SADNESS OF MY LIFE

64.Selfish 2

My husband keeps wanting to go back to my house, but I don't want to go back to my husband.I've been too disappointed with him and I've been hurt

I don't want to go back to the same husband, instead my son was taken forcibly by my husband.in fact, he was selfish, just thinking about himself not thinking about the hearts of others.

Then if my son is in my husband, how is it, his milk.while he does not work.want to ask his parents kasian, his mother also does not work.

' O Allah I am not calm, I must how. fear that my son is not guaranteed to my husband.I do not want my son to starve and to hausan, easy easy as long as my son is in his father, may my son be healthy continue ", Elisha prayed.

One thing is for sure, facing that selfish person can not be with selfishness anymore. If I face you as hard as I can, the ones that hurt each other.

As long as I have the strength and patience to give up, I will give up . Not to justify the wrong nature, but to set an example for your child is not like this, you should set the best example for your child.

When you don't feel guilty, but you apologize to me, it's to make things okay again. If necessary, even you give directly with attention and promises false promises to me. .

For example, when fighting and no one wants to apologize for days, I always give up. I always apologize first.I always apologize does not mean I am wrong or I admit wrong. I just want you to know that I'm ready to lower my ego for my son Naura.

Not that I'm not doing it for the sake of family and child relationships, but if I can't open my eyes, heart and ears to you, I've been hurt too much by you. that means you have to find someone who can accept you for who you are.like, you're looking for a better woman than me.

As a wife, of course, there is a desire in your heart to make things better and want to be noticed by her husband, but you do not show a little attention to me, mending you look for another woman, but you do not show a little attention to me, but you have to change your bad qualities and don't forget to look for work.

You don't have to force me to come back with you, I won't be able to turn you back.I used to be patient and keep hoping to look at you. but until now you never understood me.

until you can change for the better for my relationship with you. I've tried but you don't show good faith with me. Until you also have the same heart with me and your son, you know,

Now that Naura is taken with you, please I do not forbid you to bring your child.but if there is anything like my son, please, you don't expect to see your child again and don't expect to be forgiven by me.

A few weeks I learned to sew, but I still can't and smoothly. I always remember Naura kept. I want to see my son there, I, just the door on tap knock no one open. almost every day I go to my in-laws' house, no one opens the door.

Feeling sad without my child, I remember continuing to be the same Naura. is my child good aja?, now again what?, mother kangen with you Naura. Elisha said

Soon from that I went to my in-laws' house, want to see my son in there. pas up to my Ridwan (husband) house, Naura again play with her grandmother. I immediately hugged Naura "your miss baby,

finally I can meet you, I miss you very much". Elisha said

Then I asked Ridwan with his parents, he said he was looking for work until now he has not got a job. continue to need my child from where?, if he still does not work.

I also decided to bring Naura back, because kasian if my son in-laws continue.to Naura's day from Ridwan's parents every day, every day, instead of me bothering in-laws I mending my son brought again the same me.

Naura if with me to take care and guaranteed, even though I have not worked, but I have money from parents every day, because I always help my parents in the fields/in the fields.

Although not how much, insya Alloh life Naura will be guaranteed the same me. My son during his return from his father he his body is a thin and kumeul, rich lack of attention from his father.

Before long, my husband went to the house and I wanted to take Naura again, but equally I was not allowed to take Naura, because as long as Naura in her rich father's house was not taken care of. but my husband even maksa and even threatened ngancam me, said my husband "if you want Naura with you, you have to return it again with me, then Naura can be the same you. if for example you don't want to, sorry your son has to stay with me forever. "tell her husband Elisha. "ok, I'm waiting for a divorce letter from you, I'm waiting for you, than I have to go home again as you separate forever from you ", said Elisha

Even though Naura was sleeping, she still took Naura to be taken away from my house. It really does not have any feelings at all, even though in her house she never took care of Naura, she said, who even take care of his parents.he most get together with his friends, just say to his parents looking for work.

I also have to give up for Naura, I do not want Naura to be a victim of selfishness from her father.I will see Naura once a week to my in-laws' house. forced to not want me to have to be far away from my child.I hope there is wisdom from all this, yes Allah give the best path for me and my son.