SADNESS OF MY LIFE

36.My sadness has no stop

One day Elisha sat at his desk. Silence as usual. Staring one by one friends who were busy chatting with sad eyes. Usually Elisha and Ina would tell me funny things, but Elisha chose silence. Be a good listener for this.

“You why the hell Elisa?” tanya Ina sat in front of Elisha . His voice broke the atmosphere from earlier crowded and seemed to not care into place.

“Perhaps upset because Elisha has been left with Yana? Isn't it EL?” ina Saying. They embraced Elisha. Happy while Elisha's heart is still sad.Elisha's habit at work he likes to entertain one of his sad friends.

“You guys! I don't want to be disturbed!” speech of Elisha

“Who wants to bother you EL? Don't think about Yana anymore!” ina's speech

“NGGAK CAN!” elisa said while crying. Elisha sang and tried to comfort Elisha.

Even if you are not mine, my heart is still for you

Millions of choices on my side, won't replace you

Even if the storm hits, my love I won't escape

Give it a chance, to prove it

I was able to be the best, and still be the best.

I'll wait, although I have a long wait

I'll stay faithful waiting for you, I know you're just for me

Let my time run out of this wait

Until you believe how great, my love for you

I still wait.pronounced Elisha singing even though he did not know ready his original singer Elisha liked the song, because the ruriknya fit the story .

my tears flowed down Elisha's face.

She looked at Elisha very sad. “I want to forget him and I do not want to keep thinking.” said Elisa

That's always what Elisha's lips say, I hate him. Until I got tired of hearing it. “The only way I can do that is, find someone who can make me fall in love!” speech of Elisha.

But I'm not going to do anything silly anymore, let me feel this pain myself. Who hurts myself ? Not him, Elisha's regret to himself

Break arrived. I spent Elisha's time at the desk accompanied by a sad shadow and a void. Elisha's face was wet with tears flowing. Because of the problems in staying married with Yana, Elisha became a whiny girl!not your nature is mh. you are a firm person.you always live a cheerful life.

“Do not be sad yes.” Ina speech.

I can not get rid of this pain.” do I get angry with all her friends, or do I have to drink again, or have to scream as much as possible.Let Upset, angry, and disappointed can disappear? speech of Elisha. “Ya EL, I know that. Patience, isn't that a woman's risk? What matters is that you are patient and steadfast.

When the time comes, all this will return as usual and Elisha must know kok.” this remark .Elisha leaned his head against this shoulder, Elisa while saying thank you Na you are my good friend, Elisha said. “Stay spirit yes EL"ucap ina cheering Elisa.Don't be sad continue dong. Don't you make it like that you are EL. Later you can be depressed, even you can get rich Stress first.

Tomorrow as usual: Elisha sat down and daydreamed at his desk. Lamenting how painful my life is😞, said Elisa.Dulu SD, I was 6 years old I once hurt my own father now I hurt the same Yana” 😞. even she once promised me she couldn't live off me but now the fact of her lying Yana is instead married to someone else😭. the problem is not ceasing to me, I keep going heartache😭. Not only to solve the problem but I have to make mamah happy and have to boast mamah. da, I hate it all. Elisha said.

So what should Elisha do? I used to hate my own father, do I have to hate Yana now? only then did I recover and just rise from the sadness now I have to experience again. Including myself will plan to quit his job.would focus on keeping my mom at home. Because I'm tired of being sick with people. Elisha's Speech.

even Elisha had often experienced mental disorders. from the first problem with his father Elisha became the last problem that Elisha felt. The longer Elisha even become a girl who is so crybaby. Though Elisha never cry because of things that are not clear like gini. what else is not clear? I was sad to see Elisha like that, this said

“You've got more ginj EL?”

“Kok to be a bracket?”

“Why didn't you kayak yesterday EL?”

“You're a gini pendam anyway?”

“Why do you cry anyway?”

“Kok also cuek same mamah? ”

And so many questions were raised from his mother to Elisha.

The sorrow of Elisha did not stop and kept coming back and forth. Elisha's tears also unceasingly dripped onto his face from his eyes😭.Elisha could only write this sorrow in a book, for there could be no one to understand. Elisha had better write it in a book. Let me, I'm spilling all the contents into this book so that I feel relieved and at ease. Elisha does not dare to directly talk to his mom?” O Allah. If you say lack of work, yes, I lack of work with this I express my heart and my feelings and this book.

It's free if Elisa mengelejelasin problem as high as the himalayas and as wide as the universe or whatever it is he will not understand. Just soaking It's better, maybe it's a little bit hurtful? But that was all Elisha could do.

Elisha was walking right in front of this, and Elisha was unaware. Elisha brought a plate of glass that he would bring to the table. But something I didn't expect..

BRUCK!!!

BRUCK!!!

BRUCK!!

Ina nudged Elisha's pregnant body hard and finally Elisha fell slipping as well as a glass plate that Ina brought about the arm of Elisha. A large tear wound and shed a lot of blood.Ina immediately came and helped me to stand.

“Astaghfirullah Elisa! You're okay, right? Shall I take you to the hospital immediately? ina Saying.

“What is this?” ask her boss Elisha, why are you Elisha?“Ina brought a plate and was nudged by her theme to Elisa sir. . And one of the fragments of the plate hit his arm Elisa Pak” INa explained to his boss.

“Yes Allah, the width of the wound. Immediately we take it to the doctor.” remarks his boss Elisa.

Finally, Elisha was taken to the doctor, The fragments of the plate were cleaned by the doctor While Elisha, just indifferent and staring at thisa with a sad face😞.

Elisha stared at the stitch wound wrapped in white bandages. Sick anyway. But the pain is not as painful as the sadness of Elisa 😞. Although Elisha was wounded like anything, as flawed as anything, but all of that did not hurt as much as the sadness that Elisha experienced today. Elisha did not know the fragment of the plate from the manan, not even nanya to ina.ina was unceasing to ask the situation of Elisha continuously, this is afraid Elisha was in pain.

“Eh Elisa, you don't feel that big of a wound from your hand?“Are you not in pain or pain in your hands? ina's speech

“Elisa? It important? Should I feel it, while my heartache is severe?" speech of Elisha

“Basic! You are a weak girl"

“Enough ina ! Enough!” I cut your word . “I got hurt because of your sheer carelessness! This is purely because of your carelessness Do not need you to connect the same problem with me feel We better get out of here!” elisha's Speech .

“You why the hell? I believe you made it taken to the doctor to the boss, you even gini to me. I believe you let you realize you don't even want to. You also if you usually see blood will be in pain even you scream . Why are you a gini?” let's forget Yana you're looking for your happiness again".

“ina helped Elisha but not like this. Elisha misunderstood. Come on, forget that guy EL.” said this.

Elisha screamed instead I said I can't forget, the more I want to get sick the deeper I get. 😭😭😭😭