Look at Me, My Husband
S1. Chapter 41
Hugging the wound with tears, for now Naina could only make peace with everything.
"You need to calm down, Nai. Can't cry." This sentence was repeatedly uttered to strengthen himself.
"You're strong, Nai. You have a God who will hold you."
"This pain just takes time to treat it, Nai. Later when healed, this pain will be nothing," he said again, smiling with tears.
Repeating the story after the story he did with Wira, his chest tightened. The clear liquid crystallized in the eye fertilizers, ready to decay decorate his cheeks again. Repeatedly wiping, but still getting wet again.
"Why should we, my friend? Why should you, Mom. There are so many men in this world, why should you, Mas," said Naina, her voice almost gone. Remembering the journey of their love that finally got a turn in waves in the fifth year of marriage.
Naina knew that every household must have a test, there are small pebbles that bother. All this time, he tried to believe, only a small stumbling block, would not be able to destroy his small family that every day is fostered with the foundation of love.
Yes, every time instilling love and trust for her husband, Naina hopes they will age together, sharing stories together until the angel of death picks up. In each night of prayer, Naina hopes not only to share the bed while still breathing, but hopes to share the belly button when the breath is betrayed from the body.
Satisfied with crying and laughing at her at once, Naina recalls all the things about Stevi that Wira had told her all along.
From Stevi's past that did not include good women, how the story of the marriage of the two heroes began, how flat her husband looks at Stevi and her daughter, Nola. How disappointed with DNA test results. Everyone, nothing is missed.
Those beautiful eye beads were watery, staring far away. Recalling, how all this time Wira never even hid the figure of Nola and Stevi in his life. How the ever honest and farewell Hero goes with Stevi.
Deg—
The shadow of his two in-laws came across, again remembering the look of the eyes of the two Wira parents when they saw Nola.
“What mom and dad also know all this?”
Naina's cry grew even more so, as she recalled how insensitive she was. It all looks real, they don't hide it at all. They were so blatant and not pretending all this time. Their love for Nola was obvious, only Naina closed her eyes and kept an excessive amount of trust.
“I am the fool or those who are too smart?” his sobs.
“My love and trust were too great until I closed my eyes to all the facts that were clearly real in front of me.” Naina said it herself.
The tears flowed until he had trouble breathing. His chest ached, his vision blurred. His head was throbbing for all of the sudden reality. He knew the Hero clearly, without asking any questions, he was certain. It was her husband, who married Stevi. Her husband was the father of Nola Pelangie Wirayudha.
“Even he gave my name in his daughter's name. I don't know if I should be happy or hurt. Why is God testing me so hard. Does God not know, if I can't get through it,” isak Naina again.
“I have it in this world. Why is mine the only one people have to take. What sin did I commit before, until I had to pay him with all this betrayal,” lamented Naina.
The words of the Hero, the distaste of the Hero for Stevi's attitude re-spun. Naina tried to think clearly, at least she had to gather evidence. If indeed Wira was framed, shouldn't he also help kick Stevi into cheating, uncovering the truth. Isn't this unfair to the hero.
“You need to calm down, Nai. At least you can still see clearly, Mas Wira's eyes did not lie. His love is indeed for you, Stevi did trap him.” Naina reassured herself, in the midst of her heart being torn apart.
“You still see honesty in the eyes of the Hero. The highlight of those eyes was still the same as the first start of meeting. That love still seems obvious to you, Nai.” Naina spoke for herself.
“Yes, your love is still clear to me. At least it's not too painful, Mom. Should have been a long time ago, you were frank with me, even though it hurts I will definitely accompany you if indeed all this is just a Stevi.” game
The strong and strong woman wiped away her tears. I cry at a time like this. He must be strong, because he knows the hero's love is still for him.
"If it turns out she's your daughter, at least I don't leave with regrets later on. Because I know the truth."
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Strengthening herself, raising her heart in the midst of her chaotic thoughts, Naina spurred her mini cooper towards a hospital. He had to figure out, how to ascertain the biological relationship between a father and son. If he has to do a DNA test, he has to confirm the procedure.
“I can't give up. My household can't be this easy to destroy. If Stevi really trapped Mas Wira, it would be the same as giving up losing. Wouldn't he smile, when he saw me go.” Naina clenches her hand, holding back anger considering how Stevi used her cunning means to destroy her household.
“Test DNA!” This phrase has been dancing in the mind ever since. Once out of the doctor's room, the explanation of the DNA test procedure he wanted to do made Naina have to rotate the brain. How to take a blood sample from the little girl and her husband. As much as possible, he wanted to do this DNA test secretly, unbeknownst to anyone, including Wira.
At the very least, he is still helped by the advice of doctors when it can use hair, saliva or nails. At least there is another way.
The knock of the 3 cm heels echoed along the hospital corridor. It sounded calm and orderly, much different from Naina's current feelings. The face that she tried to cover with thin makeup, could not cover her current feelings. The pain and destruction are obvious.
His hand had reached into the white device from inside his bag. Contacting her husband, of course. Who else he has in this world besides Wira, a place to complain, complain, share joy and sorrow.
Downplays. “It's best to go directly there. Who knows Nai can find traces of lies Mas Wira,” said Naina slowly. Breathing deeply, enduring the pain that has not gone since.
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Arriving at Wira's office, Naina immediately went up to the floor of the place where her husband's room was. From a distance, Stevi was talking to someone.
“Stev, my husband is there?” naina asked quietly, cutting off Stevi's conversation with the handsome man standing across the table. Naina had never seen this man before.
“Alright, Stev, I'll say goodbye. Later if Mr. Pram is okay, I will contact you soon.” The man still blinked his eyes at the secretary.
“Sorry Madam, Mr. Wira is inside.” Stevi replied as she stared at the back of her guest walking away.
“Who is Stev?” naina asked, looking in the same direction.
“Pak David, his assistant Mr. Pram, co-worker Mr. Wira.” Stevie explained.
Naina nodded. Since learning the truth, Naina becomes interested in all things related to Stevi. Although there has been no statement from Wira's lips, Naina is sure her conjecture will not be wrong. She knows her husband very well.
“I went to see my husband first, Stev. Please do not disturb us .. I want to indulge with my husband first.” Naina smiled shyly. Tried to hide his anger and threw a hot ball at the secretary.
Pushing the soft wooden door in front of her, Naina tried to control her emotions upon seeing Wira. Her husband was being serious with a stack of files in front of him. Not even a man turned his head in the slightest, when he heard the door open.
“Do you have no ears. I've been saying since I'm sick of seeing you. Can't you come into my room if I don't call you!” he said suddenly, without taking his eyes off.
“Mas, this is Nai ...”
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