SADNESS OF MY LIFE

62.Upset with the nature of the husband

After the doctor left, I held the child in my arms and hugged her. "mother did not expect you to have been born, dear, how happy she was to have you" Elisha said to her son

She was carried with me, not crying and even sleeping.Even my parents and in-laws were very happy, they had become grandmothers.

parents and in-laws pray for my child" may be a good son, a pinter, a long life, a lot of sustenance and always love to both of your parents "amin

While my in-laws also pray "may your mind be achieved, filial to your father and mother", Amin.

Thank God my son prayed a lot, while my husband went out of nowhere.must be happy to see his wife has been born, this is even too late, "O God strengthen my heart, I am strong, give me the best way "Elisha said while shaking his head.

Tomorrow I start to go home, but my husband instead went out of nowhere. Instead he accompanied me in the hospital, this instead chose to gather with his friends. "the basic has no heart " speech of Elisha

"Your husband is not really nemenin in the hospital, you even go not know where. mamah silent notya mamah did not care about your husband, the more here it becomes. now you have a child still do not have the slightest thought, you do not know yourself", said the parents of Elisha while sniffling

Me, my mother and my father-in-law came home from the hospital to bring my son. When he arrived at home, I thought my husband prepared/made a bed for my son, it was not at all.

I was very upset with the nature and behavior of my husband, now I can not wait anymore.I have cape facing my husband, there is no responsibility in the slightest to the child and wife.

I am upset and angry with my husband, he can no longer be forgiven the same me. than I have to endure the same rich husband that mending I live alone without being accompanied by husband.

I take care of all the clothes of the husband, after the cleaning of all clothes between the husband and the house of his parents ridwan. "my husband should not come home to me, my husband, and never see my son again", Elisha said with anger to his in-laws.

I was upset, how many years and how many months he was with me. There is not the slightest responsibility to his wife.he instead chose to gather with his friends in appeal to his own family.

After his clothes were among all to the in-laws, shortly afterwards in-laws and Ridwan came to me.Maybe my in-laws are ashamed to see his son's behavior like that.before Ridwan came to my house, I don't want to open the door because I'm upset and hurt by my husband.

Because Elisha's house was not opened, Ridwan went to his parents' house Elisha. want to apologize to Elisha's parents. They could not talk to Elisha, they could not talk to Elisha, Ridwan can chat with his parents Elisha. want to apologize because Ridwan during his marriage to Elisha, ridwan never divided Elisha.

Already know not happy your wife, why do you want to marry and want to return the same Elisha? where's the promise you made to your wife first?you to your wife all this time there is no change at all. There is not even the slightest responsibility to your wife.Elisha's parents say to Ridwan

My parents were angry, too," because my husband had no responsibility in the slightest, he wanted to feel good himself.Every day he did not look for work and instead wandered freely, he said, there is no thought of finding work/more responsibility to his wife.this is not even there at all".

Elisha's parents drove Ridwan away with his parents because they did not want to see Ridwan's face again. Ridwan is no longer welcome with the family of Elisha.

Elisha said to his son:

" it's a pity that you, son, you were born to have a father like that, but you still have a mother, you will always love you. Your father is not happy to see you are born, you are born, this is even a joke like that. give a name to you also did not have time", Elisha said while shedding tears.

Even though mom is upset with your dad, mom still has you.Sad, upset and angry with your dad, mom is obsessed with you.You are mom's happiness.

I take care of my own child without being cooled by my husband.I will try my best, I will give my best for my child.I have been used to living alone without being accompanied by a husband.

Fortunately I have a mother who always understands me, even though I'm actually embarrassed by my parents, all my needs are shared by my parents.I sometimes realize " alloh notya I give to parents, this even troubles parents continuously.I'm sorry I mah, I always trouble mamah".Elisha said while kissing her son.

I will give my son a name:

Name:Naura susila wati

born: 09-11-2006

3 O'clock in the afternoon

May you be a strong woman, beautiful, many rizky, in love with everyone, healthy, long life, love mother, may you be a smart person. I can only pray for the best Naura, dear mother Naura.

My parents suggested, so that the observance/study for my child.just I forbid it because I do not have money and do not want to bother my parents anymore. I don't have a job yet, and I haven't been able to help my parents into the fields.

Finally I decided the usual salvation for my son. I only make the usual rice tumpeng, I only cook yellow rice, eggs, fried chicken to be distributed to the nearest neighbor.

Thank God I have given a name to my son and have been grateful, even though it is simple but for me it is very meaningful and very useful all that.

I will make the most beautiful moment for both of us, even though we live a simple life that is important we live a healthy and happy life.Mommy will do anything for you, she said, what matters is that you are happy to be with your mother.