Look at Me, My Husband
S3. Bag 18
The hero is pushing Naina who is in a wheelchair to move into her new room. He himself chose a room for his wife to use to rest for the next few days.
"Did I push it too hard?" ask the hero, make sure. He did not allow the nurse to do so
"No, Mas. I'm fine."
A female nurse who accompanied could only be silent, stalling a smile at the exaggerated attitude of the Hero.
Switching floors, passing through the empty corridor as some of the hospital residents began to fall asleep finally Naina arrived at her new treatment room. The room this time was very comfortable.
"You likey?" asked the Hero, pushing in Naina, following the step of the nurse who had entered first.
"Like, Mum." Naina was about to lower her legs and walk towards the bed when Wira held her back.
"Do you need to carry?" tawar.
Naina shook her head and smiled. The Hero's offer sounds weird. The bed was in sight, for what Wira was carrying him. His condition is fine after all. It did not hurt and felt any complaints, it was just that the baby inside his stomach was a little protesting.
"Be careful." The hero demands Naina's hand and helps his wife get on the bed.
"Sir, Mom, I'm sorry. If there is anything can press the button on the left side of the bed. Or if the emergency can directly see the nurse. Out the door, to the right, sir, ma'am. There's a couple of nurses in there."
The hero nodded, smiled and let the female nurse out. When left behind, silence greeted and made the condolence feel more real. Naina pulls the blanket and closes her eyes.
"Just rest, Nai." The hero looked at the clock hanging on the wall of the room. The time is 22:15 p.m.
"If you need anything, just call me, Nai. I slept on the couch." The hero took off his jacket while breaking down. Lying on her back looking at the ceiling of the room, Wira was repeating back the days that she and Naina passed. The bond of marriage but does not lead them into a happy household.
The man breathed heavily. I don't know, he's still confused by his relationship and Naina is like a tangled thread.
"Nai, what makes you love Dennis?" Suddenly the spirit sounded. He knew Naina had not slept from the sound of movement on the bed.
Deg-Naina turned around. His gaze was fixed on the Hero who was now lying down, covering half of his face with an arm.
"Mas, I'm sorry." Naina's voice sounded slow. He realized that the wounds he had inflicted accidentally on the Hero were still deep and deep. He was in that position. Loving too deeply, until the wound bleeds and it is difficult to heal again.
"That feeling came on its own while I was struggling to heal my wounds because of our divorce." Naina stared at the glowing room lights, blinding her eyes.
The hero biting his lips. Naina's honesty sounds painful, but she must be able to accept the reality.
"If there was no Vienna and no baby in your womb .. I chose to let you go, Nai." The voice of the Spirit sounded vibrating. He wanted to be able to throw away all the heavy burdens he had been carrying alone.
"Sorry, Mas. But ... When I came to you that day, I really had the heart to come back to you. There is not a bit of ...."
"I know, Nai. I know everything. I can't blame you either. The problem of feeling is that no one knows. I may bind you, but I admit I cannot bind your heart."
"Mas, I know I hurt you all along.
"And I know, you fought to be with me all this time. For the kids, not for me. I was struggling to do the same. But, I'm not as tough as you are and can pretend to cover it all up. I can't show you that I'm okay, Nai. I can't be like you." The words slid smoothly from the lips of Wira along with two tears that also fell on the temple without being able to hold.
"Maas ...." Naina looked towards the sofa. He could see the body shake. The pregnant woman knew that her husband was currently hiding a cry behind the arm that tightly closed the handsome face of Wira.
"Mas, are you okay?" ask Naina. His heart was sliced knowing the weak-looking Hero. The man who had always looked strong all this time, silently cried without a sound.
The hero did not answer, hiding his will. Almost ten minutes trying to control themselves, finally Wira voiced.
"Nai, let's take care of all this. I don't want to hurt each other and torture ourselves. I know, you're not happy with all this. That's how I feel too. I understand how hard the days we've spent over the past few months have been."
"Maas ...." Naina catches something wrong inside the tone of the Wira's speech.
"Nai, let's think make peace. We've got it all. After giving birth, I will divorce you. I'm gonna let you go. You are free to be with any man you love." Wira. His voice sounded full of confidence.
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"Mas." Naina hurriedly lifted her bed, sat down and leaned back.
"Why should it be like this?" naina Lirih. "We can start all over again, right?" naina asked holding back her tears. He did not cry and looked weak.
"Let's start all over again" said Naina.
"Nai, we used to start, try and we fail. We marry for love, but only last five years. And I'm not sure about our relationship right now. Even when that love was no longer there. Especially if we force it. For kids?" ask Wira.
"Mas, please don't be like this. Don't say that again. Please don't say separate. For a few months I've held out for you." Naina bit her lips, trying not to cry when her heart was torn to shreds by a word of divorce from Wira.
The hero rose after his feelings calmed down a little. Walk towards Naina.
"Let's make peace. I know, I was wrong to ignore you being pregnant while being my wife." Standing beside Naina, Wira framed a beautiful face that now looked sad with both palms.
"I love you. Loves you so much. I know, these last few months hurt you. Let's make peace for the kids. Only 3 months, after you give birth, I will release you. Before that time suddenly, pretend to love me. Pretend that our family is happy."
Naina jerks. Unable to speak anymore. The divorce that Wira promised slapped her, making her aware of the loss in plain sight.
"Mas, what should I do to keep you from divorcing me?" ask Naina quietly.
Hero chuckles. "You're begging me not to divorce you?" wira asked slightly bowing to align her and Naina's face. From this position, he could freely look at his wife's face.
"Don't think. Focus on your pregnancy now. Can I kiss my wife now?" ask Wira.
Naina was silent, the Hero's speech still shook her.
"Ah, haven't we agreed to be fine until you give birth. Pretend to love me, and kiss part of the drama, baby." Smiling hero.
"Yes, you can kiss me." Naina said slowly.
"really? Can I just skip a little bit?" ask the hero again.
"Huh?" Naina's confused. To be honest, he was still shocked by their divorce that would happen soon.
"Can I ask for more? I want to hear my wife say she loves me so much." Smiling hero.
Naina napping.
"Well, I want to hear it three times a day. Morning, day and night."
Naina quiet.
"Just until you give birth, Nai. After that .. you are free to say it to any man. Only when you're still tied to marriage with me. Ok?"
Naina nodded.
"Then, let's embrace to celebrate our deal." The hero stretched out both his hands.
Naina immediately hugged tightly to the waist of the Hero.
"But I don't want to part, Mas" whispered Naina, as she spread her head against the chest of the Hero's field.
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