SADNESS OF MY LIFE

34.Got a job and was disappointed 1

And to his esokanya Elisha get a new job, now Elisha has activities and income again. Elisha worked in a convenience store, Elisha was grateful to get another job. Elisha had quietly left his mother at home because she had recovered from her illness.

This morning Elisha had started to enter work, when he arrived at work.There were so many items that came, Elisha was told to check the goods that had just come. after checking and cleaning it well Elisha was surprised there was a guy who in the past had liked to Elisha who had been rejected first. They already know each other, while Elisha used to be more mamah her in batan perasan nya.cowo's name is yana, yana was already feeling more familiar with Elisha.Elisa who was indifferent to him, Elisa who was indifferent to her,whereas Elisha actually also likes the same yana. yana upset and disappointed with Elisha who is stubborn and more concerned with his parents than yana, yana, in her heart, Elisha loved Hannah more than anything.

Despite meeting Yana, Elisha prefers to focus on his work so that Elisha can work well.

It turns out that actually yana already has a new lover, but Elisha has already noticed to yana.Elisa still expects yana back to him. Before Elisha knew it, his days were as usual but after Elisha knew it, his heart began to be torn apart by a very sharp knife and Elisha was injured again. Elisha wept and spilled all his sorrow in front of his desk. His laptop that was on was left alone. Elisha is shocked to learn that Yana had been in a relationship with her co-worker a month ago. Elisha felt very devastated and lost his spirit to finish his work.

Saturday morning Elisha decided to go with his co-worker, this is where they went to the cafe where they used to spend their free time when they came home from work. There Elisha poured out all the feelings of his disappointed heart.

yana was angry with Elisha,because he said Elisha was less attentive to yana, when Elisha again focused on his mother and Elisha also said to yana if you want to be true to Elisha, she must be able to wait for Elisha. but you answered it all because Elisha changed”, Elisha replied in tears.

Maybe Elisha doesn't fit anymore. Even if you are a mate one day also back again, this is sure deh” this speech is trying to calm Elisha.

but ina, yana already has a boyfriend and the smaller the chance of Elisha to get yana. Moreover, yana karya very dear to her new boyfriend.

Elisha love will not rule out any possibility. The world is narrow Elisha and nothing is impossible if you try and be sure.

Elisha began to calm down and wipe his tears “thank you yes this, you are my good friend. Elisha said to this.

From then on Elisha always assured himself that someday Elisha would return to yana. indeed his heart was only one yana and Elisha never had the slightest intention of looking for a substitute for yana, indeed,moreover, removing yana from her heart. According to yana like a colored pencil that always colors her heart.even though now it belongs to others Elisha still hopes and believes someday yana will be his again and make his days beautiful as before.

Elisha misses the figure of yana who used to always entertain him with a ridiculous joke and a little crazy, yana is very good at singing and makes Elisha very comfortable near him and yana also memorized all the tribes called Elisha. Starting from food, drinks, colors, places, songs and idols. In the past, yana was like a walking diary for Elisha.yana never tired of hearing Elisha's complaints, she said, hearing the happy story of Elisha and Hannah never once flirt with any girl when near Elisha or away from Elisha. But one thing the lack of yana is selfish want to menag themselves.yana does not like if Elisha does not listen to his words, yana hates Elisha when walking with a boy friend (Wildan) without knowing it, without knowing, yana was very possessive of Elisha. Wherever Elisha went, he had to tell Hannah and whatever Elisha wanted to do had to be with her permission.

loved her. But it's all like memories and heartache, when yana has found a new lover.

Elisha's tears fell when he looked at the photo of Hannah. Every night before going to bed, Elisha looked at a picture of yana. "yana if you knew. Elisha was very sorry to have let yana go with another woman. Elisha hope yana knows, here Elisha is lonely and misses the yana” Elisha said. Before his eyes closed, suddenly the door to his room was knocking. Elisha immediately opened the door of his room and saw the mama who stood up while carrying food and drink, “hay dear Elisha, mamah brought food and drinks for dinner for Elisha, and,said her mother while kissing Elisha's forehead and offering her food.

Elisha misses the mother, Elisha has not talked to mama for a few days because Elisha was busy working" said spoiled Elisha to his mama.

“sorry yes dear, every Elisha went home from work Elisha directly entered the room, so mamah did not bother Elisha.mamah said to Elisha

Elisha smiled “Elisa proud deh same mamah, after mamah parted with father, mamah still so can 2 figures at once for Elisa”

“but I'm sorry, Elisa so rarely home to mama, Elisha's work is very much and Elisha will also be busy working continuously because of the many works that Elisha does.but later Elisha can take the time to mamah.later Elisha,so that Elisha may gather together again.

That night seemed like a nightmare for Elisha who had just been hurt the same as yana. They did feel no longer suitable, while Elisha was more focused on the work first.yana also felt in play by Elisha who was indifferent to him, whereas Elisha was actually also very attentive to the same yana. Elisha was upset and disappointed with yana who was stubborn and more concerned with his ego, whereas in his heart the deepest Elisha loved yana more than anything. Although already have a girlfriend yana, it seems Elisa does not intend to find a replacement yana, Elisa prefers to focus on her work.

Elisa could only develop her smile and go back to sleep. Only a few weeks left Elisha wanted salary and after work Elisha did not feel, that Elisha worked there would be 1 month. In the heart of Elisha still hopes to return to the embrace of yana because Elisha wants to walk the same way after work. During this time Elisha struggled to get yana back and make her mother happy.when the day came when Elisha wore a photo of yana, and her tears dripped slowly and wet her face filled with make-up. She looks handsome and very handsome.Elisa tries to keep smiling even though Elisha is actually disappointed.

Elisha shook his head "how work?

“continuously Elisha looked at the photo yana and Elisha wanted to see the photo continuously”Elisa dripped his tears.

Now Elisha has received his first salary and wants to take the road. There is a desire to go with yana but yana already has another woman. Elisha did not want to burden his mother. Elisha wanted to see his mother happy and happy.it was time for Elisha to make mamah happy, Elisha was happy to see his mama could smile again.While Elisha really did not know what to do for his feelings. Elisha was eager to return to Hannah, but what should Elisha do today? There was no way Elisha would suddenly come in front of Hannah and ask her to come back to him while she was still in a relationship with him. But it turns out that she wanted to meet Elisha, beyond Elisha's expectations if she wanted to see Elisha.