sacrificial taste
episode 25
I feel so happy that my smile never leaves my lips.
even if there is a tool that can measure happiness then I think I am a very happy person in the world! at that time I had received an answer that I was not sure but with that incident I became convinced that it was true said Lana I had loved zafran and might have been in the phase of loving him, he said, in spite of everything that has become a hindrance to my feelings and feelings of zafran even from my biggest barrier which is my best friend Nadin who probably only I consider him a friend!
at that time I didn't care about everything! all obstacles! barrier from my side and the zafran side, let alone I have the support of his mother, I feel loved by his mother and I also love his mother maybe even I love anything related to zafran.
I was also already disappointed in the nadin and perhaps it was my disappointment that prompted me to have to fight for my own happiness without having to think about the feelings or happiness of others who did not even think about me at all!
it was my decision after the hospital incident.
I shared my happy story with Lana after I got home and it's true that I expected that lana would be very happy for me, not only lana I also shared the same thing with yuni and my innocent friend was also happy for me even she told me to promise to fight for my own happiness.
different from dika, though, only he who I think is still worried about my closeness back with the zafran moreover he also came to be disappointed with the actions of nadin and maybe also he does not like the zafran because he thinks this is all happening because of the zafran, nadin and I didn't talk about it because of the zafran.
in my little heart I still very much hope that Nadin can also be happy for me but already he did not even think of me when he betrayed me!
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the next day I was still in my day off,
I decided to go see the zafran. Even I woke up early to cook for him, I even intend to make his mother zafran fascinated with the cuisine I will make.
when I got to the hospital, I brought my own food, when I entered the zafran room my mood that I had built up to the spirit and cheerful from the morning suddenly shattered when I found that nadin was also there. even though I saw a zafran who even turned his face away as if he did not want the presence of nadin there, he said, only his mother zafran was seen accompanying the nadin conversing and when his mother zafran saw me enter he immediately smiled widely and left the nadin who was still talking to him.
"nak vania" his mother zafran hugged me and immediately changed Nadin's face to be very pias.
when I heard my name called by his mother, the zafran who had just stared out the window immediately got up and sat down to greet me and again made nadin bow down upset.
"what did you bring, son?" seeing the challenge in my hand
I tried to cover up my shattered mood "this, Vania was cooking for zafran and mom"
"ohyah? why bother anyway son"
"no kok bu, vania does not feel hassles"
"why bother cooking for me? you should wake up in the morning, right?" zafran looked at me
"whoever cooks for you, I cook for you"
"ehmm.. yummy son! turns out you're good at cooking well"
"aided by his mother's turn" zafran taunted me
"just fine! I cook for myself, you are"
I pouted at him
"hahaha, where let me try as good as what he cooked" zafran asked his mother to bribe him
"tasty right?" I looked at him
"unusual" he even put on a flat face
I pouted at him.
"haha, yes! cuisine's great! thanks yeah"
"this base of you! it's so nice to mock your future daughter-in-law" her mother zafran held my head up against her shoulder
zafran only smiled at his mother's words and unknowingly there was still a nadin standing in front of the sofa and Nadin looked very devastated by the incident he had just witnessed, he looks like he wiped his tears.
"i was saying goodbye, had to go to the internship place" because that day he was not off.
zafran did not pester him, only his mother zafran thanked him and drove him to the door.
*connect*
