sacrificial taste

episode 10's

"it should have been from the beginning that I did not involve my heart when I was with Zafran, now I must forget my feelings for him! I do not want to be selfish with my own feelings, for me the friend is much more important and I also do not want to make nadin heartbroken again even though I will be broken. what should I tell Zafran, what attitude should I show him? I even agreed with the commitment he made, I promised I wouldn't leave him. huffttt"

my eyes were already swollen from crying and I thought about everything until I fell asleep. indeed sleeping after tired of crying will indeed make us sleep well so that in his sleep I wake up until noon and even that because my phone is sound.

"hello" I picked it up without seeing who called

"are you sick?"

still half conscious I felt familiar with his voice, I rubbed my eyes and noticed my phone turned out to be a zafran who called to make my sleepiness go away for a moment

"hello" zafran waited for an answer

"yeah"

"what are you sick with?"

"it's just the flu so heavy it doesn't feel good"

"have you eaten and taken your medicine?"

"yeah"

"maybe you're a soybean"

"yeah"

"a lot of rest"

"yeah"

"don't be sick for long I miss you"

"yeah"

"just said yes, are you lazy to talk to me?"

"well, I just woke up to take a shower" without waiting for the answer I turned off the phone.

am I too judes on him? I'm sorry zafran I never meant to play you but I had to behave like this to keep you away from me.

I recalled the incident at the cafe when she expressed her feelings making me shed tears again.

"why am I so whiny anyway, let's vania your best friend's feelings are more important than your own!"

after cleaning I checked my phone that continued to sound it turns out that today there is another event in the office and as usual everyone in pairs, I was curious this time who will pair with zafran. why do I feel unwilling if zafran pairs with someone else? all this time there was every event I became a partner.

suddenly Lana called me.

"yes lana?"

"why don't you come in today?" lana sounds upset

"i'm not feeling well"

"you don't have to lie to me, I know you're just pretending to be sick because you want to avoid zafran right?"

"fluff"

I'm surprised Lana knows anything about me.

"you know today there's an event tau"

"yes, I know"

"you know who the Zafran pair with?!"

"whatever lana is, I want to forget it"

"zafran pairs with nadin!"

"oh yeah? good nadin must be happy" my tone of voice I must control to sound fine.

"you know zafran should pair with yuni but nadin whines at yuni to exchange partners, nadin is really shameless!"

"i know you're van's good guy, not that I don't want to be happy but instead he'll be sick because I know the zafran won't reciprocate the taste! she wants to be with you!"

"already lana, forget it if zafran and I have a relationship"

"quickly or later Nadin will surely know all this"

phone disconnected.

my decision not to enter the office today was correct! zafran paired with nadin,

nadin must be so happy today.

when I said that, my tears fell without me noticing.

"vaniaaa, your friend came" mother called me

"iyaa wait, just tell me to come in first ma'am"

I think the children who came, when I went to the living room turned out to be the zafran who came.

"huh, you?" I was surprised

"why did you unilaterally disconnect the phone?"

"sorry" I sat in front of him

"i brought you some chicken soup and your favorite juice is still warm"

"thank you, I'll take the bowl for a second! what do you want to drink?"

"no need to bother"

"alright"

I ate the chicken soup in front of him.

"tasty?"

"yes, where did you buy it?"

"it's just like it was my creation"

I'm choking on "lie"

"seriously I made it but helped my mother hehe"

"oh yeah? say hello to your mother, thanks for the delicious soup"

"thank you to my mom?"

"i'm going to thank you earlier"

"there was another pairing event at the office"

"yes, I know"

"because you didn't come in so I had to pair up with someone else"

"who are you pairing with?"I pretended not to know

"Nadine"

"oh, great"

"what's good?"

"not haha"

when me and Zafran were busy chatting suddenly Nadin, Dika, Yuni and Lana came.

*connect*