sacrificial taste

episode 19's

"why are you stopping me, you know how Lana is! he's gonna be stupid when he's angry, let go of my hand!" I tried to let go of his grip

"but you don't need to stop lana, she's right this time vania. nadin's gone too far! this is not a zafran issue but a matter of our friendship!"

"yes I won't stop it but let go of my hand! I just wanted to anticipate lana not to cross the line"

finally, when he let go of his hand, the three of us looked for Lana and asked people who might see her and when we asked the senior who passed by, Lana went to the cafeteria to meet nadin and zafran.

"eh that's lana, let's hurry" Yuni saw lana almost to the canteen

"oh here you are a traitor!" Lana hits the table in front of Nadin

"Lana, already! control yourself!" I tried to calm lana down

"what the hell" nadin stood up

"what did you say?! just because your man did all this?huh uh?" Lana's getting upset

"Lana, talk about this. This is the cafeteria, a lot of people are looking at us and this is not good at all" when she told Lana to sit down

nadin's face looked very worried

"we're nadin's best friends, why just because your man is being sneaky like this?" yuni looked at nadin

"fell me, what do you mean?" nadin looks pias

"you don't have to pretend anymore! we know everything, why?uh huh? why are you like this Nadin?" it seems like Lana can already control her emotions

"what is this" Zafran stared at nadin

"honestly, I didn't do anything" Nadin was still trying to cover up his mistake

"alright, you should know whatever zafran has been telling you is a lie! why are you so easily able to believe the words of nadin without finding out the truth the hell is zaf"

nadin stood up and pulled the hand of the zafran to follow him but the zafran actually pulled the nadin to stay seated because he wanted to know what was really going on.

"do you know zafran? vania is not wrong, it's all just bad-nadin's wits to get close to you! everything you've ever told you is a lie! just the trick for you to hate Vania" lana held my hand

zafran looked at me but I turned my eyes away from looking at him.

"you should be grateful to have a friend like Vania, you know nadin? without you dropping your pride by doing this, Vania would help you get closer to the zafran right? he even sacrificed his own feelings for you nadin! for your happiness! he always keeps your feelings in order to stay fine without you knowing that his feelings are very broken.but what's your reply? you slandered him! for what? to fulfill your wish, right? this is what you call a friend? this is what a friend means to you?"

nadin looked increasingly pias as the zafran stared at him.

"you still want to shut up?" he spoke in a soft tone

"yes, I did it all! I lied to you zafran but I did this all because I love you zafran! I already know that you like Vania, I know everything! even I know what has happened between the two of you! even when I've begged Vania to stay away from you but you guys are still close! I think by doing all this you can hate Vania and I have a chance to get your heart, this is all just because I love you zafran! I know how painful it is to be rejected so I don't want to feel it anymore! I'm sorry"

hearing Nadin's confession, zafran stood up to look at me but I didn't want to see him because there was still a sense of disappointment with his attitude lately, he immediately acted like that to me before he even found out the truth.

zafran sat beside me, holding my hand but I refused his grip and left.

my disappointment is doubled! my disappointment in the zafran who once promised to be with me in any way but left me only because the lie is not worth my disappointment in my best friend's nadin, friends who I take care of their feelings to sacrifice my own feelings to betray me. I went with tears that did not stop flowing without saying anything to FD I went home.

*connect*