sacrificial taste

First lunch

we had lunch together, but it was our first lunch after the wedding.

as usual, he brought me food and not to forget my favorite juice.

"i'm still thinking about Nadin, where the hell is he?"

"vania please! This time I just want us both without a third person"

"let's just the two of us get together"

"both indeed! but talk about the third person"

"i was determined to stay away from you"

"do you know!"

"haha, know where?"

"from your attitude! especially when I invite you to talk, you give me your tough answer"

"because I think friends are more important than men, um you know not?"

"no"

"well, the answer is that"

"i don't know, of course"

"heard it first"

"yes, baby, what is it?"

"hhh, disgust ush"

"haha, what?"

"actually I've been like this before"

"like this? meanin?"

"lana's current boyfriend once chased me like you"

"is I chasing you?"

"sure"

"iyaaiyaa, continues?"

"but certainly not like you, he can't make me open my heart to him even though he has expressed his feelings in front of many people"

"hm, continues?"

*we even forgot to eat food in front of us so excited to talk*

"of course I refused it"

"do you reject it in front of the crowd?"

"wow, I can imagine how embarrassed he is"

"i was bad at the time, but I think it was right! instead of me accepting it just on the grounds that she's not ashamed of people but I don't have any feelings for her, it's the same as me playing her right?"

"continue lana? how's it?"

"Lana knows everything but she is not like a nadin who is too imposing her will and maybe Lana who is always there when she was down in the past because of me and finally Lana managed to make her boyfriend now very pussy on her! he's lucky to have my best friend on that one"

"but it's not as lucky as I got you"

*we looked at each other long enough*

"he's the food" I realized

"ohiyas! until I forget, I'll look at you"

*my thoughts go back to Nadin, many questions that come to my mind about the disappearance of nadin but that's all I have to keep in my heart. I don't want to ruin the mood of my loved ones in front of me*

after we finished eating the food in front of us, Zafran began the conversation again

"your brother knows our relationship?"

"yet, I'm afraid to tell him"

*zafran clasped my hand*

"if my brother still forbids me to date how?"

"if the word dilan is the important thing you are still on the earth it is enough! it's enough to make me happy"

"i'm serious"

*zafran clasped my hand tighter*

"importantly you are still under the same sky as me, I can also continue to see you and most importantly I already know that you love me more than enough"

"if we are not friends?"

"some day if indeed we are not destined to be with you never cry when it is all over but smile because we have happened! but all I know is that even before we were born in this world, the creator has prepared someone to accompany our lives, but I will still pray for him to be just you! only Vania will be my life partner"

"hoooooo me, I love you"

"who are you?"

"well you!" I pointed at his nose

"vania, who the hell is it?"

"honey zafran! satisfied!"

he smiled "zafran more dear to vania"

*connect*