Look at Me, My Husband
S1. Chapter 48
Pensive, both Wira and Naina sat by the side of the bed. Silence, silence of a thousand languages, immersed in each other's thoughts. The two fell silent, sitting side by side with fingers interlocked and grasping each other.
After nearly two hours of heart-to-heart talk, open up all the stories until none of them have passed. The apology was said repeatedly from the lips of Wira. Even though Naina nodded, it was still an inevitable parting.
The hero, the handsome man was still dressed the same as two hours before, as he stepped inside the bedroom. The work shirt's suit is still attached to his body. Cowering with a shabby face and messy clothes. Her disheveled hair completes her hopeless and lackluster face. Clearly visible from the dominating sadness, Wira was devastated.
Beside her, Naina was still crying as she would occasionally wipe the soft patches of tears adorning her cheeks. The woman was still clad in a bathrobe with her hair rolled up in a towel. Blotchy eyes, reddened nose from crying too much. That face could not lie, right now Naina was crushed unceremoniously.
For nearly two hours, the two tried to open up all tastes, repeating story after story that passed during their five-year marriage. There were many tears, though not as many as jokes and laughter. There is a wound even though it cannot rival his likes and happiness. Even until this talk is over, the love does not diminish in the least.
It's just that everything is different, when the Hero divides himself with another woman. Although only a status, in fact their marriage has been betrayed. Although it was only a series wedding, but there was already a third or even a fourth in their household. Although love is still faithful and does not diminish, but fate has betrayed its prayers and hopes.
The white paper was stained. Naina could only choose to accept everything or throw it away. And Naina prefers to throw it away, even with a bloody wound.
“Nai, don't cry anymore, Darling.” The hoarse voice of Wira came out after long close the lips.
All his efforts and apologies were in vain. Persuade the ray minutes ago, still lead to one terrible word. Divorce! Naina forgives him, but still chooses to separate. Naina understood his circumstances, but still his wife could not accept.
“Do not cry, Nai.” The soul clutched its body shaking beside it. He held her tight and took her into a hug.
“Mas ...” Ogre Naina, her crying becomes even more, while enjoying the warmth of the Hero. When he felt that Wira was still behaving the same, it did not change at all even though he insisted on his decision.
“Sssstttt ...” whispered Wira, stroking his wife's back slowly, as another hand wiped Naina's tears.
If this time the sadness belongs to Naina, despair belongs to Wira. Trying to make peace with all this pain, the Hero feels his body empty. Her soul disappeared with Naina's tears. Perih, the pain of all that makes the Hero can no longer think anymore. Her life was shattered in an instant, as soon as the word of the divorce slid smoothly from Naina's lips. Without being compromised.
“Do not cry again, Nai.” The hero is trying hard. Didn't he prepare his heart for today. The kiss on the tubers is anchored Wira, deep and warm. Simultaneously, his embrace of Naina's fragile body grew tighter.
Silent for a moment, Wira sighed deeply. “Nai, until we are completely divorced .. keep it like this. Allow Mas to fight one last time.” The hero said in a trembling voice, his self-defense completely collapsed. In fact, to make a sound, he had to strengthen his heart repeatedly.
“Please give Mas a chance .. to fight for our marriage to the limit of ability. It's okay if Nai has given up, but please let Mas keep fighting for our five years of marriage.” Painstakingly holding back the rate of tears, Wira collapses when she hears Naina's sobs getting louder.
“Stay live here. If Nai can't share a room ... Mas can sleep in another room,” continued Wira, still hugging his wife's body. Biting the lips, resisting the cry for any speech that comes out.
“Ya, Mas ...” Oozed Naina, in between her tears.
“This house is for you, Nai. After the court decides our divorce, Mas will come out.” The voice of the Spirit was choked, his eyes were heating up again. It was hard to say it, but he had to say it.
“All personal savings and assets Mas, will be yours, Nai,” Wira said again.
“I don't want to, Mas,” reject Naina.
“No, if Nai keeps forcing a divorce, everything will belong to Nai. Please do not argue. I'll be calm if Nai gets everything. Mas can only continue living after making sure that Naina Pelangie is okay.” The hero said slowly.
“It's part of the responsibility of Mas.”
Naina's cry grew more and more, hugging Wira tightly. Unable to answer, only to cry.
The whimper was unstoppable, Naina squeezed the back of the Hero's shirt tightly. The man's shoulders were wet, Naina spilled all her grief and injuries there.
“I ... still love you Mas. Still.” Naina said softly.
“Mas don't imagine how to skip life after parting from you, Nai. Mas do not want to imagine it, Mas can not,” said Wira slowly, forcing a smile for the first time since stepping into the room.
“Don't cry anymore. He has granted all your wishes. Must live well after this, must be happy after this. I have to smile after this. Don't make Mas sorry for releasing you.” Wira's words again made Naina's tears shed, after having stopped.
“Mas ...” says Naina slowly.
“Hmmm.”
“I'm sorry,” said Naina.
“No need to apologize. It's Mas's fault, not yours, Nai.” The hero is trying hard.
“Nai ... what really is no more chance for us?” ask the hero again.
Naina did not reply, choosing to hug the Hero tightly. Hearing her husband's heart rumble violently, beating fast.
“For a while .. don't tell mama anything. Mas will tell it himself later,” said Wira terbatas.
Naina nodded.
After letting go of her embrace, Wira walked towards the wardrobe. Take a few pieces of her clothes. Starting tonight, this room is no longer hers. As soon as he agreed to Naina's wish, it was all over. He could not force Naina to follow all her will. From the very beginning of marriage, she already knew clearly what she should not break.
The leg was just about to step out, the grip of his hand was still on the door handle, as Wira felt two hands tightly hugging her waist. He pulled his body from behind.
“Can I stay asleep with Nai until that day arrives?” pinta Naina slow down. Sticking tight on the back of the hero.
The clothes in the handle of the Hero immediately detached. Falling to the floor, irregular. She tried hard, but Naina made her weak again.
“Nai, you why?” ask Wira. Her legs were fixed in place, unable to move when she heard Naina's request.
It is not easy to agree on everything. He has to fight his own heart. Must be able to bear to himself, must suppress his ego.
“Nai wants to enjoy the last seconds of being Pratama Wirayudha's wife,”whispers Naina slowly.
Almost five minutes in the same position. The hero opens the voice.
“Alright, as long as there is no court ruling we remain as usual. Assume nothing happened. Let's make everything look beautiful, before we part. Mas also wants to enjoy the last seconds of being Naina's husband pelangie.”
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