sacrificial taste

episode 9

"cry, I know it hurts for you" she still hugged me

with a voice I couldn't manage to cry I asked.

"where do you know? I never told you anything"

"zafran told me, he once asked me to meet to ask permission to approach you"

hearing that my tears broke

"i'll tell Nadin that zafran and you love each other and ask him to forget his feelings"

Lana rushes to go to nadin but I stop her.

"no, not Lana! that would break nadin's heart again"

"but he must know all this vania!"

"she just recovered from her broken heart, I don't want to make her feel that way again lana"

"then? what about your heart?uh huh? what about zafran?"

"Lana's right van, Nadin should know that you and zafran really love each other instead of just being betrothed as he thinks" in support of lana

"no! I don't want to be selfish if I have to put my feelings at risk!"

"but when is vania? if we don't tell him now and let it feel deeper it will break his heart even more, because zafran will not reciprocate his feelings! zafran just wants to be with you!" Lana

"promise me, you promise not to tell Nadin everything! me, I'll back off! I don't want to break her heart again"

yuni came looking for us because she had not returned for a long time

"what is this? why are you here so long?"

I turned around to wipe my tears and tried to smile.

"ah, no! let's go back" I gestured to Lana and Dika for my words earlier to say nothing to Nadin.

"where are you? why so long?" hera

"i have a stomachache" I tried to look fine, while Lana and Dika just kept quiet.

nadin pulled my hand to sit next to him.

"iyaa" again I felt like an arrow was piercing my chest

"good! don't tell him I like him Vania!"

"yes" I wiped my tears that were about to fall

"does you and Zafran seem to be close friends with Van? tell me what kind of girl dong zafran likes?"

"i don't know nadin"

"the type of zafran is in the vania" it seems lana was upset that nadin kept pushing me

I looked at lana.

"what do you mean lana? nadin raised his voice

"don't listen to lana! she does like the origin of talking, you are pretty nadin! surely zafran will also like you" for god's sake when my heart and mind go to war

"hopefully this time I won't be heartbroken again, you're supporting me right van?"

I just stroked Nadin's arm, I knew that if I spoke for sure my tears would break.

"already! I'll take you home" as she pulled my hand up to stand next to Nadin

"why rush so much? isn't Vania going to tell us the good news?" junis

"grace news is off! excuse me for coming home too!" Lana still looks upset

"what the hell is it?" yuni was astonished by Lana's words

"i went home first yah yuni" I said goodbye

dika drove me home

"you're a good friend of Vania! nadin was lucky to be your best friend" when he stroked my head

"thank you for driving me, I don't think I'm in the office tomorrow! I think I need some alone time please let me, you can tell me I'm not feeling well"

"alright, take care of yourself"

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