SADNESS OF MY LIFE

67.Fall ill

After my parents and I had a conversation with Ridwan, I did not manage to meet my own son. Ridwan ran away, he wouldn't if I knew where my son was now.

I went home with my parents, even though my heart ached and was sad not to meet my son."where now my mother misses," I will try to find and wait at Ridwan's house, until he tells me where Naura lives now.

Sangking kept thinking of my son, I fell ill. I could not hold back my feelings of kangen on Naura, I also looked for information here and there not get the results. the pain I did not feel, I went to Ridwan's house, who knew he was in that house.

I waited at night at Ridwan's house, but Ridwan did not come to the house. I was not strong anymore, fortunately my parents picked me up in the house. my parents took me because I was no longer strong.

Just walked 3 steps, I have fallen unconscious. My parents seek help, fortunately there are neighbors near the house ridwan nolong I. I was immediately taken to the hospital, and I was taken to the hospital, on the way to the hospital my parents shed tears because they could not bear to see me sick, because Ridwan kept me away with his son Naura.

A few hours later I just realized, my parents told me "I have to be treated first a few days in the hospital, my mother confirmed with me so that a lot of rest to heal quickly". I answered yes while limp.

Even though it hurts me to think about Naura, where is she now? I miss my own son so much, why Ridwan so much to separate me from Naura.

I don't feel like a week in the hospital, I don't want to quickly go home.I want to find Naura again, not long from that I was checked by the doctor ,the results are good I can go home tomorrow.

Today I went home, before I went home I wanted to stop by Ridwan's house. Afraid that Ridwan was in that house, my parents took me to that house. My parents said" hopefully Naura is in the house".I was still limp, but still I wanted to find my son.I miss Naura, I have not seen my son for a long time.

Until her at Ridwan's house, it turns out many people in the house. I think Ridwan's family moved again to the house, it was not moving to the house, but Ridwan's family had a debt to Renternir. all the goods Ridwan family took out and his house was in the same jabel Renternir it.

I just knew that the Ridwan family had a debt to the Renternir, until it did not pay off. I became worried about Naura, now my son is where, is it good? speech of Elisha

Shortly after, I met with his friend Ridwan. I asked the same theme, thank God Ridwan's friend knew where Ridwan lives now. I'm soon straight to Ridwan's house, Ridwan's friend, want to pick up my son Naura to take home.

The trip to Ridwan's house spent 4 hours, fortunately I met the same meeting if I did not meet again I do not know where else to look for my son to go.

Along the way I asked Ridwan his question:

" why El, you don't know your husband moved?

" are your children ready to be brought by Ridwan?

" you know ga? if the house is confiscated with Renternir, because your husband has a lot of debt with Renternir, your husband loses gambling.

I was surprised to hear it, I did not know that Ridwan likes gambling and a lot of debt so much the same Renternir it. kept my son where and who now? elisha asked his theme

I immediately cried, fearing what happened to my son. If I knew Ridwan had a lot of debt, he would not be allowed to bring my son . pantesan he ngancem ngancem same me, he would not be allowed to take my son, he wants to return the same to me, it turns out he has the same debt as Renternir.

" o Allah find me with my son, give health to my son. I beg you, O Allah give me instructions, please me with the family Ridwan. do not let him run away or move again to another place, I want to meet my son. wait Naura soon mother come to pick Naura home mother," elisha prayed in his heart, shedding tears.

Not long after that, me, my parents and also his friend Ridwan arrived to the new Ridwan house.I still not strong road but I forced to meet my son, my son, from the road it is quite far to the house of Ridwan. the road leading to the house Ridwan turn turn, deserve not to meet because the house Ridwan hidden away from nowhere.

I am no longer strong road, I try to force the road continue, I can't wait to hug my son said his friend Ridwan 4 house again passed to Ridwan's house. I also continue to count the house that passed by me, from house to house it is a very long distance if the car will not enter. I went down the path to get to Ridwan's house.

Before long I reached Ridwan's house, it turns out that his house is very remote far to where. I knock on Ridwan's door:

" gags"

" gags"

"butt"

Asalamualaikum this ma'am Elisa, open the door ma'am.

Several times knocking on the door no one to make it worse, finally his friend Ridwan told me to pass to the side door. It turns out the side door is not in the key, but the door is not in the key, I immediately opened the door to immediately find my son inside. it turns out that inside there is no one, Ridwan's theme was strange: "ko his house is empty yesterday also Your husband is still in the hell, even the night I slept in your husband's house" said Ridwan.

After being seen inside there is nothing, his theme Ridwan immediately asked the next door neighbor, because the next door neighbor likes to play in Ridwan's house.

Right in the question to his neighbors, it turns out Ridwan has moved again from his house.I heard all the words, I immediately limp no more energy to the road. I also asked the neighbors, did you see the little boy at Ridwan's house?

The neighbor replied to him" Anaakkk smallll, "i've never seen him bring a child, as soon as I Ridwan in the house with his mother who is seriously ill" said his neighbor.

Where is my son then? I started to worry, but the neighbor told me to go to the hospital, because his mother was in the hospital.

I came home from that house straight to the hospital, want to know that my son Naura is there is not it?

the hospital is not far from Ridwan's contract.

" yeh, strengthen me, to find me with my son Naura. amen yra