sacrificial taste

episode 8's

Lana seemed to understand the zafran wanted to have lunch with me.

"you go to lunch first, we'll talk about this later" Lana saw me

"take care" I feel bad about them

"you've gone to eat first, we'll talk later" she said

"yes, I also want to say something to you" Nadin continued

"alright! sorry well" I went with the zafran

he took my hand and somehow I let him do it.

on the way to the cafeteria we met a short-haired girl who might be infatuated with zafran, it seemed like she saw the hand of the zafran holding my hand because she gave me a sharp look. I wanted to let go of her grip but she grasped my hand very tightly!

"it looks like the girl's mad that you're holding me"

"good, so he can stop bothering me"

"do you feel annoyed by the girls who approach you? you should be proud of dong"

"i'm not impressed by the man that many women love, but I would be very, very amazed at the man who loves one woman and can keep her!"

"kok being poetic so haha"

"why do you have such a sweet smile?"

I stopped my laughter and fell ashamed

he lifted my chin "make your face red"

"what the hell" brushed his hand on my chin

"what are you going to eat?"

" you're the only one eating, I'm just gonna drink some juice"

"just let me order it"

I watched him eat, it seemed like he was really hungry until he ate it. He realized that I was looking at him

"don't keep looking, you can fall in love!"

"who is looking at you"

he smiled "want to try? it's so delicious"

"no! you just eat"

"come on, I'm a bribe! open mouth!" give her food

"stop the zafran, it's not nice to see people!"

"open your mouth!"

"basic stubborn!" I finally accepted his bribe

"yeah"

"want again?"

"no! you spend it, I'm still full"

when she finished eating she held my hand and looked at me.

"what's wrong?"

"stay like thiswell, you don't leave me! when you're mine once then I'll be yours a thousand times"

for some reason when he said that, I immediately nodded my head.

"now I'm making a commitment in myself to always be with you"

he always made me in a position of speechlessness.

in the evening, my best friend and I gathered at Yuni's house, as Nadin said, there was something he wanted to say.

"sorry that lately I rarely talk to you and even act indifferent" Nadin held my hand

"yes" I stroked his hand

"why are you Nadin?" yun asked

"friends, I actually like zafran" Nadin blushed in embarrassment

"what!" Lana yells

when I heard that I felt like I was hit by an arrow in my chest, so this is the reason nadin has been cold to me lately! I tried to hold back my tears from falling when my eyes were already glazed over.

"yes, he can make me forget about Jordan" (the class brother he once liked)

"why?why the zafran?" Lana looks upset

"he's a good man, I've seen him help a troubled grandmother when she wanted to cross over and it touched my heart, I was deliberately covering up my feelings and trying to be ordinary so that I could get close to her without feeling awkward"

"but you know that the zafran is close to the vania" Yuni looked at me who seemed to hold back tears

"i know they don't have any relationship, our seniors are the ones who always betroth them. isn't that van?"

Lana who already knew what was really going on between me and zafran clasped my hand in order to strengthen me but really, I was already unable to stem my tears.

"excuse me for the bathroom first"

I was crying in the bathroom, why! why is this happening? nadin also likes zafran?! god, it hurts even more when I know that my ex cheated on me first.

"vaniaaa" dika knocked on the bathroom door "you're okay vania? come on out, I understand what you're feeling right now"

what wiped away my tears, what did you mean? I haven't told him anything yet. Finally after gathering a lot of energy to be able to look mediocre I came out of the bathroom, it was already there and Lana who was waiting for me to come out.

Lana looked at me, grabbed my hand and it made me cry again

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