sacrificial taste

episode 21

"jeez zafran! I don't know how long you've been raining" I've been paddling her "why are you still here? comein! I'll get you a towel and warm water"

I gave him warm water "drink this, you idiot!" while I was drying her hair with a towel, her hands were already shaking from the cold. "why are you so stubborn anyway?you want to get sick?"

"sorry vania" she put down her warm water and clasped my hand, I could feel her shivering and very cold hand "forgive me vania, I know I was wrong, very wrong, very wrong, I've been so outrageous to you, you should also know that I'm not easy to do that Vania, I also feel very sick especially with what Nadin told me"

I let go of her hand slowly "then why don't you find out the truth about zafran?"

"into my stupidity, I easily trusted nadin because I thought nadin was your best friend he must be honest and could not possibly demonize his own best friend, I'm sorry Vania"

"already zaf, this has happened"

"sorry van, sorry!"

"you better go home, you can get sick! I forgive you but I need time alone I hope you can respect my decision"

"we can be like before, right? I miss you van, miss you so much"

"i need some zafran time, you can do whatever you think can cure my disappointment in this incident"

"i'll try vania! thank you and forgive me" he stood up, took off the towel that was still coiled on his shoulder and then stepped away from me, still remaining in his body.

when she disappeared from my door somehow I felt alone with my attitude towards her, she looks so sorry but I feel like I have to do this so she doesn't think I'm the girl she wants to be away from and approach.

only zafran tried to apologize to me, whereas nadin? he didn't even have the intention to apologize when all this was his fault, his selfishness.I didn't think he could think of doing this.

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the next day at the office I met Nadin and well he didn't say anything to me. I don't think I'm going to start a conversation with him before he can admit his mistake to me and sincerely apologize then I'll forgive him because maybe he's very afraid of losing a zafran that's not even finished yet hers.

until noon I did not see zafran, not even he who live music morning, my heart was looking for him but my logic felt indifferent.

"zafran didn't go in?" Lana asked while we were having lunch and I didn't touch her

"hey! vaniaa! you hear me not?!"

"i heard, he said zafran entered the hospital" Yuni continued

although I was surprised to hear the words yuni but I tried to control myself to seem mediocre.

"oh yeah? what's he sick of?" Lana

"if it's not wrong he has a high fever, maybe typhus"

"his love, look yuk!" Lana saw me

I just saw him and went back to eating, I thought maybe he was sick because he was raining in front of my house last night.

"vania! why daydream anyway? don't you know that Zafran is sick?" junis

"ti, no! how do I know he's sick"

"don't be so dong vania, zafran not entirely blame.It's natural that at that time he behaved like that because he heard nadin who said that you were very disturbed by him"

"yes, are we looking?" yuni whined

"what the heck, don't impose your will on Vania" when you touch the forehead of the juni

"ihh, dika! sicktt!" he stroked his forehead "luckily I love" speaking in a small voice, I could hear him because he was sitting next to me.

"if you want to see her, you can leave without me"

"look out, you're sorry! definitely nadin will visit her" Lana mocked me

"whatever" I replied in a tone that might sound jutek

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