, when giving birth Aa accompanied Suningsih in the midwife, this is not Aa, even everyone is looking for Aa Aa, Aa tuh where?

Her husband, Aa, was sleeping on the roof

Suningsih: why on the roof? what was?

Before long someone knocked on the door, Sobari was surprised to be a debtor.in opening the door, it turned out to be a debt collector ,while Suningsih did not know her husband had a debt to someone else. after settling his debt with Suningsih, came again a debt collector continuously every day in exchange for collecting debts to her husband. Suningsih had run out of words, the money c baby was exhausted to pay the debt of her husband.fortunately ajah C many babies who give money.it was money to be given milk for c baby ,because Suningsih milk does not come out the same, while the baby is crying every day. Suningsih did not have the heart to see her child starving, then Suningsih went to the kitchen. made brown sugar water for c baby. then c baby fed him sugar water was using cotton. Suningsih broke into tears, sadung malang sekalih na kankou was born into this world . sorryin mamah alas, mamah could not give milk and mamah could only give brown sugar water .while you have not been named the same mom and papah you😢😭