sacrificial taste

Nadin (part 2)

nadin came with a nun, I was very surprised by her condition.she was in a wheelchair, her face was very pale and her once very beautiful hair had been covered with turbans.

"nadins? what the hell is going on with you?" I am very surprised and saddened to see the state of nadin now

"vania" nadin hugged me

"what happened to nadin? you why?"

"i.akuu" in a very weak voice

"slow story, why you?"

"i'm ashamed of Vania, ashamed!"

"what really happened to you?"

"i'm on a leukemia van verdict"

nadin's answer left me devastated and instantly my body went limp

"i was forced to quit school, I. I just returned home from treatment in Singapore yesterday and the result is the same even this disease increasingly gnawing on my body"

"when has din? why did you cover it all this time?"

"i also just found out, all this time I only felt pain in my joints and I guess it was just the effects of soy sauce and the worst when I just went home to visit the zafran at that time.

I had a nosebleed and I was unconscious and well I've been sentenced to leukemia by a doctor"

*I can't say anything, my knee feels weak! nadin's state is very sad, her once beautiful hair has fallen out and even she has gone bald*

"i'm ashamed of Vania, I can't meet anyone! I miss you all but I'm so ashamed of my current situation"

"why should nadin be ashamed, we were all so worried about you when you just disappeared"

"look at me now, vania! stare at me! look at my current condition, there's nothing to be proud of"

"we all love you Nadin, why should you be ashamed of your condition? we love you without seeing your condition!"

"i was told by the doctor that I wouldn't be any longer"

"hear me din! the doctor is also just an ordinary human, he can't determine the rest of your lifespan!"

"can be vania, cana! he can sentence my age soon because he sees the condition of my body"

"i'm no longer strong Vania, I resigned! that's why I came back here, I just want to be happy for the rest of my life"

"what are you talking about, Nadin! nay! I'm sure you'll be cured!"

"i just want to be happy and live the rest of my life full of Vania laughter"

"i don't like to hear your words like that! you must be healed! I'm sure it is"

"forget over this! I wanted to tell you my purpose for coming here to see you"

*i just looked at him because I didn't know what else to say*

"are you still with zafran?"

*i nodded*

"how deep do you feel about her?"

"what do you mean?"

"i realize I've made a terrible mistake on you but do you still consider me your best friend?"

"what are you talking about, of course you're still my best friend!"

"if I told you to choose between me and zafran, who would you choose?"

*i am silent*

nadin clasped my hand "I want to be happy for the rest of my life Vania"

"i can't answer you"

"i still love zafran vania, I know I'm selfish! but I just want to enjoy the rest of my life with the people I love Vania and I love zafran"

*i am silent*

"give me zafran yah vania, give me zafran"

*connect*