Look at Me, My Husband
S2 Mother of my son 67
A week passed without feeling, Naina who did not feel any change in her during her young pregnancy still worked as usual even though Wira had repeatedly asked her to resign. The man becomes more possessive, dropping off and picking up Naina every day. Even when he had to leave the city, the Wira assigned William to replace his duty to look after Naina.
Dennis, the elder sister is still stuck in Indonesia. Every day, he waited for good news from the hospital. No matter how bad the past was, he began to strive for peace and sincerity. Stiffly lying in an ICU bed is the woman who brought him into the world. He tried to open the door to sorry, but it was not easy.
That afternoon, Dennis sat daydreaming in front of the ICU room alone. The hero has not appeared for a few days. His sister was too busy with work and his small family to ask Dennis to take more time to keep her in the hospital.
In the midst of daydreaming, suddenly the ringing of a cell phone resuscitated him from a glaring mind. Dennis' flat lips curved upwards as he ascertained who had made his goal scream.
"Maomi ...." One name that filled his life for the past three years, escaped his lips. The name that just by saying it can make all the turmoil in Dennis' heart subside.
"What's up, Nai?" dennis asked, shortly after stopping the ringing from his playbook.
"Where's the mass?" ask Naina. The woman's voice sounded softly dyed.
"At the hospital, Nai. What's up?" ask Dennis.
"How's Mama doing? Is there any good news?" naina again.
"Still the same," said Dennis, squeezing. He leaned back in the cold chair of the hospital, closing his eyes. It was in her mind to bring her daughter back to Indonesia and meet her mother. The handsome man remembered his own promise before getting into an argument and ended up with the collision of the fence of the mother's house.
"Mama's gonna get well, Mom." Naina cheered from the end of the call.
"Yes ...." Dennis's voice sounded weak. "Just Mama's left, after Papa's gone for all eternity." Tucked in his sentence. That heavy gust of breath signified the burden Dennis was carrying at the moment.
"Mas, there's something I want to talk about. Can we meet now? It just so happens that today I'm allowed to go home for half a day." Naina explains.
"All right."
"I'll see Mas in the hospital."
"Don't you be pregnant. Better not be here too often. Meet me at the park near the hospital. You know, right?" ask Dennis, decide.
"Yes, Mum."
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Half an hour later, Dennis was already standing staring at the passing vehicle on the highway. On the left and right side of the road, there are some hawkers who are holding their trades and surrounded by several buyers. Dennis had arrived five minutes earlier, standing with both hands tucked in his pants pocket.
The sound of the vehicle horn is simple, the roar of the car engine and motorbike is like an irregular tone. Dennis had almost forgotten his original goal of coming to this park, too much of a burden on his mind lately, he was sucked in his reverie until two hands suddenly went down his waist and locked his box stomach.
Deg-
Her kiss could capture the already familiar feminine scent.
"Stay like this, Mom. Don't turn around and look at me. I'm afraid I'm weak." Naina made a sound after sensing Dennis's movement about to turn around.
"Why are you, Nai?" Doubtful, Dennis ventured to gently wipe the hand of Naina who was locking her stomach. She could feel her body getting heavier as Naina laid down on her back.
"Listen to what I want to tell you, Mom." The soft voice weakened, like there was a burden of taste fighting in Naina's heart.
"Yes, what's up, Nai?" Dennis relented. He tried to glance back, but his eyes were unable to see Naina's whereabouts.
"I ... I .. decided to go back with Mas Wira," Naina said.
Dennis's stunned. This is no surprise for him. It had been a long time since he had waited for these words to come out of Naina's lips. As if a burden had been lifted from him, guilt had haunted him for the past three years. And Naina made it a little lighter, though her heart was torn apart and hurt on the other side. The initial intention is just to keep up, Dennis stuck with his own feelings at the end of the story. Trying to pull away, the love is getting closer and not going away. This was not his wish, he remembered having promised Wira. And one thing, Dennis can't force Naina. Whatever it is, only Naina can decide to go back or stay away from the Hero.
"Congratulations, Nai. I ... will be the happiest person." Dennis biting lips. He is like an actor now. The words that came out of his mouth were not in line with his heart.
Be happy? Happy from where? Dennis is bleeding and injured when Naina takes a stand to get back at Wira. He has prepared his heart, waiting for this day to come. But why keep getting sick? When in reality, the woman he loves chooses to go to the real owner. Yes, the hero is the real owner. Not her or any man, of course in the end Naina will return to her destiny. Naina's destiny is Pratama Wirayudha. How hard, Naina and everyone rejected that fact, God has made this story in their lives.
"I'm .. not happy." Naina said softly. His voice sounded weak and stamped. Before long, Dennis could feel his back wet.
"Nai, are you okay?" dennis asked as panic gripped him suddenly.
Dennis could not hear the answer, but could feel a movement in his back. Naina nodded as the entanglement of the hand on her stomach grew tighter.
"Yes ...." Naina sighed heavily and deeply before continuing her sentence. "Mas, get out of my life. You will forever disappear from my life and Vienna." Naina's body trembled as she said this sentence.
"I don't want to see you again for the rest of my life." Naina's cries grew, repeatedly taking deep breaths, the fluid in her nasal cavity clumped together.
"Are you okay, Nai?" Dennis frowned, astonished.
"Go from my world, Mommy. I want to learn to love Mas Wira again. I beg you to go and never come back again .. whatever the reason."
Deg-To get here, Dennis starts to catch something wrong with Naina.
"Nai, what's going on?"
Naina quiet. Trying to manage his feelings that are no less painful. He realized his feelings were wrong, but he could. The feeling had already grown without being asked, the love was springing up in his heart without him wanting to. Trying to be loyal to the Hero, God finally punished him in the cruelest way. He considers this his karma, because he did not want to give the opportunity to the Hero and chose a divorce. In the end, he fell into a deep feeling for the man who should be his enemy. Love sometimes does not use logic, Dennis' selfless attention makes him mired in a muddle of wrong feelings.
"I might love you, Mom. I think this .. that I feel right now for you is called love."
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Tbc
