sacrificial taste

Nadin (part 1)

The clock on the new wall showed at 06:30 am and my phone rang, using a new number. at first I thought it was zafran because he also said he would change the number and who else would call me that early if it wasn't him, I picked up the phone and was startled by the voice I heard. Nadin, nadin called me

"vania" with a very weak-sounding voice

"nadins? is this you, yeah?"

"yes"

"where are you din, where have you disappeared?"

"i want to meet you"

"yes, we meet yah! where are you now? the other kids will be happy"

"no, Vania, I just want to see you"

"but why nadin?"

"don't tell anyone that I called you well"

"why are you Nadin?"

"can you come out for a second? I'm in front of your house"

"uh uh? but I'm in the hospital"

"what hospital?"

"RS. ********************, where are you going nadin? it's been a month since you disappeared"

tut...tut..tut..the phone was dead, I tried to call him back but the number was no longer in contact. Questions came back to my mind, after disappearing for a month nadin contacted me and wanted to meet me but only with me, does this have anything to do with zafran? was my guess all along right that nadin left because of me and zafran? ahhh these questions make my head hurt!!!

all day I waited for Nadin's arrival, I guess after getting information about my whereabouts then he will soon meet me as he said but until the night he did not come or call me back!

gazing out the window, I shed tears whether they were happy tears because my best friend who disappeared just like that would meet me or my tears of guilt to her "will I be able to meet Nadin?"

"nadines?" zafran cut my word

"zafran? since when are you here?" I wiped my tears and tried to regulate my emotions

"are you going to meet nadin?"

"uh uh? no!"

"don't lie to Vania, I heard what you said"

"what did I say?"

"make it, don't lie! your words just now were as if you were going to meet a nadin"

"you misheard, I said I wanted to see him! it's been a month since he disappeared without any news"

"you're not covering anything up, are you?"

*zafran just kept quiet and looked at me with a very cold gaze as if he was reading through my eyes*

"why are you staring at me like that anyway, here sitting next to me"

"you didn't lie to me, did you?"

"iyaa zafran yaa, I'm not lying! you're the one who misheard me but looked at me like I made a big mistake"

he held my face "if there's anything you're telling me well don't cover anything from me, promise?"

"iyaa zafran"

"already eaten?"

"already, how was the event? unfortunately I can't go to the hysterics"

"Fluent"

"there must be a lot of girls screaming while you're playing, right?"

"what the hell are you"

"you know, I'm always confused and surprised to know girls who are like possessed when they see you perform"

"why wonder, I am so handsome and charming that they are infatuated with me"

"cihhh, charming what"

"honest you! I'm handsome, right?"

"normal"

"there's no way the girls would spend their voices shouting that I'm mediocre"

"their father is overrated"

" you're honestly okay"

"well, must have been really exciting?"

"no! unremarkable"

"yes, because there's no me, right?"

"that you know"

"uhhh, moved by me"

I also dissolve with zafran stories and as usual he can always make me forget all the problems in my mind

*connect*