
The hero drove his car to Stevi's house. His mind was stifled and even his head was about to break, regretting all the things he had been through all this time. There was a lot of disappointment tucked inside his chest, especially disappointed in himself who had been so stupid that Dennis could have played with.
Since leaving the house, Wira tried to call Naina's mobile number. However, none of his calls were connected. Sending a message on whattApp is the same, only results in a tick of one.
The black sedan piloted by Wira finally arrived at the courtyard of the two-story whitewashed house. Of course, the man did not waste any time. Running into the house with a spare key that is always neatly stored in the dashboard of the car, Wira was aghast when she found the door of the house that was not locked.
Her net was greeted with a sight of a woman sobbing. Sitting on the floor with a messy face. Wet by tears, the look of despair was so domineering.
“Wir, Nola ..” Stevi opened her voice after seeing the arrival of the Wira. The two words alone that could come out of his lips, Stevi returned crying.
Stepping slowly, Wira pulled Stevi's arm to stand up. He needs an explanation before kicking his best friend and ex-wife out of the house he bought. No chance, especially sorry. His household was destroyed, there was nothing more miserable than that.
“Explain to me what exactly happened?” The hero released a weak body that was already helpless before him.
“How can you trick me, Stev?” ask the hero again.
“I'm sorry, Wir,” said Stevi slowly. Since their series wedding was over, Wira would no longer allow Stevi to greet her as usual.
“You are Stev. You can trick me too.” The hero held his regret, if Stevi was not a woman, it was certain that he would beat her to death. Struck him until his breath is separated from his body.
Stevi's crying is getting louder. She covered her teary face with both hands. Looking at the shaky shoulders, Wira knew that Stevi was also hit at the moment.
“I'm sorry, Wir. At first I didn't know either. I'm .. I'm just like you. Surprised to wake alone in a hotel room in a state ..” Stevi could not continue his sentence.
Squeezing, sitting back on the floor. His heart was in turmoil, considering that Nola had suddenly disappeared from his eyes. Although all this time he did not show affection for his daughter, but at times like this he was hit. Whatever happens, she's Nola's birth mother. Who conceived and fought life to give birth to her little girl.
“B’fuck you, Stev! What do you want by destroying my household?” as if Wira, sitting in front of Stevi, squeezing her hair. Resisting all the turmoil that has since been squeezed in the chest.
“I'm sorry. I know .. I was wrong. I also just found out that Nola is not my daughter after our wedding,” explained Stevi, sobbing.
“And you keep the facts hidden. You're missing Stev!” The hero stood back. Dragging his ex-wife's arm.
“I love you, Wir.” Stevi suddenly expressed her feelings after so many years of harboring her. Sontak made Wira stop for a moment.
“LOVE?” Shouted Wira. The man went berserk upon hearing Stevi's love statement.
Anger over everything that happened. The eyes of the Hero are reddened with a hardened jawline. His hand was already clenched with prominent veins on the temple. Breathing rose and fell, shouting in his heart that the opponent in front of him was a woman. And he can't hit women.
“Love is not like this Stev. You're destroying me. You destroyed my household and Naina's. Satisfied you now?” shouted Hero.
“Come out of my house now! Never show up in front of me!” The hero again dragged Stevi out of her house.
“Wir, please don't be like this. I beg your pardon,” pinta Stevi weld. He fell in the yard after being thrown Wira out violently.
Stevi was just about to stand up after falling, but Wira had already locked the door of the house and did not allow her to enter. Even all of his things were still left inside.
“Wir, don't do this. Didn't you miss, you made me a bum like this. My stuff is still inside.” Stevi pleaded, clutching the arm of the Hero who was about to get back in the car.
“I don't care Stev. We have nothing to do!” The hero blocked Stevi's arm and blew it away.
“I don't care even if you rot on the streets. Never put your face in front of me. LIFE OR DEATH, NEVER APPEAR IN MY LIFE AGAIN!” threaten Hero, push rough Stevi.
The man held back his anger, trying not to hit. Get in the car and drive fast. His goal is his home and Naina's. The house, which he had not been in for nearly two weeks, since his divorce from Naina.
“B’fuck you, Stev! If not women would have died in my hands!” as if Wira, hit the steering wheel of the car, venting his anger.
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The man smiled as he entered the yard. The anger that overwhelmed him, instantly disappeared. It is imagined how Naina will greet him lovingly when she knows the truth. Their dreams and ideals both love can be saved, nothing stands in the way.
Stepping down, the twilight wind greeted him with warmth. The door of the house was tightly closed. The hero had imagined Naina opening it and giving a longing hug.
“Nai, Mas is coming,” whispered, stepped for sure.
Stunned as he rang the bell repeatedly, there was no response from within. Five minutes waiting at the door, Wira decided to take her spare key stored in the car.
As soon as the door of the plank opened, darkness greeted him. All the window curtains were tightly closed. There was no sign of life there. For the first time, bad thoughts attacked him.
“Nai, where are you? Mas went home,” called him, while walking in and turned on the lights.
When the bright whitening light bulb greeted the room, silence also admonished him kindly. Although the bad thoughts had already taken control of part of his brain, Wira still ignited the despair in his belief. Even though the hope was only in a thin line, the man tried not to get bad at it.
“Nai, where are you?” Footsteps lead the hero to the room.
The room he used to live in with Naina. Sharing feelings, sharing love. Share likes, receive each other's grief. Smiling together, crying together. The rooms that bear witness to their household journeys.
“Nai.” call Wira, push board door plan. Back to the silence that greeted him.
“Nai ..”.
Staring at the bed so neat, with a pile of pillows arranged on it. The Hero's defense almost collapsed while making sure there was no one. No, Mbok Sumi, let alone Naina. Her hope shattered as her tail stared at the piece of paper that had been hit by Naina's phone on the nightstand.
Half-running, Wira narrowly falls when she catches a glimpse of Naina's hand scratches engraved with the black ink of her expensive pen.
Mas,
Nai knows, someday ... somehow that, Mas will find this letter. Nai can't write much. Writing is not easy. However, at this time Nai was also unable to if asked to speak directly in front of Mas.
*So afternoon, Nai had kept her promise. I visited my mom and dad at home. Think of it as the way Nai said goodbye. *
Nai apologized, for not complying with Mas' request. To live in this house is hard, really hard for Nai. The shadow of Mas always appears all over the corner, Nai can go crazy.
Forgive Nai, until the last second still disappoint you, Mas. Nai can't accept all of Mas's gifts. Home letters, decorations and savings books along with his cards, Nai kept them in the nightstand drawer. Nai only asked for ten million, the rest Nai returned to Mas.
Thank you for these five years. Mas raised Nai who was a nobody to be like now. Mas's already brought Nai to see some parts of the world. Mas already gave Nai unlimited love.
It's not Mas's fault, but Nai's who doesn't know himself.
Nai still hopes to meet Mas someday, and of course happy with the new life of Mas ....
Of the one who loves you today and later,
Naina Pelangie's.
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THE END