sacrificial taste

Pardon me!

the next day I waited for Nadin, at first I had decided to agree, but not on nadin but lana, lana, all night I thought hard and I have decided not to let go of the zafran but also not to hurt nadin! I will give the nadin the happiness he means, that is zafran! but that doesn't mean I have to cut ties with the zafran, I'll make a zafran accompany Nadin passing through and fight his illness as a friend to him, I think if zafran becomes nadin's best friend then nadin will get the happiness he wants right? that was the end of my decision

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"good morning" a man stood at the door, covered his face with a bouquet of sunflowers and covered his body with the morning sun

"zafran" for some reason when I saw my tears fall! I feel so guilty for her, right, she said she didn't do anything wrong and my attitude towards her was so inappropriate

"can I come in?" she still covered her face with flowers

"iyaa, this is zafran!"

"but I won't be kicked out again?" show his face

hearing her words, my tears grew even more, making her startled and sit in front of me

"uh, what's wrong with you?" rubbing tears on my cheek

I hugged him, very tightly and probably made the zafran hard to breathe! I could feel the moment he was breathing through his mouth, he just stood still and waited for me to let go of my embrace

"sorry"

"uh, it's all right, Vania!"

"i was too late for you"

"no really"

"not what!! I even threw you out in front of my friends"

*zafran just smiled as he rubbed my cheek*

"why isn't zafran angry with Vania?"

"not going to"

"not what will it be?"

"i won't be mad at you"

"why not?"

"because I can't!"

"why can't it? zafran also has the right to scold me if I'm wrong"

"hear! if I'm mad at you it's the same way I hurt you and if I hurt you it's the same way I hurt myself"

"yeah I'm good to you, you're my girlfriend! if I'm nice to the guy's girlfriend, it's wrong"

"what did you feel when I was angry last night?"

"guess up, I thought we were okay at first, so good even but why are you acting like that even to the point of kicking me out"

"iyaa, the wrong vania! sorry zafran"

"iyaa it's okay, my patience stock for you is still a lot"

"sorry, Vania always hurts the zafran! vania's selfish!"

"no! you're not like that"

"zafran is always patient with vania, always there for vania, always make vania happy, always give the best for vania"

"vania already! I can't give you anything, I can only make sure you're comfortable on my side"

"even vania is happy with the zafran, vania wants to always be with the zafran! hopefully granted"

"amen"

"i can go home"

"Alhamdulillah, you must not be tired anymore! must maintain a diet and adequate rest"

"ready! but we're not interns anymore?"

"it's time we went back to school"

"it's so sad not to be able to part ways at the office"

"i'm so grateful to every corner of the place where you and I met and got close"

"then I go straight to school tomorrow? I also miss wearing uniforms"

"yes, I'll pick you up?"

"no, you're my girlfriend! not my driver!"

"but I insisted on picking you up"

"yes, yes"

*connect*