SADNESS OF MY LIFE

63.Egotistical

I split the house with my husband, he lived in my in-laws' house while I was in the house with Naura, if my parents lived with my uncle in Grandma's old house.

Good thing his house/granny's legacy has been to buy again the same mamah I. if not to buy again surely I am confused, where should I stay? while I do not work.if mamah does not manage the rice fields/fields, surely our lives will suffer.

Even if I have to raise Naura myself, without the presence of my husband I can. I will run a life together with my son, and will help mamah in the fields/fields.

While I take care of Naura, I will temporarily help my parents in the rice fields/fields so that I can buy food and milk for Naura, so that I can raise my child.

the next day my husband came, wanted to take Naura away.just the same I was not allowed to meet with his son. because he continued to force to take Naura, Naura, my son told me to stay at my in-laws' house.

To my husband's selfish, my son is a tool let him be the same I do not separate.I and Naura his life is not calm. because it is always pursued my husband. I don't want my son to fall on my husband.

If you do not want to part with her children, look for the right job do not get together continue to be the same temen her. if my child is brought with my husband, eat and buy milk from where? he does not work.most ask for the same parents.I do not want if my child bothers others, let me who forage for the day Naura.

To need Naura, I bought all. because I help mamah every day.thank God, as long as I help mamah, I do not lack. rice, vegetables, food and milk Naura I bought, because Mom gives money every day just like me.

Although I only cook for lunch for mamah and uncle in the fields/fields, but a calm heart can take care of Naura as well.

Fortunately Naura is not fussy if I am cooking, Naura always keep quiet if I am busy cooking.he is rich who already understand, as long as I have children I do not feel hassles/ likes to fuss every night. Naura is a good child and understands her mother, if she is fussy must be her diaper wet or hungry want to drink milk.

Sometimes like to be confused, if in the compection/clothes no employees. want to be replaced with me, I can not sew. sometimes see mamah like pity, home from the rice fields/ the field likes to go directly to the compection/clothing permak. if I can, same I am the compection/clothing permak managed.

I want to learn sewing, so I can manage the compections/clothes. Later if Naura is sleeping I want to learn sewing, so there is more for Naura snacks.

For the sake of my child, willing to work anything to buy Naura needs as long as my child does not fuss to be invited to be difficult. because the more Naura grows, it must be a need for Naura to get bigger.

I learned to sew every night with mama, sangking want to make more money, I was willing not to sleep. May I always be healthy continue, even though my body has cape I have to be excited for the sake of my son.

I just felt, gini well a mother's sacrifice for her child. A mother's affection is greater than a father's love. A mother's affection is second to none, a mother's love is second to none, compared the affection of a father to his child.A mother always sacrifices for her child, as long as her child can grow healthy.

After feeding for mamah and uncle in the rice field/in the field, I will continue to learn sewing so that it can be quickly.but Naura likes not to be invited to the compection//dress, permak, he likes to cry so I like to study for a while.

Naura likes not to be invited to the compection/dress, maybe the place is narrow/dirty like a lot of dust.

Once I like to be tipped by the neighbors, but I like to be unsettled, afraid of being brought by my husband. Because my husband wants to take Naura, if I wanted to separate my husband.

What good is it try if I continue my household like that. she does not want to work, does not care for family, wants to taste good on her own.I have a rich husband does not have a husband, I have no husband, I live alone without being with my husband.There is also a husband I have not felt the affection of my husband.

yesterday he said, want to come back with me again, do not want to split with me, kasian with my son. If you do not want to unite again with him, Naura would be taken with him. what does it mean try? ridwan

"Now if he does not separate, even threatened to take Naura from me.So far who has been financing to whose hospital"?

"Buying for who's Naura's needs"?

"Have you ever bought anything to your son and to your wife"?

"Have you ever given money"?

"Do you care about your family"?

All this time you do not care at all about your family, what else now you are a father, do you want to give a name to your child? elisha said to her husband.

I should have separated from you a long time ago, I regret getting married and meeting you. I guess you are the person responsible for the family was not. Elisha said

I'm too hurt with you, so I hate you so much. If I can choose, I don't want to see you again on appeal I have to unite again with you.

Not looking for a real job, even find problems and alesan that does not make sense.if I suggest to you", you look for a real first job, you just think about your child. if you don't work yet, what will your child love ?want to eat and buy milk to buy what? speech of Elisha

Before you want to take your child from me, mending take care of yourself, boro boro want to take care of your child, take care of yourself can not.what else if you want to take care of your child. you are still asking your parents.